Was reading 's
Papajoe's latest blog this morning, read it twice, once was to make friends with the words in it and second time was when I try to picture the scenerio in it.
For once I think I kinda understand what he is writing. But one thing for sure, I seriously felt that Lao Pa can really be a good novel writer if he really aspire to be one. I seldom read and not many reading material out there is able to catch my attention for long, but this blog of his really caught my mind. Lao Pa I hope you have found the light in your life and I am sure the gray of light that you have been searching for is somewhere out there waiting for you.
Some analogy that I have been sharing with many people around me. Many times I do felt that life is like a heart beat machine, it goes up and down and up and down. However, in recent years I have came to realise this theory didn't really work well. Because, many of my friends or even myself had experiences a long tough time, a string of unpleasant events arising one after another. And when you think the worse is gone, the next Tsunami wave 3 storey high came swapping everything away once again. This definitely not what the heart beat reader shows.
People always say, the sun will shine brightly once the heavy down pour is over, 雨后应该就会天晴了. Till then, I am still in search of a better theory to describe this phenomena.
Many times in life, we bound to meet up with uphappiness in different level of our life to finally understand and realise the need of cherishing people around us. There were down times in my life as well and those were the days when I was in secondary school. Although, those were the times when I really strike to excel and fought really hard to the top but each passing days in the school came as a hell to me. No fix friend and constantly being back stab and jeered at has resulted in my high wall of security to defend myself from being bully again.
Of course, my life took for a better when I came to poly. In chinese there is one saying, 先苦后甜, 先甜后苦. It's only when you have gone through the hardship in life that has make you a stronger person to overcome that are awaiting for you ahead and that's when your life and fate took a change. I always believe the god is fair, on one person is perfect. Each and every single of us out there are to go through something before we attain something.
