My down days

Take a glimpse at my last entry, its been more than a month since I have last drop my words here. What was busy with this one month??? You people must be thinking I busy preparing for Australia, but you guys are all wrong. Neither was I busy with works. Guess I was busy spending as much time as I could with him, friends and family. Comparatively I wasn't even in the mood to actually prepare for my departure.

Many people envy me having the chance to pursue my studies abroad, but to me this is just the beginning of another headache. It's definitely not easy to send two daughters studying abroad at the same time. Other than then financial part, emotion plays a big role in it too. Can you imagine the amount of load that are acting on my father's shoulder now. What's more, he is not any young chap out there who has all the energy and time. He is getting older with clock ticking by, and each time the load just double up on him. This is how great my father as a man is. He would rather clinch his teeth tightly and support us all the way.

Ask me if I'm excited about going over to Australia?? Totally no~!! Not even when I have touch down. This is my forth day in Melbourne and I'm already thinking about going home. The first day when I got here, it was really disastrous. The motel that the school had arrange for me was like hell that I was only in there for two hours and I had to called the whole to see who can take me in. Thanks to Ben, if not I would probably be in the mental hospital by now, this is no kidding matter. You can ask my two friends Ben and XD to verify for me. Even my father could not stand the place, the next day when he arrive in Melbourne at the very same motel, he was there for barley one hour and was already heading towards the city to look for a hotel instead. Will upload the photos of the motel when my father sent them to me.

The place that I am stepping on right now definitely appear to be more scary than I thought it was. Call it the cultural shock, I seriously prefer Singapore more. Not trying to boot lick LKY or trying to act patriotic but I seriously love Singapore more than I use to after these few days.

Go ahead and call me bimbo or lousy for all you want, I just can't wait to go back and be the princess at home and the "xiao nu ren" of my boyfriend. Chinese always says, "Yao deng dao shi qu le cai dong de zhen xi." How true is this statement man! As usual never fail to have doubt in chinese idioms who can really bring out your utmost feelings.

Think I've gotta stop here, having a severe headach right now. Not really in a good state to think about more. Will update you people more about my life when I've time k~!