4 months to my next birthday
Its less than 4 months away to my 24th birthday. Being at this age, most people or shall I say most girls are already out there working with a stable job. For me, yes I am part of these people who already started working but unlike them the kid instinct in me still very much exist.
Many people out there comment about the fact that I doesn't look like my age, well I guess to a certain extend mentality does play a crucial role in the condition to your facade. The bf always complain that I'm a kid, seeking for endless attention and making childish request. Just moments ago, I was given a piece of mind again about how weak he thinks I am in terms of stress management. For that, I do agree that my ability in managing stress is worse than a kid taking PSLE. And because of this reason, back in university days I always start on my assignments a few weeks earlier than my friends. Other wise I will start having emotional break down when the deadlines are near, which will eventually result in me to not doing any of my work at all.
Earlier I was telling a friend that, it's so difficult to be an adult, because you have to try different ways to cope with different form of stress. For me I love being a kid, all I have to do was just go to school, do my homework and go for exam (Despite the fact that exam is another form of stress). I don't want to GROW UP, then again I have no control over such things.
My environment is forcing me to grow up, my family is forcing me to grow up, my parents are forcing me to grow up and now even the bf is forcing me to grow up. Sometime, after work when I go home, I just hope to be in a comfort zone being sheltered away from stormy weather outside. But I guess the bf had enough of me being a kid, so decided to just throw me out to fight the storm alone and strengthen me by pouring icy water on me. In a way, I do understand and know that he meant well. On the other hand, I'm almost frozen to death soon...
Many people out there comment about the fact that I doesn't look like my age, well I guess to a certain extend mentality does play a crucial role in the condition to your facade. The bf always complain that I'm a kid, seeking for endless attention and making childish request. Just moments ago, I was given a piece of mind again about how weak he thinks I am in terms of stress management. For that, I do agree that my ability in managing stress is worse than a kid taking PSLE. And because of this reason, back in university days I always start on my assignments a few weeks earlier than my friends. Other wise I will start having emotional break down when the deadlines are near, which will eventually result in me to not doing any of my work at all.
Earlier I was telling a friend that, it's so difficult to be an adult, because you have to try different ways to cope with different form of stress. For me I love being a kid, all I have to do was just go to school, do my homework and go for exam (Despite the fact that exam is another form of stress). I don't want to GROW UP, then again I have no control over such things.
My environment is forcing me to grow up, my family is forcing me to grow up, my parents are forcing me to grow up and now even the bf is forcing me to grow up. Sometime, after work when I go home, I just hope to be in a comfort zone being sheltered away from stormy weather outside. But I guess the bf had enough of me being a kid, so decided to just throw me out to fight the storm alone and strengthen me by pouring icy water on me. In a way, I do understand and know that he meant well. On the other hand, I'm almost frozen to death soon...
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