Muselisation

Got some feedback from people around me saying that my blog is very emo.... Really ma??? Hehehe.... Ok I will try lesser of those emo stuff ya.





Sometime I'm really curious about what sort of impression do I leave in other people's mind...


My father always call me a bimbo and my boyfriend call me a dumbo.... So what's your point of view???





Was out with AY, Rendell and his gf last night. We had a steamboat dinner at the golden mile complex. Never fail to love having steamboat there, despite the MSG effect that will react afterwards. The couple decided to give up on their movie and hang out with us at the Starbucks instead. It was such a boring night that AY started her stupid idea of filling the empty bottle with torn napkins, Paige was slightly more creative with the napkins as she started her origami session with those napkins and our dearest uncle Rendell just continue being an Ah Pek with the papers.











Lazing the Saturday off isn't a bad idea too. Sometime life is too hectic and moving at a fast pace that we should sometime just slow down and take a breather....



2 more days to go and he will be back...... Excited I am, of course, but the other part of me felt otherwise. I have no idea what I can do for him for his belated birthday celebration other than the very nice chocolate cake that I have order for him...




Sorry for posting this simply so boring entry.... Felt that I need to write something, however, my mind is not in the right state to arrange what I wanna write....

A short conversation with an online friend recently make me feel how superficial a person can be sometime.

Sometime you just simply feel like talking to someone and yet there are no familiar names on the list that you could approach, so you just have to turn to someone whom you either have not talk to for a long time or simply a normal online's hi bye friend......

From my list I decided to pick up this friend whom I use to talk to quite frequently. It started off with him asking me out for dinner and to catch up over the dinner. However, to my disappointment the conversation or should I say the things that he talk about are beyond the content which I even wants to indulge in. To a certain extend I felt that I'm being caught in the situation of harassment and molestation (***I'm sorry people, I don't feel like elaborating what are the details of the conversation. Come to me if you wants to know the detail of the conversation.***). This may sound a little exaggerating but that's just how I felt. After reasoning out and speaking my mind off to the fellow, the person's reply was "Since you don't want to do anything, then what for we meet for dinner?" Can you believe??? Someone at his age can actually say something so childish??? OMG~!!!

Must a girl and a guy must always have something more than just mere friends? Why must there always be some motive behind when a guy is nice to a girl?

Within one month I have already been to the airport like 4 times already. First, was sending my sister off. Follow by my own departure to Aussie and my sudden return to Singapore. The fourth time was yesterday. I was there to send off the "little boy" for his India trip.

Three months from his ORD he was being arrowed to make a trip down to India, replacing his OC. He is going away for like 20 days~!!!! Which is like 2.5 times more as compared to my 8 days at Aussie. What make the whole situation worse is the fact that he won't be able to call and sms me. Although today is only the first day that he is away but I already feeling like so lost, totally have no interest in doing anything. (***Mr. Ho, now I totally understand how you felt during my stay in Aussie***)

I have not been feeling well since my return, my fever never seem to subside. Feeling so lethargic and don't feel like getting out of bed. Hope this will go off soon as I have tonnes of books to read and be prepare for my classes.

It's a lonely night for some reason..... Sister in faraway Tasmania, boyfriend in India, father out at the yacht club chilling out with his khakis, mother out for her weekly singing class and my brother~!!!! Away for his orientation camp..... It's been a long time since my Friday night has been such a quiet one.....

A little surprise to those who are still unaware of my return. Ya, I am back at Singapore and am not going back to Australia.

Question mark circulating above your head now???
For this period of time, please just spare me from all the "why"...... I've seriously been flooded with too many questions that I got so irritated and started telling people off. (***For those whom have kena the telling off by me, I wanna apologise... You know who you are.... But I'm sorry, I'm still not in the mood to say anything yet.***)

Touch down on Singapore last Wednesday, been days since I'm back..... I'm still feeling very very strange..... Probably still not in the right state of mind yet, but I don't have much time to tune myself back to the right channel. I seriously don't know whats wrong with me, I think if this pursue, I may have to patronise a psychiatrist in no time.

XD I miss you~!!!! Was just telling Wyne how much I miss you, lacking a shopping khaki and a library hunting khaki..... I almost tear, but luckily he change topic and put a stop to my watery eyes......