明天会更好
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Just that many things been happening all at one go lately, it was pretty overwhelming that I didn't really have the mood to blog about anything. Things were all happening too fast and too sudden for me to even take a breathe and think.
Good and bad things happens all the time. But for me this time round, all the not so good things seems to be happening all at one go. And these things pretty much covers most aspects that is surrounding my life. It basically ranges from my family, to my career and even my relationship.
Workplace politics is just too common and it happens in most places. But right now, I'm facing politics at home. How can that ever happen right?? Well, it just happens. Sometime its really difficult to juggle between being being the good girl in everyone's eye and being fair to each and every party. Its a human error to be bias to one party despite hearing stories from all angles. On my part, I am trying my best to be objective, not being bias to anyone. I just hope that, things will get better at home and that the dark clouds will soon be gone after the heavy down pour.
As for work... I was left with no choice to leave a job that I enjoyed so much, due to some pushing reasons. In order not to protect everyone, I'm not going to talk about what the pushing reasons are. In actual fact it really took me much courage even when it's only tendering a resignation letter. Nevertheless, I must really say, this is a place where I have really learn a lot things that are beyond classroom. I get to see things that I have never thought I would.
As for relationship, being in a relationship where one party no longer love another is as bad as a chef who have lost his sense of taste. People change, love changes as well. Being the usual stubborn self, I hold on to it believing that we will get pass the bad phase and things will get better eventually. Then again, I have come to realize this theory does not apply to every single issue. Its a case by case basis. In this relationship, I put in my heart and soul ensuring that I do not neglect him or miss out on anything like what I have done in the previous relationship. I did all I can to salvage this relationship, I even went to the extend of changing myself. Friends keep coming to me saying that I'm silly and no point in continuing, but I just went on and on. But like what I've always say, "It takes 2 hands to clap."
It took me quite sometime to finally realize that things are seriously not work out and it is really time to end this agonizing relationship that is pulling both of us down. It was not an easy decision to come up with. A relationship of 1.5 years, with a guy whom I had always dream about dating. 不在乎天长地久， 旨在乎曾经拥有.
Apart from the instant moment where we have both decided to end this mutually, I have not tear a single drop until now. Not that I am not sad about the ending, seriously until now it still very much hurt but I just don't know how to cry suddenly. Buddy Bryan says "Curry, I think you really grow up le." Well, hopefully he is right, and that could be why I am not crying.
"The ex bf" and me are still talking, but it definitely feels weird. Guess and hopefully time will cure.
I kept telling myself "Things can never be worse than what is happening right now, so let's just pray for a better tomorrow."
明天会更好!!!!!!
Just that many things been happening all at one go lately, it was pretty overwhelming that I didn't really have the mood to blog about anything. Things were all happening too fast and too sudden for me to even take a breathe and think.
Good and bad things happens all the time. But for me this time round, all the not so good things seems to be happening all at one go. And these things pretty much covers most aspects that is surrounding my life. It basically ranges from my family, to my career and even my relationship.
Workplace politics is just too common and it happens in most places. But right now, I'm facing politics at home. How can that ever happen right?? Well, it just happens. Sometime its really difficult to juggle between being being the good girl in everyone's eye and being fair to each and every party. Its a human error to be bias to one party despite hearing stories from all angles. On my part, I am trying my best to be objective, not being bias to anyone. I just hope that, things will get better at home and that the dark clouds will soon be gone after the heavy down pour.
As for work... I was left with no choice to leave a job that I enjoyed so much, due to some pushing reasons. In order not to protect everyone, I'm not going to talk about what the pushing reasons are. In actual fact it really took me much courage even when it's only tendering a resignation letter. Nevertheless, I must really say, this is a place where I have really learn a lot things that are beyond classroom. I get to see things that I have never thought I would.
As for relationship, being in a relationship where one party no longer love another is as bad as a chef who have lost his sense of taste. People change, love changes as well. Being the usual stubborn self, I hold on to it believing that we will get pass the bad phase and things will get better eventually. Then again, I have come to realize this theory does not apply to every single issue. Its a case by case basis. In this relationship, I put in my heart and soul ensuring that I do not neglect him or miss out on anything like what I have done in the previous relationship. I did all I can to salvage this relationship, I even went to the extend of changing myself. Friends keep coming to me saying that I'm silly and no point in continuing, but I just went on and on. But like what I've always say, "It takes 2 hands to clap."
It took me quite sometime to finally realize that things are seriously not work out and it is really time to end this agonizing relationship that is pulling both of us down. It was not an easy decision to come up with. A relationship of 1.5 years, with a guy whom I had always dream about dating. 不在乎天长地久， 旨在乎曾经拥有.
Apart from the instant moment where we have both decided to end this mutually, I have not tear a single drop until now. Not that I am not sad about the ending, seriously until now it still very much hurt but I just don't know how to cry suddenly. Buddy Bryan says "Curry, I think you really grow up le." Well, hopefully he is right, and that could be why I am not crying.
"The ex bf" and me are still talking, but it definitely feels weird. Guess and hopefully time will cure.
I kept telling myself "Things can never be worse than what is happening right now, so let's just pray for a better tomorrow."
明天会更好!!!!!!
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