Muselisation

Shark Friendly...

2010-12-22T11:59:00.006+08:00

I always had people coming to me asking, "Hey whats that on your back???" or "Why do you wanna put a shark on your back???"

Well, for me as an all time shark lover, I had always wanted to do my small part in in my own way to prevent Shark from being extinct.

My first attempt, took place almost 10 years back, when I stop consuming Shark Fins. As a traditional delicacy at all Chinese banquet dinner, just as everyone else I love this dish to the max!
However, on one very occasion, I chance upon a documentary talking about how people fish the shark, get the fins off them and throw them back into the sea. This cruel sight really leaves a deep impression and have great impact on me. Since that day on, I stop taking Shark Fins, no matter how much I used to love eating it...

My father always tell me, "You don't eat the shark fin, you are only wasting whatever that have been cook." To refute that, I always tell him, "By doing this, people will take note of my action, even if I am able to influence another person, I am happy that I did my part."

As such, this morning when I saw this very article about US is moving to being touch on Shark Fins, I was really happy about it.

(Click on picture to view article)

Then, it leaves me wondering, when will Singapore do it's part in preserving this animal...

爱情如德士

2010-12-13T12:25:00.002+08:00

Just last night I saw this interesting life analogy in Chinese from the TV...

爱情就像德士，有时候你等它，有时候它等你。。。
只要你愿意等，一定等的到。。。

Ending 2010 beautifully...

2010-12-13T11:50:00.013+08:00

Been more than half a year, since I was here to drop that few words that I used to do.

During this period of time, quite a series of things been happening in life, so that was why I kind of like went MIA.

Tracking back to Aug, I was flew Down Under to Perth and Tasmania, where I finally get to meet up with my bestie. My girlfriend, whom I only get to see her like once or twice a year, and with her new relocation to Perth, it just make the meet up more difficult.

After which, was further down to Tasmania, for my sister's convocation. Tasmania was indeed different from the rest of Aust, in terms of development as well as the people. Together with my family, we drove up to Cradle Mountain, arriving the place where everywhere is green is peaceful. It was amazing at how when I woke up the next morning, greeting me was the lovely snow. Despite the few hours trap that the snow had caused us, it was nevertheless, a wonderful experience once again after my Canada trip.

Upon returning from my long holiday, I decided to plunge in into making a life turning decision. Getting myself off the comfort zone, taking up a new job which is kind of closer to what I had always been wanted to do. However, it all comes with a price to pay for, pay cut, benefits cut as well as less time for myself. Nonetheless, I truly hope and wish that, all these little scarifies will be worth it in the long run.

Now, it has been more than 2 months since I got into the job, and the probation period will be over in about 2 weeks time. Hopefully I am able to make it through and continue to be with this current company. Despite being here for slightly more than 2 months, but the amount of things that I have learnt so far is really so much, and I was loaded with responsibilities that I do not get to experience in my previous job, which from time to time can be kind of challenging. I definitely look forward to learning and experiencing more of these.

With 2011 just a few steps away from us, once again, I wish for a better year next year with everything falling into place.

Merry X'mas & Happy 2011~!!!!!

惟有放下, 才能前进...

2010-06-07T15:07:00.003+08:00

最近为了一些往事而使自己有点不开心...

周围的朋友经常都对我说: "要学着放下, 不要在这里兜圈圈... 惟有放下了, 你才能继续前进."
说来容易, 但当你处在实际情况里时, 往往事情就复杂化了.

有些人在面对困难时就会使用逃避来解决问题.
而我呢却选择了要勇敢的去面对, 但是有些时候我反复看到我自己在躲避, 一直不停的在兜圈子.

直到最近, 有位很要好的朋友就对我这样说: "你有没有想过, 可能你要有另一个人来取代他在你心目中的位置... 我并不是说这个人会站取他所有的地位, 但是这个人能使你把 focus 转移别的东西或人."

对于这翻话, 我觉得也许是时候我开始使用另一种方式来治疗我自己.

A Week of Movie, Booze and Jazz...

2010-05-03T11:05:00.013+08:00

As all knows I am never a fan of super heroes... Nonetheless, last week when a friend was nice enough to offer me a movie pass to the premier of Ironman 2, I decided to give it a shot.
For once, I was really enjoying the movie, not too bad of a storyline and utterly impress with the special effects that was presented in the show...

Quite a few scenes in the show that was taking place at Tony's house really amazes me. The advancement of the technology with the entire house fully computerize and the ability to communicate with the computer and robot, dropping instructions to them off from your mouth directly... That is really impressive.

According to a friend, more than 50% of the special effect in Ironman 2 was constructed by the crew of Lucas Film in Singapore... Which means, Singapore plays a big part in this film too~!!!

I rate Ironman II:

Ending the weekday at the Ice Cold Beer with Sec Sch friends of The Best Friend...
What more can you ask for when you get to drink the night off and get high with a great bunch of companion after a super stressful week... Shiokness x 10...

Saturday was another night of boozing away, but with the additional companion of Jazz... The night started off with attending the Lisa Ono's concert, which was really fantastic...

The first half of the concert was more like a warm-up for her, not exactly impressive, but was definitely good enough. However, when we came back from the 20 minutes intermission, together with her group of musicians she uses her voice to led the crowd to the next level of what I call enjoyment. It was really so great listening to her, her voice was able to bring you into the picture and makes you feel totally submerge in the music. As she said, "I can sing forever..." I guess for me, "I can listen to her forever too..."

The group then proceed to Axis Bar @ Oriental Hotel for the continuation of Jazz-ing the night away...

JetSaver Light Challenge

2010-04-30T12:14:00.003+08:00

Together with a close we are trying our luck at the JetSaver Light Challenge...

In the first part of the challenge, we are suppose to do a video introduction of ourselves, as well as answering a few questions that JetStar had posted to us...

So if you have time, please hop over to www.hthtfriends.blogspot.com and have a look at the "OUR VIDEO IS UP~!!!!!!" We strongly welcome you to drop any comments.

The best invention...

2010-03-11T14:54:00.002+08:00

Ever thought about what was the best invention that had happened to you??

While many out there have been talking about mobile phones being a bad invention. These day it seems that mobile phone have gradually becoming a part of us and it became so important that one may not be able to make do a day or feel totally not at ease without it.

I personally felt that, the best invention that had happened around me would most probably be the internet as well as the MSN messenger.

Reason being? For one simple reason, when it comes to making phone calls catching up with friends, I am just the laziest person to do it, even if they are best friends and family members. Some 20 to 30 decades back, when internet were still barely exist, my uncle had to stayed up through the midnight just so that he could make a phone back home to Singapore while studying in Canada. And what makes thing worse is that, overseas phone bills those days are not cheap at all. However, with the invention of internet, it brings people much closer, irregardless of which part on earth are you at.

Moments ago, I was just telling a close friend like I was able to make do without mobile phone and Facebook, but without MSN, I go hay wire.

There were a few incidents where I would forgot my mobile when leaving the house, and only to realize it when I reached school. At that point of time, there was no sense of uneasiness or anything like that. On the contrary, the people around me are the one who went berserk when they were unable to contact me on my mobile.

On one incident, the best friend was trying to get hold of me, and when I finally got home to check on my phone, there were like 14 over miss calls and my phone was flooded with SMSs, asking me where I was, am I ok, and please get back to her as soon as I see these messages. **She thought I met with some accident or got kidnapped by the aliens**

It's really amazing like how these technologies have come to take over our life and make up feel lost without them...

A life filling with uncertainty and mystery

2010-03-06T01:17:00.003+08:00

Life is full of uncertainty and mystery...

We were brought up thinking that our faith lies in our own hand, and we mould our own future with the abilities we have...

However, in real life, things always happen when we least expected it to be, and often, its not what or how we wanted it to be...

As I grow, I begin to realise that, my future remains a mystery... With minimal stake in hand, I was unable to determine my own future, let alone mould myself to be what I really aspire to be.

As my saying always goes: "Everything happens for a reason, cross your obstacle and you are good to go conquering the rest of your journey."

Words of Wisdom

2010-02-25T09:59:00.002+08:00

Spotted a rather meaningful quote from my friend's Facebook, it went something like:

"Every hardship is an opportunity to strengthen ourselves, to temper our life and make it shine with greater luster."

- Words of Wisdom by buddhist philospher Daisaku Ikeda.

Desire Vs Reality...

2010-02-22T15:45:00.003+08:00

It's been one and half months since I came back from Canada, sometime I wonder is it really the culture and the people there, that make me really like the place, or is it because of the fact that I am traveling and that is why I love the place so much. The again, as I had told people around me, taking it to be in comparison with Australia, *The other ang moh land that I visited*, I would still opt for Canada.

I do not consider myself someone who is one die-hard patriotic Singaporean, then again, leaving my country, leaving my family and leaving my friends, had always been a "No no" thing for me. However, since my return from the land of Maple Leaves, all these have changed, sort of overnight.

The desire to leave this place is getting stronger as the days goes by, and the desire of wanting something had never been as strong as what I am experiencing right now.

But of course, from time to time, I do have to knock some sense into myself and told myself that, in reality, things are not as easy as I thought it would be.

Its the Lunar New Year once again...

2010-02-08T14:47:00.000+08:00

As a matter of fact, as I age (*Not that I'm like very old now*), I start learning to appreciate the people and things that are happening around me.

For instance, this year's LNY has definitely been a rather meaningful and exciting one for me. Just over the weekends, I have got like 3 close friends, who were away from the red dot for a relatively long period of time, took turns flying back. Though I was not physically there to receive these friends at the airport, but the moment I received SMSes from these people, I was like jumping for joy that, they are back safely and finally. With the returns, it also mark that LNY is just like one week away.

It has seriously been a long while since I was last so excited about the arrival of the LNY.

祝大家新年快乐, 万事如意, 一帆风顺, 身体健康.

Part of growing up...

2010-01-31T15:05:00.000+08:00

I've come to realize that, traveling alone was not as easy as I thought it was, especially in terms of situations that arise at the last minute that at times could make you feel helpless.

While doing my transit at Detroit, my flight was first being delayed for two hours due to bad weather. After almost about 20 hours of flight from Singapore to Detroit and five hours of waiting, the last thing that I would wish for it to happened occurs, my flight has been canceled. It was the final transit that I had to do before arriving at the land of Maple Leaves. The best friend and her guy friend were both anxiously waiting for me at the Toronto Pearson Airport, and we were only 45mins away from each other.

Given the same situation like this to happen in Singapore, I guess I would have already dash to the counter and F the person upside down. Then again, I had to calm myself down and realize that, there's nothing neither them nor myself could do about it. And all I want at this very instant moment was to book myself for the next earliest flight available.

In the end, I had to wait for an additional eights hours, on top of the 12 hours that I had spent waiting for my flight as well as all the happenings with regard to the flight delay and cancellation.

When I got back to Singapore, my grandma and mother was scare stiff at what had happened, and some of my friends were questioning me about why such drama stuffs always happens to me. She even commented that, she thought situation like this only happens in movie. Pardon me, I really have no idea about it too.

Then again, on the other hand, as the buddy said. This is in fact a good test being put for me, to see how much I had grown up and how well my situation handling skills are. Comparatively to what happened in Australia, I reckoned I really do see the difference in myself.

First entry of the year!!!!

2010-01-11T09:26:00.001+08:00

Being the first post of the year, I am so going to make it an auspicious one.

Ditching away all the emotional stuffs and sad stories into the snow outside and to be covered by more snows that are still making its way down.

Wish everyone out there, a prosperous New Year and for Melissa & Matt, Happy Marriage, please have Baby soon!!!! And as for Andass & Wanning, I'll rush back for your wedding, and please do not tired yourself out!!!

For the rest of the people...

AY: Please have a BF soon!!! To stop us from being too lesbian, either one of us have to be attached, and looking at the situation now, I think your chances are greater than mine! So 加油!!!

Dar & TM: Another year is passing by secretly, so please stop telling us 3 more years to your wedding... We have been hearing this 3 years thing for like the past 3 years, you guys should start counting down to it.

KY: I'll see you back in Singapore~!!! With AY, gonna be attached soon, I hope you find yourself a gf soon too! So that you would not be too bored without AY. Of course, not forgetting HUAT AH~!!!!

Turtle: Just when are you coming back to Singapore??? While enjoying yourself in the land of Chinese, please do not forget that your dear friend here and your family are all missing you...

Diving~!

2009-11-18T14:05:00.004+08:00

Earlier on was just talking to a neighbor at the office about diving... Something that seems so 10 years ago.

I first got my open water when I was 17 years old, right after I finished my O levels. Back then it seems to cool, being one of the first and youngest diver among the friends. At those days, without fail, weekends are delicate to diving trips off to islands around Singapore. Being young and a big noob, all I could do was to follow my father everywhere he goes, since I don't have to pay for anything anyway.

Thanks to my father, at the age of 18, I already owned full set of diving equipments from head to toe. I must say, those were really Rolls Roy series, among the diving equipments. The only thing was that, there were no photos taken back then, due to the fact that, digital cameras were still non-existence. Therefore, all the memories about those days could only come from my very own in-built hard disk up in my head.

However, what happened then remains then. It's been almost 10 years since I last did a dive, although in between I did do my refreshers for dive attempts, but in a way or another, those dives just didn't happen.

I remember back then I was telling my father, I should work hard on getting my class 3 license, so that we can get a Kangoo and load the diving stuff into the car. Which somehow I feel is so cool too... Hahaha... I guess, when we were young, we try and do things base on if we think its a cool or not. Which, the car did really happen. My dad bought the Kangoo as soon as I got my class 3, even without going for a test drive! But ferrying the diving gears around, never happened! Not even once for the last 5 years.

At the age of, coming to 25 soon, I guess its time that I should stop waiting for my father and get myself involved in diving trips once again. The neighbor had in fact just invited me to join her for a dive in Tioman this coming April. I'm so looking forward to it, hopefully I will be able to take more photos during that trip.

Note...

2009-11-03T10:49:00.003+08:00

A simple note for you... to remind you of your own existence...

Decision making...

2009-10-23T00:01:00.006+08:00

Ever caught in a situation:
"As you and your group of friends were out, when it comes to time to make decision, everyone starts being wishy washy and the word "anything" seems to come in handy at this very moment. Eventually someone just had to be the hero deciding on where to eat, what movie to watch, etc. Well, the thing here is when the outcome is receptive by the entire group, no one seems to appreciate the hero act of this person. On the other hand, when the outcome turns out to be negative, inevitably the hero starts feeling guilty out of the blue. People start pointing finger behind hero's back about the super duper lousy choice that he/she had made."

Many times, when encountering situations like this, I can't help but wonder, "Are we really that nice and easy-going as a person or are we simply trying to avoid bearing the consequences of the choice that we had made?"
Taking myself for instance, I have to admit that I used to be in the "anything" group most of the time, especially when it comes to meeting friends whom I only see like once or twice a year. Reason being? Well, it was simply for the reason that I only met these people once or twice a year, with regards to the type of things they like, I am totally clueless about it. So, instead of pleasing someone, and at the same time making someone unhappy, might as well just say "anything" and throw the ball to another person's court.

At the age of 25, I finally grew up to have my own opinions on things that are happening and learn that, "sometime someone just have to be the hero, even though heroes die young."

(**Suddenly wondering what had happened to me over the past 24 years of my life, leaving others to decided my life for me...**)

Then again, here comes the other side of life when you decided that you should not be so wishy washy, instead be firm and decisive! You start being sensitive and cautious on others' reaction about the decision you made. No matter how many million times you told yourself, "you can't always please everyone, just go with the majority, " you can't help but still feel the need to please everyone and when you realize that one person, out of the rest of the ten, is not enjoying, you will start feeling bad and guilty. From time to time, you even start having doubts on the choice and decision you have made on behalf of others.

Say that I am sensitive, but somehow, many times, I do kind of felt that people are talking behind my back or pointing finger at me when I take on the role as the decisive one. Then again you may be wondering just how accurate my level of sensitivity is? Well, at least I am quite sure my sensitive-ness hits the bull eye at least 80% - 85% most of the time. (**Sometime, I am amazed at the accurateness of my "sixth-sense"**)

Seriously, why do human function in this manner? Or is it only us the Chinese, or even the Singaporean that is functioning like that???

You only live your life once, you have the right to choose the way how you want your life to be. Should you always be looking back and thinking, "this this this and that could have better result if i thought about this." Then you are seriously going to spend your whole life regretting about the decisions that you have made...

Rumour Has it

2009-10-20T10:52:00.004+08:00

Jill Mansell had always been my favorite writer, come to think about it, it's been a few years since I started reading her book back in uni days.

As the saying always goes, "One man's meat is another man's poison." I guess not many friends around me appreciate this sort of scandalous novel as much as I do. Nonetheless, I believe there are many more others out there who are just as scandally in love with Jill's novel.

Anyway, in this most recent book of hers "Rumour Has it", I do see a little of change from her past novels. The magnetic force about her books that keeps you going back to her are definitely the kinky stories and how she was able to fill you in with the bit of kinky details yet pulling the apple an inch away from just as you were about to get it. However, in this new book of her, she added a bit more emotions to it. This morning as I was reading chapter 47 on the bus, I was on the verge of tearing when reading about how Stella, one of the quite irritating character in the book, pass away. Seriously, it's been quite a long while since I had read a book that made me tear over for. This book definitely have got some substance there...

I have always remember, the first ever book that I was able to complete reading without having my mother to scream her head off me was "Red Sky in the Morning". That was my literature book in sec 1. Can't really remember who the author was, but trust me, out of the 4 times that I had read this book, not a single time I never shed a tear when Ben died. Maybe I should try reading it for the 5th time and see how things goes...

A recent catch up...

2009-10-20T10:37:00.002+08:00

A recent chat with a friend whom I was pretty close with, made me further realize as to how someone can really change over time due to unforeseen circumstances that took place.

So much for me feeling sad for myself from time to time about the things that has been happening, it was when I heard what had happened to my friend and his family that I realized, "Boy, he really don't deserve this."

This past close friend of mine was telling me that his mother had commit suicide while he was on detachment in Australia. With the fact that the mother had always been someone who was really cheerful and happy-go-lucky sort of person. It was even a harder fact to digest when she was so loving with her husband and close with the kids.

Everything happens for a reason, and I bet the mother of my friend might to glad to see how much her son had change since the incident took place. In a way, she might be really be happy to see that he is so much more a sensible person now, as compared to what he used to be.

Should we call this a blessing in disguise? Or is there something more appropriate that I could use? Because I bet having someone committing suicide is definitely not a blessing...

家庭凝聚力

2009-10-01T11:26:00.007+08:00

我任为要建立一段爱情的材料, 最重要的就是 "信任" 与 "尊重".
至于友情呢? 就是 "尊重" 与 "意气".

其实在家时, 我们与家人之间的家庭关系也是需要适当的材料与调味料来经营.

往往当我们都很专著的在建立爱情与友情时, 我们都忽略了我们从出世就认识的家人.

几天前, 当我和我老爸在收看 "糖心风暴" 时, 他就说到: "家人之间的凝聚力是很重要的. 一个家, 只要凝聚力强, 无论外面刮多大的风, 下多大的雨, 你们还是会稳固如山".

家人为我们做的一切事, 在我们眼里都是理所当然的.
试想想, 如果我们在面对家人时, 也能象我们面对爱人与朋友时, 多那一份尊重, 包容与了解, 那不是很好吗?

我周围的朋友当中, 有好几位和家人的关系都不是太好. 有些动不动就是吵架或打架, 而另一些就完完全全没跟家中的的某位成员不说话. 当我听到这类事情, 很多时候我都会感到十分的心寒.

其实在几年前, 我与我家中某位成员的关系也不是太好. 当初的我总认为, "为什么他只疼他和她们", "为什么他对他们那么好", "为什么总是不把我放在眼力", 为什么这个为什么那个. 过了两三年, 情况不但没好转, 反而越闹越将, 甚至曾经到一个地步我完全没跟家里的任何一个人说话.
发生了一件事情后, 瞬间让我领悟到了我经常都对自己说的一举话: "要别人尊重你, 首先你得先去尊重他人". 如果对于朋友, 这个 equation 是有效的, 那为什么我不能把这个 equation 用来对待我的家人呢? 始终是要有人跨越这第一步的, 而且这份失去依旧的信任与默契并不是一夜之间就能把它找回来的. 这一年来, 我与家人之间的关系的缺融洽与改善了很多. "When there's a will, there's a way... Also, it's better late than never..."

也许有空时, 不妨想想: "When was the last time you did something for the people at home? Have you been neglecting them for the longest time ever?"

Revamps~!

2009-09-25T12:30:00.003+08:00

A series of revamp works took place over the place over the pass few weeks.

First of all its definitely the revamp of my blog skin as well as the blog name...
As you have already realize, the new blog is now accessible at www.muselisation.blogspot.com
The word "Muselisation" is a new creation by me, forming from the two words 'Muse' and 'Realisation'...

This new blog skin that you are looking here is definitely represent me more as a person as compare to the previous one.

As you can see from the illustrated characters right at the top of the page, its the many me that you can imagine me to be in...
Some days:
I am just the girly girl in me, dressing up to be as lady-like as possible...
I am just the sporty girl in me, diving into one adventures one after another...
I am just the princessy girl in me, receiving showers of love and pampered from all around...
I am just the fairy girl in me, wanting to give the best to the people around me...
I am just the homely girl in me, nua-ing at home and dressing as sloppy as can be...
I am just the animal girl in me, that I want to be nice to Th Dog at home and pampering him...

Another revamp work took place right at home...
It's the revamp work done to my room!!! The room was previously painted in lighter shades of pink as well as darker shades of purple... Somehow, been rather tired of the color and on many days, it was just too girly for me to accept it. So, this time round, I decided to go for black and white theme... And all furniture are to go white as well, really hope that this is gonna work out somehow...

As the revamp work at home is still in the process of construction... Photos of the revamp will be uploaded in the later entry...

命中注定

2009-09-13T10:25:00.002+08:00

最近迷上了 “命中注定我爱你” 这套戏。
剧情使我回想起一年前的今天我做的一个决定。
“当初的坚持就是希望他会有改变的一天，左盼右盼，终于我还是选择了放弃。”
试想想，就算有一天真得让我坚持到了结婚的那天。
得到了他的人，但是心不在这里，那还叫幸福吗？

一直以来我都很希望在三十岁以前能够结婚，所以当我遇见他时我就很开心，以为我再找得他终于出现了。
他简直就符合了我 checklist 里90%的要求，那我又何必要去纠正那10%呢？反正，在这世界上，没有人是完美的。而且，和他在一起时，我真的有一种很被宠坏，很幸福的感觉。就好像老天爷派了一个为我量身定做的男朋友。
但童话始终还是童话。
到最后，我们终究还是分手了。
这个符合了我 checklist 90%的男人，到最后还是从我身边悄悄的远离我了。

一年后的今天，虽然很多时候我都告诉自己与身边的好友“我对这个人已尽死心，我以近放下他了。”
但我知道，在我心里的某处还是很想他，真的真得很想他。

到今天我还是很希望，时间能冲淡一切，把脚步都带走，把痕迹都插掉，让伤口赶快愈合。

The wise old man's words...

2009-08-31T10:03:00.003+08:00

Since the day I completed my uni course and graduated with my bachelor, the question of "Why did I choose to study this???" keeps running across my mind constantly. Despite the amount of hard work I put in and the excellent results that I had obtained during my uni days, it still could not stop me from having the thought. It especially does not help at all when my parents constantly question me about my choice of course. So much for these disagreeing that only came after I have completed the entire course. As such, the guiltiness and regrets I have continues as the years gone by.
***Frankly speaking, since young I was never an academic student. As a kid, I had always love to deal with handy crafts, drawings and even Design & Technology stuffs in sec sch. However, the result that I had score in Uni was pretty impressive, especially to myself, for the fact that, these are all English theory modules that we are talking here.***

Recently, I met this man, or should I call him a wise man? Anyway, this person here reassure me that, in the first place I did not choose the wrong course when furthering studies at the university. Secondly, instead of thinking that I had made the wrong choice, I should just continue practicing what I had learned.
"WHY is not the word that you should use to question yourself. You should stop asking yourself WHY WHY WHY."
"Writing is also a way of displaying your talent in terms of creativity. Someday you will come to realize what is the genre that you enjoy writing and from there you may begin contributing."
"Continue writing and keep your articles, do not publish it immediately. Someday down the road, take out the article and read it again, trust me, there will definitely be a lot of changes that you will want to make to it. Do this a few round..... and you will see your success."
Taking the man's encouraging words with me, I will probably have to try to see things from another perspective?

Just this morning, as I was checking up on my yahoo's email account, it is the email that I never pay attention to and its always flooded.
To my surprise, one of the email was actually about someone commenting on one of my blog entry that was log in some 3 years ago, Memoir Of Harry Tan.
Seriously, back then when I was blogging this entry, I did not expect anyone will be interested or want to comment about anything. 3 years down the road, apparently, this post had caught the attention of a few. **Then again, maybe its Harry that they are attracted to, lol** Nevertheless, while reading the post again, it really amazes me as to how I could still relate the feeling.

It is really fun digging out and reading the stuffs that you used to write, be it school assignment articles or emotional letter for the so and so. Maybe I should start to do some compilation work for my past years writing and who knows I may be able to find something interesting from it.

Past, Future & PRESENT...

2009-08-28T11:41:00.000+08:00

Just a few weeks back, a close friend receive news about company is gonna sponsor her to further her studies. Seriously, with terms like that, who is not happy about it. Then again just today, she was telling me about how worried she is, in terms of the depth of her knowledge as well as her professional experience. So I gave her a golden words of advise that I hope will help her and maybe other people that are around me:

Do not whine about the PAST
Do not worried about the FUTURE
Just enjoy the PRESENT...

Think it through, when we were back in the primary school days, don't we always whine about how stupid this teacher is and how lousy that principle is. All we were looking forward to, was just the secondary school that we will be promoted to.
Then again when we were in secondary school, we started arguing with my English teacher about why she should not penalize us for such small mistakes. Thinking back at how nice the primary school teacher was, she would have just warn me and give me the mark still. Cursing and swearing at the syllabus that MOE had came up with, thinking that if only all the syllabus are as easy as it was in primary school.
The same thing goes on and on even through the JC days, the Poly days and even the Uni days.

If you realize, these opportunities only come by once. Think back and you will realize, the type of experience that you go through at the different stages of your life is different.

Someday, you may graduate from a university with a Bachelor Degree, and after working for a few years, you decided that you wish to further your knowledge and so you went on to Masters Program. Even if you get back to the same school, being monitored by the same mentor. Trust me, the experience that you are going through will no longer be the same as the one you had.

So instead of whining and worrying, why not just appreciate the process. Who knows, you may in turn see things that you could not have seen.

An unforgettable "Holiday trip"

2009-05-17T19:00:00.004+08:00

It was a long weekend that everyone was looking forward to, for a weekend getaway, for a long break, etc. For me, it was a trip down to Tioman Island, the place that I had always wanted to return to. For some reason which I don't know, I actually say "ok" to my father, when he ask me to join him for the trip. To add on to the excitement, we had decided to go diving. Its been years since I last jump into the sea and say hello to the fishes.

Although things tend to happened without a reason, say that I am superstitious, but you still have to agree that many times there are little hints around you as a form of warning.

Was running a fever on the day before trip, but surprisingly, neiter did that dampened or stop me from continuing with the trip. So we set off together with other boats from the club as planned. It was a sunny day with a fair bit of clouds. Being the slowest boat among all, we were left behind in no time.

Everything was moving smoothly, however, out of nowhere, the statellite GPS went haywire. For some reason, it was not receiving signals anymore, so we had to rely on a manual compass to navigate our way. Along the way, the engine was working fine and not giving much problem.

As we were close to the Limau Chanel, already crossed over to the Malaysia water, the power went off suddenly and there were black smokes coming out from the engine room. (5 mins before all these happens, we were still checking out the stern of the boat to ensure that there were no black smoke, and everything was fine.) My father went down to take a look at what went wrong. The other 2 ladies on the boat starting dialing for rescue, trying to get someone to come and tow our boat back to Singapore, but to no avail. As instructed, I went into the cabin and try to locate for the fire extinguishers. This was not the first time that the engine was throwing tantrum and spitting out black smokes, but subconsciously, my father just felt that we should get the extinguishers out and put on our life jackets this time round.

After about 15 mins of trying to someone, either from Singapore or the rest of the boats that left with us, the smoke just grew stronger. Seeing the situation turning from bad to worse, my father signal for me to launch the canoes and everyone to get ready to jump into the sea. Upon launching the canoe, I spotted the first sign of fire and it was so freaking near to my father. At this point of time, it was totally impossible for the fire extinguisher to put out the fire, so we had to abandon the boat and jump into the sea.

Floating on the sea, looking at the boating getting, it was definitely not a pleasant sight and really felt helpless. All I could do, was only to try to console the rest and myself by saying, at least we are still alive here. The longer we stayed in the water, the stronger the fire was growing, slowly it swallow the entire upper deck and I could see the cabin was burning badly as well.

Just before we jump into the sea, my father's friend manage to get call back to the club and get the club admin to contact one of them from group. They turn back to look for us, and that was only about 20 - 30 mins after we jump into the sea. We were save by the Malaysia's coast guard first.

Everything was gone, the boat was gone, our travelling documents were gone, and of course not forgetting our belongings too.

My backpack that saw me through my secondary school, poly and uni days, was gone.
My Nano that accompanied me through the long journeys across the borders and the many studying session, was gone.
My laptop that weathered through the many boring nights with me, and the one who kept my deepest and darkest things about me, was gone.
My "buddy" that slept by my side through the tearful night, was gone.
My digi cam that capture my happiness and many memorable moments, was gone too.

After the incident, my father was telling, "This is definitely an experience of a lifetime that you will never forget."

The last we heard about the boat was that, while they were trying to put out the fire, they filled the boat with water and it ended up sinking into the sea.

Perspectives

2009-03-31T00:06:00.004+08:00

It's been almost 6 months since my court case against my previous employer, who refuses to pay me my hard earned wages. Today, for the first time since the court case, I message my ex-colleague whom, I must admit, I was pretty pissed off with. It was actually one of the videographer whom I used to worked with encourages me to talk to her, as he said there were some misunderstanding between us caused by the ex-employer.

During the conversation, I finally heard from her the entire story about how my ex-employer suddenly disappear one day with all the equipments, and the amount of money that he had owed her in all. And of course, there were certain misunderstandings that I had about this ex-colleague that had been ironed out today as well. Once again, things have prove me wrong that, whatever that has been presented to you right at your face may not necessary be the truth. Of course, you out there, might think that, "Then what makes you think that, whatever she said is the true?" Oh well, I do have to give her my benefits of doubt, then again, it's her sincerity that tells me, she is not lying, and I choose to believe what she said. Of course, on top of that, the explanations that she has given me could be verify by myself. As such, back to basic, never let your judgments be blinded by what you have seen with your eyes.

For the past 6 months, I have been complaining about how sucky my life was, for all the miseries that has occurred. Until recently, the ex-videographer told me, "You really very lucky to run away so fast, at least you got back part of your money." Initially, I didn't really see that as "very lucky", rather I see it as a misfortune and kept thinking, "How how how? The fellow ran away and I still have $800 bucks with him. how?" But it was until today, after talking to my ex-colleague that I come to realised just how lucky I was. Putting aside the fact that, something like that actually happened in my life. View this entire issue from another angle, I was lucky enough to make the decision of leaving the company and charge him to the MOM's court while he was still in Singapore, and getting back part of my wages. Ex-colleague, together with another freelancer and translator who freelance for us, were not paid a single cent for the efforts that they have put into the projects.

When there is a small black dot on a piece of white paper, most of the time, people would only focus on the dot and ask, why is there a dot that destroy the entire piece of paper. Very seldom do people realised that, there are a big portion of the white paper that was not destroyed and could still be used to write or for other purpose. In this case, I must admit I am one of the majority who sees only the black dot and ignored the white. And today itself, I have come to realised how, "Seeing things from a different perspective," could really make you a happier person sometimes.

金句

2009-03-19T22:57:00.003+08:00

重话要轻说
好话要多说
伤人的话就别说了。。。

失重了很久，心情似乎平息的多了, 对于人生的看法与目标也有些不一样了。
伤心事就别提太多了。
今天就让这金句来陪你吧：-)

Hola~!

2008-11-21T20:26:00.003+08:00

A sudden relisation that I havent been blogging for more than a month. Recently, I also found out that, this happen once every year, where I will happen to not blog for one whole month.

Anyway, life have been as per normal for me. Found a new job somewhere, been here for a month already, till date surviving pretty well.

Not much life I have since the break up and after I got the job. The working hours here are odd, I start work at 11.30 AM and end work at 8.30 PM. ***You pretty much guess so that I'm still in the office right now*** Been keeping myself occupy on weekends by going for jet ski and making the effort to meet up most of the friends whom I havent seen for a long time.

Sometime, it does felt weird as to the fact that I gotta think of how to occupy my weekends, and also the fact that I have one person lesser by my side now. Nevertheless, I am coping pretty well with my single life out here. To a certain extend, I pretty much enjoy it though. Initially, I thought it would gonna be a tough time for me. But looking at myself now, I guess, I definitely agrees to the term of "No one person is indispensable in this world".

Right, so much for about my life lately, I gonna end here.

For MJ gang's annual retreat, we are heading down to Hong Kong this year. So for the next entry, will prolly be all about my holiday trip to Hong Kong.

Ciaoz~!

明天会更好

2008-09-16T23:37:00.003+08:00

Hey I'm not missing...

Just that many things been happening all at one go lately, it was pretty overwhelming that I didn't really have the mood to blog about anything. Things were all happening too fast and too sudden for me to even take a breathe and think.

Good and bad things happens all the time. But for me this time round, all the not so good things seems to be happening all at one go. And these things pretty much covers most aspects that is surrounding my life. It basically ranges from my family, to my career and even my relationship.

Workplace politics is just too common and it happens in most places. But right now, I'm facing politics at home. How can that ever happen right?? Well, it just happens. Sometime its really difficult to juggle between being being the good girl in everyone's eye and being fair to each and every party. Its a human error to be bias to one party despite hearing stories from all angles. On my part, I am trying my best to be objective, not being bias to anyone. I just hope that, things will get better at home and that the dark clouds will soon be gone after the heavy down pour.

As for work... I was left with no choice to leave a job that I enjoyed so much, due to some pushing reasons. In order not to protect everyone, I'm not going to talk about what the pushing reasons are. In actual fact it really took me much courage even when it's only tendering a resignation letter. Nevertheless, I must really say, this is a place where I have really learn a lot things that are beyond classroom. I get to see things that I have never thought I would.

As for relationship, being in a relationship where one party no longer love another is as bad as a chef who have lost his sense of taste. People change, love changes as well. Being the usual stubborn self, I hold on to it believing that we will get pass the bad phase and things will get better eventually. Then again, I have come to realize this theory does not apply to every single issue. Its a case by case basis. In this relationship, I put in my heart and soul ensuring that I do not neglect him or miss out on anything like what I have done in the previous relationship. I did all I can to salvage this relationship, I even went to the extend of changing myself. Friends keep coming to me saying that I'm silly and no point in continuing, but I just went on and on. But like what I've always say, "It takes 2 hands to clap."

It took me quite sometime to finally realize that things are seriously not work out and it is really time to end this agonizing relationship that is pulling both of us down. It was not an easy decision to come up with. A relationship of 1.5 years, with a guy whom I had always dream about dating. 不在乎天长地久，旨在乎曾经拥有.

Apart from the instant moment where we have both decided to end this mutually, I have not tear a single drop until now. Not that I am not sad about the ending, seriously until now it still very much hurt but I just don't know how to cry suddenly. Buddy Bryan says "Curry, I think you really grow up le." Well, hopefully he is right, and that could be why I am not crying.

"The ex bf" and me are still talking, but it definitely feels weird. Guess and hopefully time will cure.

I kept telling myself "Things can never be worse than what is happening right now, so let's just pray for a better tomorrow."

明天会更好!!!!!!

4 months to my next birthday

2008-07-30T01:31:00.003+08:00

Its less than 4 months away to my 24th birthday. Being at this age, most people or shall I say most girls are already out there working with a stable job. For me, yes I am part of these people who already started working but unlike them the kid instinct in me still very much exist.

Many people out there comment about the fact that I doesn't look like my age, well I guess to a certain extend mentality does play a crucial role in the condition to your facade. The bf always complain that I'm a kid, seeking for endless attention and making childish request. Just moments ago, I was given a piece of mind again about how weak he thinks I am in terms of stress management. For that, I do agree that my ability in managing stress is worse than a kid taking PSLE. And because of this reason, back in university days I always start on my assignments a few weeks earlier than my friends. Other wise I will start having emotional break down when the deadlines are near, which will eventually result in me to not doing any of my work at all.

Earlier I was telling a friend that, it's so difficult to be an adult, because you have to try different ways to cope with different form of stress. For me I love being a kid, all I have to do was just go to school, do my homework and go for exam (Despite the fact that exam is another form of stress). I don't want to GROW UP, then again I have no control over such things.

My environment is forcing me to grow up, my family is forcing me to grow up, my parents are forcing me to grow up and now even the bf is forcing me to grow up. Sometime, after work when I go home, I just hope to be in a comfort zone being sheltered away from stormy weather outside. But I guess the bf had enough of me being a kid, so decided to just throw me out to fight the storm alone and strengthen me by pouring icy water on me. In a way, I do understand and know that he meant well. On the other hand, I'm almost frozen to death soon...

A Fragile Life

2008-07-28T11:49:00.002+08:00

It's ironic as to how fragile life can be.

The man who tend the mama shop at the void deck of my house pass away just yesterday. Being 55 years old (according to my grandma) single man, he decided to end his life just like that.

Though he is not someone who is very close to my family, but both him and his shop had been around for the longest time I can remember. His shop has inevitably been the part of many children's childhood and that of course include me.

Those were the much younger days where I never fail to patronize his shop for the 20 cents frozen syrup tube, the 50 cents tubular push up chocolate ice cream and the 40 cents orange bar sherbet ice cream. Not forgetting those "lao hong" crackers too (recalled by my sister). Although we have always been complaining about the expiry date of the food at his shop, but eventually at the end of the day we still go back to him for our once in a while junk food crave.

The news still came as a shock to everyone, although we know that his business was already not doing well for sometime and that he was on several medication.

Both my grandmother and father were pretty upset about the tragic, but I guess thats just another part of life. All I can hope for now is just that he can rest in peace and have a better life in the nether land.

I have Weird Friends....

2008-07-21T13:18:00.003+08:00

Just a note here to inform all that, my mj gang have recently start up a new blog page, titled My Weird Friends, and this can be located at www.ihavewe1rdfriends.blogspot.com.

Right now the page is undergoing some design construction. Nevertheless, it is still functioning like nobody's business (*See it to know what I mean*). So do catch those off-stage ugly and hideous moments on My Weird Friends.

The undisclose affair

2008-07-12T11:36:00.001+08:00

Just few entries back I was swaying about how much I miss the polo girls...
***Poof*** One day YZ called me and ask me to organize for a gathering. First of all, it was rather difficult to be able to find her. Secondly, she making the call herself to ask for gathering, I was really caught by surprise.
Of course, not wanting to disappoint her and the rest of the girls, once again I took on the role of the organizer and call for the gathering. I really appreciate everyone's effort for making themselves available for this night affair. Everyone, except for the two who was down under, Cheryl was back though but no one knew, attended this gathering. Its been about 3 years since we last went out in such a big group.

1st Stop: Fisherman Wharf
Apparently, the photos are on Serene's camera, so I could upload it when I get hold of it. Then again we were all famish, so there wasn't much photos too.

2nd Stop: Fashion Bar

We were lucky that we went in early, so there were still plenty of seats available.

So here we go, the photo whore session starts...
*PS.: Due to the lighting problem, the photos look a bit 80s*

职业病, she actually bring out a torch light!! We were all shock and laughing like mad when we saw that thing there.

Me, He Shan & Ting Yi

Serene & Candice

The Sober and Reserve period

Starting to go mad...

Wei Ning & Serene

Yue Zhen & Candice

Don't know what they doing also...

Yue Zhen 很久没有被放出来了...
Candice: "Yue Zhen! Please control yourself!"

Wei Ning always like to 抢镜头

Challenge to the 十六连拍:
Take 1

Result: FAIL!

Take 2

Result: ... Ok la~!

3rd Stop: The Ord Bridge

They were trying to jump the bridge

Finally a group photo for Cheryl before we go home...

That's all for now folks... Stay tuned for more pictures....

The dog!

2008-07-07T23:03:00.000+08:00

While mummy came near me to look at the photos that were taken earlier on at the Singapore Flyer, the dog thought we were playing and so he join in the fun too...

Family Day...

2008-07-07T22:18:00.002+08:00

It's been a long while since we last had a family day where everyone is around.
Kiden was back from Down under for her winter break, Ah Ma was not out and of course I was not out too.
So just on yesterday we manage to gather everyone and set off to the Singapore Flyer for our long deserve family day.

We Started off the hour long photo whore session

Mummy & Ah Ma!

Didn't realise my father have such a big head until this photo

We Three...

She failed in the "16 shots at one go" challenge

The vain mother and daughter

We leg~!

The participants

My father says, "The sister-ly pose"

Let Us Welcome the 10,000th guest to the Singapore Flyer~!

The Roaches battle~!

2008-07-04T22:56:00.000+08:00

It's a new game in the office, THE ROACHES BATTLE~!

After knowing that Todd is afraid of roaches, the very next day Rach brought in the fake cockroach that she bought from Thailand.

This is how it looks like...

Don't you think it looks damn real!

Wanting to play a prank on my boss, one day when he was out for a meeting I planted this little thing under his laptop like this...

When I came back from the my meeting, I found this thing on my table with a label "This is a war!"

Haha, this is one thing that I never understand why guys are so afraid of cockroaches???
I never fail to have a fun time playing with them...

My Day

2008-06-24T22:48:00.006+08:00

It was a busy busy day~!!!
Lately I was assign new task to do some stock reporting program, and that has became the first thing to do once I step into the office. It can be pretty irritating sometimes, because it will usually take up the whole morning and I can't proceed with my other work. Let's hope it will get better as the day goes by.
Anyway, there's something else that is worth mentioning more. After meeting one of the client at Esplanade, I bump into Wei Keong at the MRT station when I was on my way back to office. I was like damn excited la~! Ok, Wei Keong was my team mate cum close friend back in poly days, one of the first few guys who ever stayed over at my place. I remember those were the days where Wei Peng and him will always bunk in at my house when we have competition at Kallang the next day. The feeling of bumping into an old friend who is studying overseas is damn good la.
That was one. After I got home, I realized I have miss calls on my mobile phone. To my surprise, it was Yue Zhen, another close team mate, one of the girls who have fought with me through the tough days.
I must say this again,
I really miss CANOE POLO...
I miss being the No. 4
I miss my Kinetic Paddle
I miss my Vampire Boat
I miss my SPGs
I miss my SPCT
I miss my yellow color Mikasa Ball

No idea what's Walter doing in the Photo

Our first game, and our first Bronze medal~!

People most important to me
Cheryl (Captain) - Chaser
Wei Ning (Captain) - Chaser
Ting Yi (Captain) - Chaser
Yue Zhen (Vice-Cap) - Chaser
He Shang - Keeper (Generation 1)
Serene - Keeper (Generation 2)
Wen Qi - Zoner (My all time best partner when zoning, its amazing how we became best partners in zoning. Also, not forgetting the fact about our fantastic loop ball goals, only by the two of us, which never fail to impress Jackson and others from the guys team.)
Keryn- Zoner too!!!

These were taken after the best and last match we played together.
The best game that everyone of us will never forget~!

Its been 3 years

2008-06-17T00:00:00.001+08:00

Just realize something, its been 3 years since I started blogging.
Since young I had always wanted and tried my best to start on writing journal, since my teachers always says that keeping journal will help in your writing skill. But never ever was it a successful one, the journal will always be nicely decorated and end off with at most, 2 entries.

It's amazing when I look back at why and how I started on this blogging thingy. I started this blog with the intention of wanting to be my photo gallery to my friends, but somehow it doesn't turn out to be the way I had initially wanted it to be. Another is that, regular visitors at my blog may have spotted the change in my style of writing. Not forgetting the improvement I have made in terms of language. Sometimes, when I look back at some of the old entries, I can't help but laugh very loudly. All I can say is probably, "The language is super cui la~! Whats worse, is the flow of the entries, gosh~! they are so(X100000000000) super cannot make it." Really wonder how you guys are able to make do with the language and still stay tuned for years. ***Salute~!***

Meeting Old Friends

2008-06-16T23:14:00.004+08:00

When it comes to meeting friends especially old friends, I'm just the laziest person on earth who will try my best to give an excuse and miss the meeting. Then again, back then I was only a student, doesn't really have extra cash to meet up with these people for a meal. As time goes by, it became a habit of not wanting to meet people.

"This situation have come to a point where it became like a routine. For AY, I will always meet her on every Mon and Tue to go home together and stop by the KFC for some cheese fries. Then on Sat I will once again meet her together with the rest of the MJ Gang. As for the bf, it's a weekend and one weekday thing every week.
On an annually basis, I will meet up with Mabel twice if possible, my sec sch bestie, in March during her birthday and Nov on my birthday. Of course not forgetting the most amazing bunch of friends from my pri sch, which AY is in it as well. As the 4 of us are all year end babies, so we will always make it a point to make ourselves free on that very day to meet up for some catching up, presents exchange and drink till you drop. Don't be too surprise to hear this, we started practicing this tradition of celebrating 4 birthdays together since we were 11 years old. PS: The drinking part on started when we were 18, we do have photos to verify for that."

Knowing about this and think that this is super not right, I have recently make it a point to myself that its time for me to stop finding excuse on not wanting to meet people.

Just today alone, I've met up with two old friends. Ok maybe Milton is not that old friend after all, then again, our work place are like so damn near but we hardly meet up for lunch. Think about it, this is only the second time.

In the evening, I went to meet Nigel, an old friend cum ex-classmate from my secondary years. Gosh, it really feel good meeting up with him and catching up with one another's life after secondary school. It's amazing how his face is still the same, but you can see the face slightly aged. Hahaha... I'm not being mean here, right!

Anyway, the bf, have been away for his internship camp at Malaysia since Sunday. Although, its only a short getaway for 3 days, but I guess in a way or two it do some good to the both of us. Hopefully, it will help a little here and there in building this relationship.

Dream + Talent

2008-06-13T20:45:00.008+08:00

Thanks to all those who have been private messaging me with regards to my previous post, really appreciate you guys a lot. In any case, I've been through the worse time of my life, so if anything is really gonna happen, I think there's nothing much that I can do about and I guess I'll be able to cope with it should something not so good happen.

Anyway, lets see what I have been up to for the week.
I can't really say what I'm doing now is my dream job, then again I'm glad that I'm happy with the stuffs the job scopes that I'm involved (***I'm the BGL, short form for Bao Ga Liao, in the office***). My main duties are actually channel production as well as business development. Of course these were never enough for me, with that I also took on the role of the in-house designer, doing some simple designs for the company. And of course, the result turn out to be quite well.

At this point, I'm actually very proud of myself. Why so? Well, I started off this job with someone who have minimal knowledge about Adobe Photoshop. 3.5 months into this job, I'm proud to say that my proficiency in the software is definitely much better than average. Of course, all these doesn't come overnight, I have put in my heart and soul to learn, also accompanied with plenty of opportunities given by my boss and comments from my colleague that have brought me to where I am today. Although, I'm still nothing comparable to the experts out there, but I'm sure that if I continue, one day I'll definitely be there with them or even better. That's the faith that I never fail to have in myself.

Cheryl once said,"KERYN !!! hahah .. just thinking of her amuses me sometimes. Very bubbly and always bubbling away... CRAZY Girl!! Sweet and helpful, great company! .......... Dont release your goal until you've reached it k ?Yah lor ... she a bit sot sot one, but has a determine nature, and has lots of potential to Excel in whatever she sets her heart and mind to! ........."
Cheryl is someone that I had never wanted to disappoint in no matter what I do, especially Canoe Polo. Till this day I still remember all those encouragement she had given me.

Knowing that she's crazy over Patrick Dempsey, from Made of Honor, so I design this for her during my free time.

These are some of the designs that I have done up for my client. Believe it or not, it's all done from scratch, even the photo of Rach were my idea and taken by me. Haha~!

Media Pass that I have designed for the production team to get themselves identifiable.

I guess in a way I have semi-fulfilled my dream of becoming a graphic designer, haha~!

现实与梦想

2008-06-09T12:06:00.005+08:00

真正的爱情是不会成为追求梦想的绊脚石

我是否已经在无形中成为了他追求梦想的障碍？？？

为什么实生活总是得和梦想相差得那么远吗？？？

完美爱情的定义究竟又是什么呢？
难道要一方默默不断的付出，这才叫爱情吗？

Why do I feel like everything around me is dropping hints to me that our time is up, and everything is coming to an end soon.

Why do problems come one after another, why do they have to take turns to surface and not just sit there and be good?

Am I living in the real life with everything really happening, or am I still living in my dreams?

Find me a Singaporean 2

2008-05-23T00:56:00.003+08:00

Moments ago I was watching an info-ed show on MobTV, "Find me a Singaporean 2" hosted by Belinda.

On episode 4, they were featuring this Singapore lady, Stella, who had married a Brazilian Chinese and since then been relocated to Brazil for 20 over years.

Since don't know when, I never understand why people around are always telling me they don't like it here, they want to migrate, they want to go to another country so on so forth. Many of these times I was thinking in my heart, "Is Singapore really that bad?"

For me, I love this place, although from time to time I do complain about how sucky the government can get sometime. Then again, I never dare to imagine life outside Singapore. Yes, I love traveling, visiting other countries, but at the end of the day, I will always come back to this place where I call home.

It is hard not to imagine how not Singaporean Stella would be, after knowing that she has been away for 20 years. But to my surprise, not only does she look Singaporean, she speak like an authentic Singaporean too. It was not difficult to catch her speaking with the typical Singlish accent, and all those linguistic term that only Singaporean understand what it meant, e.g. "Giam Xeng Ti", "Jia Lat", etc.

The most touching part of the show was, when Belinda handed Stella all the presents that she have brought from Singapore. Belinda bought her a packet of Ba Gua, and Stella's mother actually got Belinda to help her pass the Pineapple tarts and Hae Be Hiam that she have made to Stella. The moment Stella saw the food that her mother has made, her tears burst out Needless to say, I started tearing too. It's amazing, how someone who has been away from home for so many years, misses Singapore so so so so much. I really feel very touched, and trust me I was so touch that my goose bumps started starting (***In a good way***).

Belinda says, "In Singapore we know we lead a good life, but still we always take everything around us for granted. But after visiting Stella, I have learn that I should appreciate everything and everyone that I have with me back in Singapore."

人总是要等到失去了才懂得珍惜!

How much do you change in 6 years

2008-05-20T12:07:00.003+08:00

Just last week, Rach showed me this clip on YouTube about this guy who took photo of himself everyday over a period of 6 years.

When I first watch the video, I felt kinda of eerie, it was a weird feeling. After a while, it became a little emotional, it's like so amazing that one person can change so much over 6 years and you are not aware of the changes yourself. This video definitely support the saying of "Time waits for no man".

Now let me think, what was I doing 6 years ago.....
6 years ago at this very day, I think I was still attending classes at SP. Eagerly looking forward to the day ending, so that I could rush down to the club house and play Carom with the rest.
Oh well, if you ask me, I definitely think that I look so much better 6 years ago, haha...

Sars Selemat in action

2008-05-05T16:11:00.001+08:00

Sars Selamat from spiritedly on Comiqs

My Office

2008-05-02T13:53:00.009+08:00

2 months into this 2nd job of mine and I've yet to mention anything about the office.
Oh well... This is a small company that I am working in now with only 3 people, including myself.

Nothing much for me to complain about, and all I can say is I do have a good boss here. He really took care of us, and we are have the freedom to display our creativity and my boss is open to ideas and comments made by us.

My only colleague, Rachel, shares the same hobby as me and that is fashion. Then again, when it comes to fashion stuffs all girls become good friend. We shop online (in the office), at the shopping during lunch time and most of the time we will cam whore in the office taking all sort of nonsensies photos.

As much as I'm in concern, I do enjoy this job very much. With the amount of freedom that I have, the work scope that I'm involve, there nothing more that I can ask for I guess... Hmp, maybe I can only for higher pay? (***Hahaha hope my boss read this***)

On my table, I'm surrounded by lots of toys and presents from Rachel. Check some of them out in the photos here:

These two are name card holders made by Rach, think she bought the stickers and the case from Daiso, nice right!

That's hers

And that's mine

Diesel's sample perfume, nice packaging right. All you have to do is just to press the center of the box and you will get the perfume coming out.

Ribena's ice-pop mould

Cheese ring from Rach

Rach's hedgehog, but I forgotten how it ended up on my table.

More photos coming up, I promise, hehehe...

Fruitful Wed

2008-04-30T16:45:00.001+08:00

It was just another lazy working day, though it was only the mid week but it seem like a lazy Fri, well guess that's because it a PH tmr.

Decided to head out for lunch at Raffle City, because Rachel decided to buy an early gift for Todd's wife (she's going to pop her son out this sat).

(***Flowers Flowers Flowers***)

After Rach and I went separate directions to get our own things I bump into the 3 babes from Taxi Design, not that they do the designing for the taxis in Singapore, but rather that's the name of their company. Anyway so much for saying again and again that we should meet for lunch, I actually bump into them having lunch. So hey girls! We must really keep our words and meet up someday k! Lol~!

***Dewi, Me, Jacquie & Judy***

Earlier this morning, Rach handed a Todd a pay cheque from the First Media Design School. He was overwhelm, trust me! He was so excited that he keep insisting that we should take a photo of the cheque and a photo of him with the cheque. Well, like what he say, this is the first time someone actually wrote a cheque "Payable: Active Channel Pte Ltd", so I guess as a boss it always feel excited to get your first pay cheque from client.

***The excited boss with his first pay cheque***

A Wedding Affair

2008-04-06T23:16:00.005+08:00

Let me tell you something very stupid that I have done, I went to purchase the mob TV package yesterday for one month!

I swear, my boss gonna kill me if he finds out about it.

Anyway, ya after I bought the package, I have almost immediate access to the channel programs. So I was happily looking out for local productions that I have either miss it on the linear TV or programs that I have no chance to watch it at all.

So the first show that I hit on was the 迷你摆家乐, or the Mini Home Survivor, if that's what they call it on the TV la. Anyway and ya I was there to catch up on those episodes that I have miss out on. Simply love this production by MediaCorp, although it's a pretty much imitation concept from ABC's Extreme Makeover Home Edition, but it definitely quench my thirst for interior designing programs.

After which, I move on to A Wedding Affair, and OMG looking at those lovey dovey couples out there. I am like so so so so motivated and tempted to get marry also la. But for me, all I can do is to sigh~!!! A long and winding SIGGGHHHH~! Lol~! ***Stress Wyne!***Stress Wyne!!!***

Ok jokes aside, but those couples are really very loving. I was sent to be in envious mode when they talk about how their prospective husband proposed to them! As every close souls out there knows that I have the most unromantic man on earth as my gigolo bf, I was so envy with these girls to a extend that, I was thinking "Will I end up being the one who have to propose to him, instead of him doing it for me?" Ya ya, he is not that bad, he is still very sweet and on high alert for situation awareness. But..... how much do you really want to expect from someone, who doesn't even bother to remember his gf's birthday, even for the very first time they are spending it together? ***I am not complaining!***

Of course, from the show it was pretty obvious that not every couple is as perfect as you think they are. There bound to have flaws in everyone, its just a matter of whether it is presented right in the eyes of everyone, or very beautifully cover up by those involved.

Nevertheless, I still do think that, being able to tie the knot with the love of your life is really something very sweet.

After watching the entire season, I have this crazy idea about my own wedding. Although I know it's sort of way too early to think about something like that, but I do find it a very fun thing to do. Maybe that's why since young I have always dream about helping other people in their wedding.

Anyway, a dream is just a dream. When the sun says Hello! to me in the morning, I still have to get my butt off the bed and go to work!

To laugh or to cry

2008-04-05T22:41:00.000+08:00

This is one thing that I must tell all girls out there man!!!

The next time when you girls want to sell anything online, and if the transaction is to be done on deliver by hand then please make sure that you have someone going with you to meet the other party.

At this moment you must be thinking I kena rob or what, but let me tell you that is not la k. Something more er...... I can't find a right word to fit it in, anyway ya it was just an incident that really got me into a frighten mode?

Just 1 month after I bought the HTC phone, I sort of decided that, you know although I am much better than Wyne Ho in terms of computer stuff but still deep down I am not that sort of techy. So I decided to get rid of that phone before the price of it drop, and I posted it on my ebay account to sell it off. The response was pretty well I must admit, and I manage to sell it off like even before the bid was over.

So happily, I went to meet this Indian guy to pass him the phone and collect my money. I was so so so so wrong to think that, everything was just over like that. And OMG, minutes after I left the place, the guy message me, asking for the receipts of the phone purchase and blah blah blah. So ok, I mean I didn't know I have to pass him the receipt for it was my time selling mobile phone online. Well, so I told "Ya ok but let me go back and look for it first". And know what? for the next few days the guy was like sending me SMS to remind me about the receipt and other cheesy stuffs. The worse was when he send me an email telling me I am so pretty and it would be his pleasure to see me again, hope that I have a sober weekend yadah yadah.... I'm sorry I'm not being racist here, but I seriously don't feel complimented at all!! On the contrary, I suddenly like feel so scare to meet this person again la. And to think that my gigolo bf can tell me stuff like, "So you telling me this to make me feel jealous??? HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! AH NEH!!!" Like WTF la, to have this kind of bf, cannot make it!

So now, I have to come up with stupid excuse like telling him I'm away for urgent business trip and that I will get my "husband" to mail him the receipt instead. Trust me, the tone of his reply email change 180°.

When I told AY about this, she was like laughing her head off, telling me "You always attract the wrong kind! HAHAHAHA!"

What a bf and best friend I have!

Pon & Zi

2008-03-22T14:05:00.013+08:00

Just few days back when I was feeling very down over some stupid issue, all these were to pretty obvious to people who were on my msn list, because everything there just sounded so piss and fierce. Aaron came to IM me on the msn and tell me that I am very hardcore. Having no idea what he was talking about, so I didn't' really bother with me and eventually showed me a picture from pon and zi which I think is super funny. (**Yah and that explains when I got the picture from for my previous entry**)

The very next day I actually went to the site and have a look at the other pictures that were available in the gallery.

Know what????
The funny thing was when I was going through every single picture available there, there were like so many pictures inside that resemble so much of Wyne and me.

This is true, this is what always happen when I talk to him....

Figure out who is which?

Talking to him makes me puke blood all the time!

Wyne is a potential gigolo

I'm sorry my dear, I've done my best!

This only happen when he need me to write his assignment for him...

When I show these pictures to him, he was laughing away saying that "They are so like us la"...

Anyway people the website is www.ponandzi.com do spend sometime there and spot the resembling picture.

Games...

2008-03-22T14:02:00.001+08:00

One of the top few games that I enjoy playing...

Shits happen everywhere

2008-03-19T00:57:00.003+08:00

(This picture was highly dedicated to me by Aaron)

Sometime its sad how people who are close to you actually make fun of your sad and miserable life.

On my side, for the past 2 years, apart from academic results nothing has been really going well for me.

Incident that happen a year ago has cause great impact to my life and me as a person. Confidence and patience have been greatly hit.

Upon graduation, and finally settle down with a job. I thought everything will be finally settle into place. Never did I over estimate my judgment on how I see people and a seriously back stab. 1 month and 1 week into the job, I was finally ask to leave, because my boss thinks that I am incompetence and I am always on the wrong frequency with her. With that I took my leave and accepted a job offer that has been offered to me by someone whom I merely spoke to for 5 mins.

Right now at this job, everything seems to going fine, although I still screw up from time to time but at least and finally I understand what is require of me and what I am doing.
When all these things are taking place, I actually stumble upon something that was happening right behind my back. From a close friend I get to know that, close friends are betting right behind my back about how long I am going to stay in this job. When I found about this, I was pretty much dumb founded and had no absolute idea how to react.

There were many times in my previous job that I have to hold back my tears and even swallow them. Being accuse for stuffs that I have totally no idea about. I have always been having this bad temper personality, but right at this very first job, never for a single time have I ever lost my temper or anything. I don't expect people around me to know about all these things, and all I seek for are understandings from close ones. And I definitely know that, people are there right behind me criticizing and making loads and loads about my personality. I told myself never to be bother with these people, and I didn't even bother to seek for their understanding in the situation. But what I think that is ridiculous is having your close, people who see you through your good and bad days and people whom you from time to time will seek comfort in to do shits behind you. When I found out about this, I felt so betrayed and disappointed. This feeling is 10 time more hurtful than when I was being back-stabbed by someone whom I only know for 1 month plus.

So can you please tell me, am I really that terrible as a person to deserve something like that?

Stepping into the other world

2008-02-25T22:49:00.004+08:00

It's been about a month since I got into this new job of mine. Feeling of it? Up and down.

Many times during the job I felt like giving up, but eventually I still pick myself up and move on. There were many rocks that I have bang myself against during this period of time, and finally come to realize that I'm not cut out to be a creative director.

On top of all these I'm glad that I have a great bunch of supporters behind me pushing me to move forward.

Am on MC today, according to the doc Im down with gastric flu, which is totally something new for me. Although I'm on MC but my computer and mobile is still on full working mode. Imagine! When I was resting, my phone will start ringing and I had to jump out of the bed to not miss the call. Either that or when I hear the "Ding" sound on my laptop, it means email is coming again and I need to get to work! Haha, when thinking about this I wonder if it's good or bad.

PPJ's departure to a better furture

2008-02-10T23:07:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, Wyne and I was at the airport to send PPJ off for Melb. The very same day on the Chinese calendar last year, I was also at the airport, and at that time it was PPJ who was the one sending me off. It's amazing how fast time has fly. Same day, same reason but the crowd was different.
This time round there wasn't many people there to send him off, just some very close friends of his. His family members, 4 other guys whom I presume to be his army friends, Ky and Gillian, and Wyne and me. It was a simple farewell to him, and there was no TEARS (maybe because Mel was not around). But I have to be frank, there was sadness, the thought of someone so close is leaving send the tears filling up my eyes. But I had to control myself, because I had to know that its for his good and he's just away for a year. And its also probably because I'm sort of use to this "sending close one off" procedure, Hahaha!
PPJ you have to take good care of yourself there ya! And don't 乱乱来啊！Lol!

A day at Ubin

2008-01-14T22:07:00.000+08:00

Great efforts to the MJ gang for trying so hard to break off from the normal weekend routine at the mj table.
Suggested by AY, this week we headed to Pulau Ubin.

(***The last time I went to Pulau Ubin was many years back when I was still in Poly. My first few experience at Pulau Ubin was pretty bad. Since then I have stop going to that place.***)

Met up with the rest at Daric's place on Saturday morning, waiting for Tze to come pick us up. While trying to overcome the nua feeling in everyone of us, we went for our nasi lemak breakfast at the hawker centre. Then slowly we make our way to the new jetty, however, at this very moment the sky started to drizzle. But that didn't stop us from going.

Believe it or not, it was Daric's virgin trip to Pulau Ubin. Being the noob in the click, he actually wore his all white Addidas leather shoe with a new polo tee. Trust me it was seriously a classic joke of the day.

Check out what the nook wore to Ubin

The trip from mainland to Ubin takes about 10-15 mins. However, for like the first time, half way in the middle of the sea our boat was actually stop by the Coast Guard who then engage in routine checks with us. With that, the entire journey took close to 25 mins to get to Ubin. What a way to start off the trip isn't it.

We hunt for the usual places, Quarry and and Chek Jawa and glad to know that there are actually quite a bit of changes done to the place. However, on the other hand was quite sad about the changes as well. Example, they have now revamp the whole Chek Jawa and you can now walk through the whole place on the broad walks, but think about it again, it is no longer the Chek Jawa that we use to see when we young. The "Natural" feel is gone, and most importantly the wild boar is gone too.

Not forgetting the part where we wash our leg at the drain next to quarry. The water was running out from the quarry via the drain. Gosh! The water was so clear and cooling, but yah we uses the water to wash our leg, hahaha...

After a hard day of work, we rewarded ourselves with a sumptuous meal. It was really nice and cheap.

Well the day went on fine and smoothly and it was quite enjoyable too. I was particularly please with myself for conquering the up slopes, one after another *phew never knew Keryn could do that. Haha

Please support me~!

2008-01-06T20:07:00.000+08:00

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The Eventful Week

2008-01-04T18:42:00.000+08:00

24/12/07 - Christmas season to be jolly Fa Lalala lalalala....
It's the favorite festival of mine in the whole year. However, the contradicting was, this time round the feel for Christmas was not as strong as it was the past years. Last year this time, I was happily caroling in the office, but this year I have no mood for all these.
Never the less, I still get to celebrate it with the MJ gang at gang leader's place. It was a simple affair so nothing much to really mention about.

31/01/07 - Everyone else was busy so we are left with only Daric, Tze Min, AiYing and myself to get ready for count down this year. Had dinner at Tony Romas, after which for like the first time we head back to my house to do the countdown instead. With my house not having much entertainment we settle ourselves in with the Wii and the count down programs by Mediacorp.

02/01/08 - Celebrating our first year together. It was a simple affair with both of us being quite broke the whole week. Despite the simpleness it was a nice and enjoyable affair.
It has been a rough time for both of us during this past one year, no one knows this better than our close friends. With both of us being strong headed and stubborn from time to time, we both hope for more peaceful years that are awaiting for us.

Irony...

2007-12-18T02:52:00.000+08:00

To me sometime i feel that having a bf who is not IT savvy is quite an advantage to a certain extend.

Well, first of all at least he will not come here to my blog and see what I have to say, which means I basically can complain about everything about him here. Then again, some might say "you don't need one to be an IT savvy person to come and read your blog, do you." Well that's quite true though, so probably once again it goes back to him as a person who totally have no interest in this sort of stuff and I am quite sure he find blogging stuffs "boh liao". Then again, he is my bf Wyne Ho and not any other normal guy who is on the street.

Another advantage about having a bf who is not IT savvy is probably at least there is an area in this world where I can pin him down. Hey come on this not some SM stuffs, but seriously having a bf like him who basically know pretty much stuffs can be quite an irony from time to time. E.g. there are time where they are certain things which I have been practicing for a long long time, and when he come to learn about it he would probably drop some comment. He being one person who possess a sharp tongue and convincing talking manner by nature, many times never fail to make me doubt my action. So, when the time comes for me to prove my self better in other areas better than him make me feel overwhelm.
I know this sound like a weird relationship, and he probably do not feel it this way. Well, I guess that is just me, everywhere I go and everything I do I never fail to stir the people around me to make ma feel competitive.

Was having a little argument with Wyne earlier on, these little arguments have been getting pretty frequent lately. I have to admit most of the time I am the one who set the forest fire when there were only little sparks. This is probably due to me having too much time which result in me finding trouble with him.

I always tell him, "you don't love me," because very very seldom he will actually take the initiative to say "I Love You" to me or even do something very sweet things for me that will give me a surprise. This bf of mine here is basically someone who is not very romantic, the fact that I have to keep reminding him about the arrival of my birthday and our anniversary regardless of the number of times that I told him before tells it all.

Then again back to those days when I was single, when someone ask me "What kind of guy are you looking for?" My answer never fail to have this "Someone who can stand my temper." I must say I have dated many guys before and someone once told me, "you are an angle on a normal day, but when you are angry you become a scary monster." All along I know I have this severe EQ problem, I tried to correct myself but every time once I am attach, all these virus comes back to me like flu. And it is this very guy, whom until today (coming to a year) is able to tolerate and accept all my bad temper, mood swing and emo days. Just now he finally woke me up when he said, "Do you still dare to say that 'I don't love you' or 'I hate you' when I always have to be the one to 'hong' and say sorry to you no matter I'm at fault or not."

My secondary school's motto "Facta-non-verba" simply means "Deeds not words". His action have loudly say to me that he loves me just that I don't see it. It must be really very blind of me to have miss that. Another person also once told me, "Him being there supporting you financially every month when you meet tight ends, isn't already doing something very sweet for you? Every bf do different sweet action for their gf. For a practical person like Wyne, his sweet action are on those practical stuffs that he do for you and not on those lovey dovey fairy tale stuffs." OMG how true is that, and how much time have I taken to finally realise it.

So dear Psychology friends, please deduce my problem and help dealt with it. I don't blame the cause of all this on my family, although I strongly believe it has got to do with what was going on at home since young. I never fail to appear as a person who is glowing with confidence, however, deep down in me there is this inferiority in me that not many people has unveil, even my close friends. This inferiority is mainly caused by the situation at home, but I shall not elaborate on it. Then again solving this very problem of mine, lies in my very own hand.

Haiz... Keryn.... Keryn... Keryn...

My 23rd Birthday~!

2007-12-01T22:25:00.000+08:00

This year for my birthday I had a simple affair, celebrating it with only a few close friends at ECP. We had a small bbq at one of the pavilion not knowing if we will get caught by anyone or not. Heck about what's gonna come we still continue with our little celebration.
Still tired from all the photo taking at Taiwan the MJ gang have shun themselves away from cameras.

Cake from Wyne...

Cookies from Mj gang, first time in my life every had someone baking cookie with me.
The thing was instead of vegetable oil, they actually use vegetable oil with garlic... But it still taste nice~!

Another big present from the Mj gang, a brownie cake.
After this birthday, I think the 3 of them, Daric, Tze and AY can jolly well go be biz partners and open one desert shop.

Other two presents that I got from my two very very best friend and buddy

AY's card is super funny la, but I can't show the inside if not Wyne will murder her for good. And till today I still cant bear to eat that Fairy Lollipop.

And Bryan's card and pressie came a few days after my bday, even though it was still greatly appreciated. I got a teddy bear to hang on my phone last year and this year I got another solid bear. Hahaha... Maybe I'm still the little girl in his heart, Lol~!

Sad Tragedy

2007-11-30T19:59:00.000+08:00

Was reading the news about the 5 dragon boaters who gave their live to their passion last week.
Emotions ran across as I was reading the article.

A few years ago, when a friend's friend committed suicide because of a breakup with his girlfriend, it tremble the family and friends terribly. Being the only child in the family the parents only have one another to support on after the death of their son. The father being a novel writer told me friend, "You know in a novel the most beautiful ending is when you are willing to die for your love one, and now my son gave a beautiful ending to his life."

Doing well in a sport requires plenty of passion into it, what's more when you have to fight your way into the national team. For a sportsman nothing has more priority than your love. To me ending your life because of your passion is a beautiful ending for all sportsman.

My condolence to the family and friends of the 5 great ones. Though they are no longer by your side now, but please be happy for them that they die in the arm of their love one.

I'm officially graduated!!!

2007-11-29T22:22:00.000+08:00

Receive my result at 20:09:20

Screen Theory - Credit
Journ Ethics - Distinction
Journ Research - PGO
Sociology of Deviance - Credit

With the above, I am officially a GRADUATE!!!!!
Gosh~!!! The result were better than I have predicted!!!! What a big relief

Welcome 2 Taiwan

2007-11-25T20:14:00.000+08:00

Exam is over and the very next best thing that I was looking forward to was my graduation trip to Taiwan with the MJ gang.
This time round we had 4 suspects, Daric (gang leader), Tze Min (administrator), AY (photographer) and myself (forgot my post, Haha~!)
While we were there, we basically spend all our time and money on food and clothes. Of course we did do some sight seeing as well. The weather was really good, wind and rain were great experience~!
Picture speaks a million words, so I should just shut up and flood you guys with plenty of nice nice photos instead... So sit back and enjoy~!

The four main suspects

Under my umbrella~!!

Take a look at the amount of food we have taken~! These are only some of those that we have taken, there are many others which we didn't take photo of.

@ 寺林夜市

The gigantic Tako Pachi

The fruit store that we spend NT400 solely on fruits

臭豆腐，真的很臭。And you can smell them from miles, wonder how other shop vendors take the smell.

Fried egg oyster

Beef steak with egg and pasta. The lady vendor actually remember us when we went back for our 2nd round of beef steak.

I seldom take peanuts, but trust me I almost finish the cup of peanut ice.

Always see this on TV, didn't know it tasted a bit sour. All along I thought it should be something that is very sweet.

The spiral chips, and know what it was all done from one potato. Amazing huh!

Fried mushroom, really very nice~!

Famous 阿宗面线 @ 西门丁: But seriously it was not as tasty as we thought it will be.

Some fry crab by the roadside store. If you are thinking that it's soft shell crab, AY thought so too and was conned into buying it to try, haha~!

Tze and I was trying to be playful to get the ice cream, but trust me after this picture we were not as cool... The wind was blowing so strongly that we can't even walk properly.

Famous 啊給 at 淡水

We weather through the rain and wind in search of the 周杰伦套餐.

We were suppose to make our way from one place to another, and we actually went the wrong way. However, we came across this road side store that sells very nice 水饺 and 锅贴.

粉圆豆花

Awfully sinful cake at Starbucks

The beautiful desert at 唐朝

There were just too many food that we have consume, too many to show them all... Let us proceed to other photos bah haha...

摩天轮 @ Miramar - But it do look kinda mysterious with the green color lighting

This is where we will always gather every night before we turn in

Candid shots of the three

Water bomb dart board

老夫子

Some nostalgic picture

I don't want to go home~!!! 依依不舍

Ok I'm too tired from all the uploading of photos, there's really too many I will continue with the uploading another day hehe~!

Ugly humans...

2007-11-24T04:12:00.000+08:00

As I grew older I realise human can be quite a scary animal. Irregardless of the amount of time you have known one another, people still lie to you. Despite you pouring your true feelings to them they still disappoint you with lie many times. This is the ugly fact about human that until today I still find it hard to accept.
2 years ago I learn through a painful lesson that never to believe anyone so readily and easily again, but things still happen and mistakes still take place. Am I too naive or plain stupid? It really make me feel very scare about how these people can paint a million dollars worth painting on one side to you, while shits are all over the place on the other side of the painting.
Well, for those who are concern, I'm not talking about Wyne rest assure. But rather some friends whom I had known for years, and while they slowly revealing layers of their skin, do I realise that there were hidden lies.
Not like I don't lie, I do, but when I felt that someone is sincerely talking to me about his/her life, likewise I will want the person to feel my sincerity as well. Am I not being sincere enough that they have to lie to me, or is just to gain something from me?
Gosh~! The more I think about it, the more I think that it's very very scary about how people can lie just like that...

天晴

2007-11-12T20:33:00.000+08:00

雨过就会天晴了

考完式的心情十分好
虽然这不是第一期考完式
但这却是我的毕业考

忙忙碌碌的两年半，一转眼就过去了
虽然过得很冲忙，但却很充实

反而是考完后的空闲时间不知要做什么
不过还好，这星期五就要和另外3位朋友一起到台湾去旅行
已经有好一段日子都没出国了
真得很期待星期五的到来

旅行回来又得开始找工作
踏入人生的另一段旅途了

***When I was just a little girl
I asked my mother, what will I be
Will I be pretty, will I be rich
Here's what she said to me.

Que Sera, Sera,
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours, to see
Que Sera, Sera
What will be, will be.

When I was young, I fell in love
I asked my sweetheart what lies ahead
Will we have rainbows, day after day
Here's what my sweetheart said.

Que Sera, Sera,
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours, to see
Que Sera, Sera
What will be, will be.

Now I have children of my own
They ask their mother, what will I be
Will I be handsome, will I be rich
I tell them tenderly.

Que Sera, Sera,
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours, to see
Que Sera, Sera
What will be, will be.***

Exam is over! Exam is over!

2007-11-10T01:36:00.000+08:00

Finally the long awaiten has arrive. Two and a half years ago, started this long journey aimlessly, it has been quite a fulfilling and fruitful time these while. Took my last paper of the last sem of my last year on Thursday, Hahaha long winded huh! But I just can't help but to wanna share this very "Last" moment with everyone.

This time round the exam was quite tough, but manage to pull it through and there are so many people that I have to thank for helping me pull through this period.

Journ Ethic: I have to thanks Mel and Ashari for pulling me out to study with them and drill all the theories into my head.

Screen Theories: I have to admit that I only attend one class for this module and thats it, so there wasnt much things that I know about it. But thanks to Adley, PPJ and Daniel. If not for them, I would not have been able to take this paper comfortably.

Sociology of Deviance: A BIG BIG THANK YOU to Apple. If not for her, I guess I will have to resit for the same module again next year. I had my Comms paper 2 days before this paper, and being good at neither module I have to focus very much on Comms which left me with not much time to study for my soci paper, let alone doing all the notes. Apple is so so so nice of her to share her notes with me. Gosh~! It's beyond the vocabularies available in the dictionary to describe how grateful I feel.

Of course, not forgetting the 3 most important people, Sheila, Harry and Manuelita. Sheila never fail to be my top favourite lecturer, always there to give me advise in every area even when the module is not under her. Harry, who claims he is no Harry Potter because he cant's spot exam question, help us a lot in understanding the different concepts in module, using super lame examples to drill the different concepts into our head. Finally, Manuelita, although I only attended one class, but she was so willing to email me the exam pointers when I ask for it. I think she barely have any impression about my existence but it was so nice of her to still email me the pointers.

Finally the exam is over, feeling a bit quite lost because previously I was so focus on studying, but guess I'll be fine in a few days time. Hehe....

A long forgotten phrase

2007-11-01T00:12:00.000+08:00

As my father plant for me

So do I plant for my child...

Official last day of school..

2007-10-22T00:13:00.001+08:00

Last Friday was the due date for my research essay (last assignment), it is also the last day of my uni life. It seem like it was only yesterday that I went for my first News Feature Writing class and today it's the last Journ Ethic class that I'm attending.

Two and half years went by just like that, without leaving much trace of it. But on a deeper look, many things have change these years.

Tze was asking me "so did you take photo of your school?"
And the sad was, "I didn't! But I did take photo with Melissa and my lecturer."
Tze: "So did you take photo of all the classes that you have use before?"
Me: "No~!"

The thing is, though I'm studying full time, but there is no attachment to the school at all. Instead, it's the classmates and lecturers that I think I will miss most. Especially Sheila and Harry. Class will never be so fun and fulfilling without these two lecturers. Basically these are the only two lecturers that I attended their classes in year 2 & 3.

Sheila is my journ lecturer, she is also the motivator in class who never fail to motivate and encourage us to strive towards our HD!!!! On every first, she will always foresee all of us scoring HD at the end of the course. This is the faith that she always have on us.

As for Harry, he is one soci lectuere whose class is definitely interesting because him as a person. Soci can be quite a boring module from time to time, but it's all the jokes and silly self that make the class a bearable one.

A million thanks to these two lecturers who play such a big role in my uni life.
Sheila and Harry, I love you two~!!!!!

Sadly, this time round I didnt get to snap a shot of Harry. But I did manage to get a photo with Sheila.

Soon, my exam will be coming up next. First paper is on the 30th Oct, bless me with lucks to get pass the semester successfully. :-)

My new occupation as a juggler

2007-10-14T22:31:00.000+08:00

It's sad to learn that your bf doesn't click with your closest best friends.
It's even more sad to learn to accept this fact.
It's even sadder when you have to make a choice btwn them.
But fair enough I was not asked to make a choice btwn them.
I was only asked if I could survive in two terrain.
Still, I find it so difficult to answer this question.
I love my bf very much.
I love my best friends too.
In the past when I was attach, I tend to spend lesser time with my friends.
However, after the break up it was this group of people who stand by me.
From then I told myself I will never repeat the same mistake.
And I will never neglect this group of friends.
I am willing to give up a relationship for my friends.
BUT, it's easier to say than to do it.
Especially, when it's someone you found yourself to have love so much.
For the past few month I tried to juggle btwn my friends and bf.
By doing so I try to let my bf mix with my closest friends.
But 8 mnths into the relationship, things proof my doing all wrong.
My job as a journalist is to try my best to make fair, accurate and balance reporting.
Now I guess, outside school I will also have to learn to be fair and balance my life.
Argh~! Bring work to daily life... KNS....

The Brain-Wiring Test

2007-09-28T20:53:00.000+08:00

(This is a test cited from Why Men Don't Listen & Women Can't Read Maps. Well I posted it here simply because I think that the test is quite interesting and wants to share it with you people, it's in the name of fun no "read between the lines" meaning.)

Get ready your writing materials and start the test... Enjoy!

The test is designed to indicate the masculinity or feminity of your brain patterns. There are no right or wrong answers - the result is simply an indication of the probable level of male hormone your brain did, or did not, receive around six to eight weeks after your conception. This is reflected in your preference of values, behaviours, style, orientations and choices.

1) When it comes to reading a map or street directory you:

a. have difficulty and often ask for help

b. turn it round to face the direction you're going

c. have no difficulty reading maps or street directions

2) You're cooking a complicated meal with the radio playing and a friend phones. Do you:

a. leave the radio on and continue cooking while talking on the phone

b. turn the radio off, talk and keep cooking

c. say you'll call them back as soon as you've finished cooking

3) Friends are coming to visit and ask for directions to your new house. Do you:

a. draw a map with clear directions and sent it to them or get someone else to explain how to get there

b. ask what landmarks they know then try to explain to them how to get there

c. explain verbally how to get there: 'Take the MRT to Ang Mo Kio, turn left, go to the 2nd traffic lights...'

4) When explaining an idea or concept, are you more likely to:

a. use a pencil, paper and body language gestures

b. explain it verbally using body language and gestures

c. explain it verbally, being clear and concise

5) When coming home from a great movie, you prefer to:

a. picture scene from the movie in your mind

b. talk about the scenes and what was said

c. quote mainly what was said in the movie

6) In a cinema, you usually prefer to sit:

a. on the right side

b. anywhere

c. on the left side

7) A friend has something mechanical that won't work. You would:

a. sympathise, and discuss how they feel about it

b. recommend someone reliable who can fix it

c. figure out how it works and attempt to fix it for them

8) You're in an unfamiliar place and someone asks you where North is. You:

a. confess you don't know

b. guess where it is, after a bit of thought

c. point towards North without difficulty

9) You've found a parking space but it's tight and you must reverse into it. You would:

a. rather try to find another space

b. carefully attempt to back into it

c. reverse into it without any difficulty

10) You are watching TV when the telephone rings. You would:

a. answer the phone with the TV on

b. turn the TV down and then answer

c. turn the TV off, tell others to be quiet and then answer

11) You've just heard a new song by your favourite artist. Usually you:

a. can sing some of the song afterwards without difficulty

b. can sing some of it afterwards if it's a really simple song

c. find it hard to remember how the song sounded but you might recall some of the words

12) You are best at predicting outcomes by:

a. using intuition

b. making a decision based on both the available information and 'gut feeling'

c. using facts, statistics and data

13) You've misplaced you keys. Would you:

a. do something else until the answer comes to you

b. do something else, but keep trying to remember where you put them

c. mentally trace your steps until you remember where you left them

14) You're in a hotel room and you hear the distant sound of a siren, you:

a. couldn't identify where it's coming from

b. could probably point to it if you concentrate

c. could point straight to where it's coming from

15) You go to a social meeting and are introduced to seven or eight new people. Next day you:

a. can easily picture their faces

b. would remember a few of their faces

c. would be more likely to remember their names

16) You want to go to the country for your holiday but your partner wants to go to a beach resort. To convince them your idea is better, you:

a. tell them sweetly how you feel: you love the countryside and the kids and fmaily always have fun there

b. tell them if they go to the country you'll be grateful and will be happy to go to the beach next time

c. use the facts: the country resort is closer, cheaper, and well-organised for sporting and leisure activities

17) When planning your day's activities, you usually:

a. write a list so you can see what needs to be done

b. think of the things you need to do

c. picture in you mind the people you will see, places you will visit and things you'll be doing

18) A friend has a personal problem and has come to discuss it with you. You:

a. are sympathetic and understanding

b. say that problems are never as bad as they seem and explain why

c. give suggestions or rational advice on how to solve the problem

19) Two friends from different marriages are having a secret affair. How likely are you to spot it?

a. you could spot it very clearly

b. you'd pick up on it half the time

c. you'd probably miss it

20) What is life all about, as you see it?

a. having friends and living in harmony with those around you

b. being friendly to others while maintaining personal independence

c. achieving worthwhile goals, earning others' respect and winning prestige and advancement

21) Given the choice, you would prefer to work:

a. in a team where people are compatible

b. around others but maintaining your own space

c. by yourself

22) The books you prefer to read are:

a. novels and fiction

b. magazines and newspapers

c. non-fiction, autobiographies

23) When you go shopping you tend to:

a. often buy on impluse, particularly the specials

b. have a general plan but take it as it comes

c. read the labels and compare costs

24) You prefer to go to bed, wake up and eat meals:

a. whenever you feel like it

b. on a basic schedule but you are flexible

c. at about the same time each day

25) You've started a new job and met lots of new people on the staff. One of them phones you when you are at home. You would:

a. find it easy to recognise their voice

b. recognising it about half the time

c. have difficulty identifying the voice

26) What upsets you most when arguing with someone?

a. their silence or lack of response

b. when they won't see you point of view

c. their probing or challenging questions and comments

27) In school how did you feel about spelling tests and writing essays?

a. you found them both fairly easy

b. you were generally OK with one but not the other

c. you weren't very good at either

28) When it comes to dancing or jazz routines, you:

a. can 'feel' the music once you've learnt the steps

b. can do some exercise or dances, but get lost with others

c. have difficulty keeping time or rhythm

29) How good are you at identifying and mimicking animal sounds?

a. not very good

b. reasonable

c. very good

30) At the end of a long day, you usually prefer to:

a. talk to friends or family about your day

b. listen to others talk about their day

c. read a paper, watch TV and not talk

How to Score the Test?

First, add the number of A, B and C responses and use the following table to arrive at your final result.

For males

Number of As x 10 points =

Number of Bs x 5 points =

Number of Cs x -5 points =

Total points =

For females
Number of As x 15 points =
Number of Bs x 5 points =
Number of Cs x -5 points =
Total points =

Most male will score between 0-180, and most female will score between 150-300.

The lower the score for a women, the more likely she will be to have lesbians tendencies.

The higher the score is above 180 for a man, the greater the chance he will be a gay

(For detail analyses of the result msg me to know. It's quite long a bit tired to type everything out. Haha, but trust me the results can be a real eye-opener for everyone.)

生活有如心跳。。。

2007-09-25T23:00:00.000+08:00

病了好几天，
有天趁着有力至于，
便上网看看有什么有趣的事。
不易总就游到了欧菁仙的 blog。
Blog 里的内容都是用华文，
又再次勾起了我身体里的花纹细胞。
所以决定今天要有华文来表达我最近的烦恼。

寻寻觅觅，兜兜转转。
原以为找到了他，
但这并不是结剧。
开始时一切都好。
当相处久了，事情就并非如此了。
所谓想见容易相处难。
虽然如此，但一切都非无药可救。
开始看到努力的成果，
但一波未平一波又起。
原本看起来很完美的一切，
就只应我在不知情下偷漏了些事，
搞到自己坐立难案。

我常说的：“生活的节奏就有如兼则心跳的磁材，心跳与生活比尤起有落。但如果一切都变得平息的话就好像心跳停止了”。

也许真的被我说中了吧！

80% Lookalike, but that's the past! What do you think???

2007-09-19T17:53:00.000+08:00

I remember back in my poly days, Walter will always come to me and say "Eh Keryn, Ah Wee 跟我都觉得你长得很像 Fiona Xie leh."

My reply never fails to be, "Eh 不要乱乱讲，不要丢她的脸!!" Although, inside my heart I am feeling happy. Most of the time I think it's rather funny when Walter is the one who came up to me to say things like that.

Then he will say, "真的真的，eh Ah Wee 都这样觉得 leh. 你是我们 SPCT 的 Fiona Xie lo..."

Subsequently, I have people such as Audrey and Iris coming up to me to say the same thing. Of course there are other people who think otherwise.

So what do you think?

Love life Secrets

2007-09-01T01:04:00.000+08:00

Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves.

You're a little scarred from your past relationships, but who isn't?

You want to be with someone who's a success. A person with the right job, right family, right clothes...

In fights, you seek compromise and back down from conflict. You always try to smooth things out.

Getting over a break-up doesn't take long. Easy come, easy go.

Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

This is above survey is about 75% true for my case... Hehehe~!

Marching to the end....

2007-07-30T09:53:00.000+08:00

Finally stepping into the entrance of my fifth semester, which is also my last semester. Like I have always say, "I will be graduating end of the year, IF nothing goes wrong..." So much for graduating soon, but the feeling that I have is totally different from what I use to had when I was in poly. The feeling that I had now is no different from the past 4 semesters, but am sure that it is definitely better than the last semester. There were no sense of excitement or anxiousness (if there is such a word). I am clueless about how the others are feeling, hmp... maybe one day I should find a chance to asked the rest. Not that we are suppose to feel something for the last semester, but I sort of expect that I would have been a different mode. But so much for all the expecting, nothing turn up eventually. Probably it will come near to the end of the semester.

Recalling my days at poly, I remembered during my final year the SP, Lina and I were both so afraid that we may not be able to make it through. So the both of use decided that we should work hard, and we both really studied very hard and help one another a lot. This is just to ensure that we will both make it through together. Later on, our three darlings came on and joined us in the "Work hard drive" and help us quite a lot too. Those were the days where bonded us as very close and good friends. Now, every time when I think back I realise I really miss those days and these people very much. It's a pity that everyone is so busy with their life now, and we could hardly meet up. Really hope that one day we can all meet up again, and have a good time catching up with one another's life.

A day of contentment....

2007-07-06T19:02:00.000+08:00

Back to doing trails again. Did my first trail on Tuesday, it was to the Zoo with the Kong Hwa kids. The first day was rather chaotic, it's probably due to the lost feel in the job. But am glad that manage to get the feel back. Things got slightly better the next day, and of course things got even better these two days.

Was at the Esplanade with the Primary 3 kids of Kong Hwa today, there was this kid in my class today who is hyper active. I suppose its quite a serious case of hyper active, because he is on medication, which I think its really poor thing. When we first took over the class from the form teacher, the little boy totally ignore us. When my partner and I attempt to talk to him, he just turn away and don't listen to us. We felt quite troubled about it. Looking at the situation and the fact that I just came back to the job, my partner offered to take charge of the group that the hyper active boy is in. My partner must really be having a hard time during the trail. After the trail I tried talking to the boy by asking him whether or not do he enjoy himself at the trail. He just shake his head and ran off. But what happen next was so unexpected.

After arriving at the school, the children alight from the bus orderly and head back to the classroom. As we were walking, the hyper active boy came up to me and started talking to me.

Student: I don't enjoy myself today.
Me: Why? Why you don't enjoy yourself today? (I put my hand over his shoulder and guide to start walking and talk at the same time)
Student: I got bring money, but I cannot buy the chocolate..... (Referring to the chocolate at Chocz, and he was looking so disappointed)
Me: Hmp.... I got the strawberry chocolate in bag do you want???? (Strawberry coated with chocolate from chocz)
Student: YES YES!! (The boy started smiling and clapping his hand)
Me: So are you a good boy today??
Student: Yes! (Knocking his head vigorously)

So I took out the bag of strawberry and handed one to him. He kept saying thank you to me even before I handed him the strawberry. After getting the strawberry, he said thank you once again and ran off to his form teacher to show him what he got. After which, he came running back to me and say thank you again before running off.

Eventually, I think that he is quite a cute boy. Well, I think patience is all it take to handle this boy. I really salute his form teacher who has so much patience over the past few months. The class is in our care for only a few hours and this is nothing compared to the teacher who in charge for the past few months. The teacher was telling us that the boy never fail to challenge him.

Coming back to the job make me realise that I really do kinda like the job pretty much, but taking it as a full time job is definitely out of the question...

Regrets.....

2007-06-27T00:05:00.000+08:00

Ever done something and makes you regret, even until now?

How many times in life do we do something that make us regret for life, because it changes the way our life should have been.

A mistake was made months back, one mistake that there is no chance for a u-turn.

Months later, did I realise that the mistake has resulted as a life long lesson to myself.

Not only has the mistake causes many troubles to myself and people around, but also change me very much.

Realising that I have committed a mistake that is beyond salvage, yet do not have the courage to admit it.

Keeping something to yourself is like having a big boulder pinning you down. The feeling is neither here nor there.

No matter how hard I try to lift the boulder up, it just does not move.

The girl who once stand as the statue of confidence has disappear.

What is the left is only a shell with an empty inside.

Sometime I felt, this is how scary things are. A small mistake committed can actually lead to an end result which not only affect the current situation, but affect you for a long long time.

Recollection of KL Trip

2007-06-08T23:47:00.000+08:00

Class 95 - Forever by Damage (Another childhood pop that brings me back to my pri sch days...)

Thinking about it, its been almost a year since the first time I went to KL with other 4 TMC kidz... Just what happen to us over that last one year???

Well, it's obvious that XD is in Australia now (well well... I'm suppoes to be there too), am really missing her quite badly over here. But she's coming back for a short holiday this coming July, am really looking forward to her return. As for Apple, havent seen her since the last time we met at Mel grandpa's wake, even so didnt speak much to her. The last time I had more conversation would probably be the last time I attend Madiana's soci class... Yah, yet to really hear from her since then as whatever follows were merely school related stuffs. But nothing is worse than Joel and Jasper, I totally never hear anything from both of them. Now that we no longer have same classes together and our class schedule no longer coincide, it definitely number down our chances of bumping into one another. The last time I seen PPJ was the day after I came back from Aussie and as for Jasper would probably be the Zenitant's "gathering".

Come to think about it, really misses these people and the fun we had at KL. Like I once said, this group of people id definitely one of those companions you would wish to have while travelling.

While this semester coming to an end soon, it also mark the final school holiday that PPJ will get to enjoy before he commence the next chapter of life. And this time round, we definitely not going anywhere for holiday together. But hopefully we will soon have the chance to do something like that again.... Hehehehe....

Class 95 - Say you love me by Simply Red (Another nice song for the day to end nicely)

What did you wanna be when you were young???

2007-06-02T00:27:00.000+08:00

Class 95 - Swept Away by Christopher Cross

***It's just another quiet night, sitting at the living room enjoying my music and some thoughts just swept across my mind. Haven't had much chance to do this lately, do kind of miss this sort of time where I can be with myself.***

Remember your ambition when you were young?? Sitting at the small square top table thinking about what you will be when you grow up. Since young we have been told that, we should study hard so that we can be lawyer and doctor one day when we grew up. However, it's only when we grow that we realise things does not come just as easy as we thought it will be. What once to be our ambition when we were, may not longer the one there for us anymore.

Was telling AY, when I was young I hope to grow up soon so that I can fulfill my dream about being an air stewardess. However, as I grow older, I realise this dream is no longer applicable to me. For those who are close to me, or even those who have seen me before knows exactly where this problem lies. Hahaha, I fail at the first immediate requirement and that is I'm not tall enough. Standing at only 148 cm, I'm like 10 cm away from the minimum requirement. Why am I so keen about being an air stewardess?? Well, though not a very prestigious job but I like the idea or being able to travel while working. This job is your passport to the world outside this small island. Not that I don't wish to stay here but I just love to travel. Then again come the question from AY, "Since then, you can always find another job that allows you to travel or something that you get relatively well earning and travel on your own?" Well true to a certain extend, that is why I have no idea how to answer her. But I just felt that the feeling is probably different. Being on a business trip is a totally different type of feeling, I have seen ex colleagues travelling to places like Hong Kong and some other countries for business trip. Which is something we pretty much envy about, but the thing we don't know is that, they do not have much personal time when they were there. Schedules were pretty tight so they have to attend one meeting after next and follow by meals with different people. I bet they definitely do not enjoy this sort of travel.

Ever sit down and think about what you aspire to be when you were young?? Are your dreams fulfilled already??

Here is another nice song on Class 95 by Collin Raye - Love, Me

How rare is my personality???

2007-05-25T16:23:00.000+08:00

Your Personality is Very Rare (INFP)

Your personality type is dreamy, romantic, elegant, and expressive.

Only about 5% of all people have your personality, including 6% of all women and 4% of all men
You are Introverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving.

How Rare Is Your Personality?

Crabby for dinner...

2007-05-25T15:21:00.001+08:00

It's been a few weeks since I have last drop a few words here. Been rather busy lately, current semester coming to an end soon so have been trying to finish all my assignments. My exam commence on the 12th of June, which is about 3 weeks time. Not really prepare for the first paper yet though but will try to work hard and make sure I pass everything. It's the final year already, really don't want anything to go wrong.

Things haven't been going really well, but am glad to have my best friends and love one by my side. Really feel bad vending anger and throwing tantrum at him whenever I am down. But am really glad that he is always the understanding and optimistic one who is there to cheer me up all the time.

The advantage of being an undergrad is that, you get to go to places like Sentosa on weekdays and when the secondary school kids are having exam. Was at the beach enjoying the sun and guess what, we found some crabs along the beach....

A series of pictures

2007-05-02T23:13:00.000+08:00

Ondre Ondre and more of Ondre~!!!

MJ gang @ Sentosa 14 Apr 2007

Keng's Bday @ Settlers 22 April 2007

铁牙

2007-04-23T23:33:00.000+08:00

最近身边发生了很多事, 使我感慨万端.

我觉得很多时候人都是犯贱的.
"明知山有虎, 偏向虎山行"

明明知道前面有坑,
但为了面子选择不理会他人所给予的劝导.
掉进坑里才忏悔当初不听他人的话,
所谓: "不听老人言, 吃亏在眼前".

浆还是老的辣, 有时听听也无防.

What goes around Comes around

2007-04-06T13:34:00.000+08:00

It's the work of mother nature for dogs to go after cats and cats after rats.
However, something that caught my attention last night drew my curiosity to 'How the world is changing in to'.

Was driving out from the car park after my Media Law class, the girl who was suppose to be on the phone with her phone suddenly shouted.

Melissa: KERYN BE CAREFUL, GOT CAT!
Keryn: Where Where?
Melissa: Can't you see the cat jumping??
Keryn: NO!

So I continue driving and drove into the back alley, it was at this very moment I saw the "Jumping Cat" that Melissa was talking about. It puzzled me initially, cats are meant to be very elegant, gentle and careful animal. But this very jumping cat that I saw was like jumping and running here and there as though it went crazy, it didn't even care if I was driving towards it, it just ran towards my direction and I had to jam break to avoid hitting it. On a closer, chills run down my spine. I saw a rats biting tightly on the hind legs of the cat, no matter how the cat jump, run or shake the rat just won't let go.

Gosh~, what is the world coming to? Are all the nature cycle going reverse now?
While I was relating the incident to Wyne last night, this suddenly reminds me of "What goes around, comes around".

Rubbishing away.....

2007-03-26T02:05:00.000+08:00

Got some feedback from people around me saying that my blog is very emo.... Really ma??? Hehehe.... Ok I will try lesser of those emo stuff ya.

Sometime I'm really curious about what sort of impression do I leave in other people's mind...

My father always call me a bimbo and my boyfriend call me a dumbo.... So what's your point of view???

Was out with AY, Rendell and his gf last night. We had a steamboat dinner at the golden mile complex. Never fail to love having steamboat there, despite the MSG effect that will react afterwards. The couple decided to give up on their movie and hang out with us at the Starbucks instead. It was such a boring night that AY started her stupid idea of filling the empty bottle with torn napkins, Paige was slightly more creative with the napkins as she started her origami session with those napkins and our dearest uncle Rendell just continue being an Ah Pek with the papers.

Lazing the Saturday off isn't a bad idea too. Sometime life is too hectic and moving at a fast pace that we should sometime just slow down and take a breather....

2 more days to go and he will be back...... Excited I am, of course, but the other part of me felt otherwise. I have no idea what I can do for him for his belated birthday celebration other than the very nice chocolate cake that I have order for him...

Sorry for posting this simply so boring entry.... Felt that I need to write something, however, my mind is not in the right state to arrange what I wanna write....

Age can be deceiving

2007-03-13T21:11:00.000+08:00

A short conversation with an online friend recently make me feel how superficial a person can be sometime.

Sometime you just simply feel like talking to someone and yet there are no familiar names on the list that you could approach, so you just have to turn to someone whom you either have not talk to for a long time or simply a normal online's hi bye friend......

From my list I decided to pick up this friend whom I use to talk to quite frequently. It started off with him asking me out for dinner and to catch up over the dinner. However, to my disappointment the conversation or should I say the things that he talk about are beyond the content which I even wants to indulge in. To a certain extend I felt that I'm being caught in the situation of harassment and molestation (***I'm sorry people, I don't feel like elaborating what are the details of the conversation. Come to me if you wants to know the detail of the conversation.***). This may sound a little exaggerating but that's just how I felt. After reasoning out and speaking my mind off to the fellow, the person's reply was "Since you don't want to do anything, then what for we meet for dinner?" Can you believe??? Someone at his age can actually say something so childish??? OMG~!!!

Must a girl and a guy must always have something more than just mere friends? Why must there always be some motive behind when a guy is nice to a girl?

Photo update....

2007-03-09T23:53:00.001+08:00

Our first Vday....

Lonely and sad Friday night~!

2007-03-09T19:46:00.000+08:00

Within one month I have already been to the airport like 4 times already. First, was sending my sister off. Follow by my own departure to Aussie and my sudden return to Singapore. The fourth time was yesterday. I was there to send off the "little boy" for his India trip.

Three months from his ORD he was being arrowed to make a trip down to India, replacing his OC. He is going away for like 20 days~!!!! Which is like 2.5 times more as compared to my 8 days at Aussie. What make the whole situation worse is the fact that he won't be able to call and sms me. Although today is only the first day that he is away but I already feeling like so lost, totally have no interest in doing anything. (***Mr. Ho, now I totally understand how you felt during my stay in Aussie***)

I have not been feeling well since my return, my fever never seem to subside. Feeling so lethargic and don't feel like getting out of bed. Hope this will go off soon as I have tonnes of books to read and be prepare for my classes.

It's a lonely night for some reason..... Sister in faraway Tasmania, boyfriend in India, father out at the yacht club chilling out with his khakis, mother out for her weekly singing class and my brother~!!!! Away for his orientation camp..... It's been a long time since my Friday night has been such a quiet one.....

Back for Good....

2007-03-07T23:58:00.000+08:00

A little surprise to those who are still unaware of my return. Ya, I am back at Singapore and am not going back to Australia.

Question mark circulating above your head now???
For this period of time, please just spare me from all the "why"...... I've seriously been flooded with too many questions that I got so irritated and started telling people off. (***For those whom have kena the telling off by me, I wanna apologise... You know who you are.... But I'm sorry, I'm still not in the mood to say anything yet.***)

Touch down on Singapore last Wednesday, been days since I'm back..... I'm still feeling very very strange..... Probably still not in the right state of mind yet, but I don't have much time to tune myself back to the right channel. I seriously don't know whats wrong with me, I think if this pursue, I may have to patronise a psychiatrist in no time.

XD I miss you~!!!! Was just telling Wyne how much I miss you, lacking a shopping khaki and a library hunting khaki..... I almost tear, but luckily he change topic and put a stop to my watery eyes......

My down days

2007-02-24T18:42:00.000+08:00

Take a glimpse at my last entry, its been more than a month since I have last drop my words here. What was busy with this one month??? You people must be thinking I busy preparing for Australia, but you guys are all wrong. Neither was I busy with works. Guess I was busy spending as much time as I could with him, friends and family. Comparatively I wasn't even in the mood to actually prepare for my departure.

Many people envy me having the chance to pursue my studies abroad, but to me this is just the beginning of another headache. It's definitely not easy to send two daughters studying abroad at the same time. Other than then financial part, emotion plays a big role in it too. Can you imagine the amount of load that are acting on my father's shoulder now. What's more, he is not any young chap out there who has all the energy and time. He is getting older with clock ticking by, and each time the load just double up on him. This is how great my father as a man is. He would rather clinch his teeth tightly and support us all the way.

Ask me if I'm excited about going over to Australia?? Totally no~!! Not even when I have touch down. This is my forth day in Melbourne and I'm already thinking about going home. The first day when I got here, it was really disastrous. The motel that the school had arrange for me was like hell that I was only in there for two hours and I had to called the whole to see who can take me in. Thanks to Ben, if not I would probably be in the mental hospital by now, this is no kidding matter. You can ask my two friends Ben and XD to verify for me. Even my father could not stand the place, the next day when he arrive in Melbourne at the very same motel, he was there for barley one hour and was already heading towards the city to look for a hotel instead. Will upload the photos of the motel when my father sent them to me.

The place that I am stepping on right now definitely appear to be more scary than I thought it was. Call it the cultural shock, I seriously prefer Singapore more. Not trying to boot lick LKY or trying to act patriotic but I seriously love Singapore more than I use to after these few days.

Go ahead and call me bimbo or lousy for all you want, I just can't wait to go back and be the princess at home and the "xiao nu ren" of my boyfriend. Chinese always says, "Yao deng dao shi qu le cai dong de zhen xi." How true is this statement man! As usual never fail to have doubt in chinese idioms who can really bring out your utmost feelings.

Think I've gotta stop here, having a severe headach right now. Not really in a good state to think about more. Will update you people more about my life when I've time k~!

KL I'm here again~!!!

2007-01-16T22:09:00.000+08:00

Weekend was at KL. A short getaway during the weekend was really good and relax. Although back to KL once again in less than a year but the feeling was definately different. (***To those who wanna see foto! Sorry ah, this trip not much foto, so this entry is basically all about my crapping.... Lol~!***)

My main aim to KL this time round was the simply to relax, claypot rice, contact lens solution and more and more good deals~!!!!

Not only did i achieve my goals, and I think I am the happiest girl on EARTH la~!!!!

Firstly, contact lens solution was going at 19 RM (***Damn cheap la can can can~!!!!!***). Guess what??? I bought 6 bottles of it at one go.

Secondly, I manage to get hold of my favourite road side clay pot rice stall (***Ah Hee chicken claypot rice***).

Thirdly (***The most important KEY to my happy day***), I found my favourite Dunkin Donut (Finally) at Petronas Tower's shopping centre la~!!!!! You can never imagine how happy I was, I was like kissing my fren on the cheek and like a little girl who was dancing around. With this my bf label me "The donut girl".

These three factors are more than enough to make me the happiest girl on earth......
It was definately a fulfilling trip man~!!!!
One more thing, the hotel that I stay in this time round is definately better than the previous one, even the breakfast is so much better.

I love KL~! lalalala

Counting down: 42 days......

2007-01-09T20:24:00.000+08:00

Words of jitters are the only things that run across my mind at the reminder of my Australia trip. Problem arising at the 11th hour the last thing that anyone wish to experience. So much for all the early planning, compromising and forgoing certain things which was being plan. I receive some last minute news (which I don't really bother to mention it anymore), got pretty upset upon hitting this hurdle. However, I told myself "this is not going to bring me down, no matter what happen, I am still going to stand strong and make my way there." Let's hope that this matter will be settle as soon as possible.

The thought of going abroad may sound wonderful to some people, but as far as it is in my case things are really different. Emotions are running wild inside me although I have tried my best to portray a beautiful and calm facade. As the date drew nearer the feeling of not wanting to go grew even stronger. No matter how much doubt I have in my choice about going over, as a grown up I know I must be responsibe for my own decision. I kept telling myself "It's only 8 months, and time really do goes by very very fast." It comes to a point, sometime I think I'm like forcing myself to go. But isn't this life?? Many times we just have to give ourselves a slight push. Things may be not turn out to be as bad you thought it should be.

In the meantime, for those who wanna date me out for "hot date" before my departure, I suggest that you should start getting your queue number. Lol, not I thick skin k, but seriously people are all coming in asking for dinner appointment.

Many time when something negative happen, take it as a BLESSING in disguise.
And when things are happening positivly, take it as a BONUS.

New year, new new new~!

2006-12-31T14:04:00.000+08:00

Last entry of the year, shall update about my life recently and wrap the year up with a nice big ribbon.

Finally move back home yesterday~! The house that I've been staying in for the past 21 years has undergo renovation and it look totally different now. Will upload the fotos the next time round.

Keryn broke from her norm and went clubbing the other day. Sound weird huh? Wondering if you are reading the right blog? Hahaha.... After 22 years of being the guai guai girl that no one has believe in me, I step into Dbl O for the first time 2 days ago. *Surprise *Surprise~!!!!
The trip was suggested by Wyne and we met his two other friends there. Thanks dear for the trip, feel free to ask me along if you going again.
It was a totally different experience from my previous visit to DXO (*Was an invitation to a Bikini show, so not counted. Lol~!). It was a great experience and I definately enjoy myself there~!

It's 2007 in less than 10 hours time. Before the new year came by I already got myself into a stupid confusing situation. Argh~!

New year, new beginning and a new start~! So have you make your New Year Resolution already?

So AY, New year, new beginning, new job contract, new life, new pay when is the new bf coming in???? Hahahaha. 加油加油~!!

***People I have a good friend here, Age: 22 years old, Gender: Female, Ht: 165 cm Wt: Varies(hahaha), Occupation: Physiotherapist, Hobby: Mahjong, Window shopping, etc..... Character: Outer look demure, naive, nonsense, jovial and faithful~!!!!
Anyone interested?????? *** ---> I'm a good friend right? Hahaha

Like I had said this is a one peaceful year, but 2 person make a great step into my life~!
First it was on valentine day that Bryan came in and *poof* a great friend he turn into. This added to my collection of big bunch of very very good friends.

Next, it was Wyne. Had forgotten how this fella drop by, but without mentioning he's definately a gift from god. Till date, only Mel and AY know about whats going on btwn this fella and me. He came in as a normal friend and gradually transform into someone special. Despite his consistent MIA from time to time, but understand that was due to his busy schedule in camp.

With all the public holidays coming to an end, it also mean that, it will be back to full force when I step into the office again. Sian~!!! No more X'mas carols in office~!!!!!

Happy New Year people~!!!!!

It's Christmas time again

2006-12-22T11:23:00.000+08:00

It's Christmas once again, time just shoot by like a rocket for the past one year. As the day draw nearer, some memories of last year came floating by just as well. Especially when I see my Nano (a gift from someone last Christmas), which is gonna turn 1 year old in a few days time. Of all the Christmas carols, my favourite had always been Last Christmas, but this year I can really relate to the song espeically well.

Last Christmas I gave you my heart

But the very next day you gave it away

This year

To save me from tears

I gave it to someone special

Though I have yet to find the special someone, but to me I'm very very contented with having just my family and friends. Till date, they are the greatest person in my life. Thanks to all of you....

Time for year end evaluation~!!!!!

Well for the past one year, it has been a noisy but peaceful year. Noisy in the sense that, many events took place. Been doing a lot of things that either I have not been doing for a long time or activities that I had never tried before.

Making a big jump in life, I started patronising the clubs and pubs and found that, these places are not as bad as I used to think. For the first time in my life, I actually went for tour with my friends.

It has also been a long time since I have last travel out of Singapore with my family, and just last week, my family and I headed to Malaysia's Surbana Resort. Though it was only a short 2 days trip, but deep down, I really enjoy the trip and am already very contented with that.

A tearless year it was, not much about love life, in fact there wasn't any. Just some occassional dates here and there and some simple craziness here and there, that's about it nothing special to be exact. Despite the absence of love life, I don't feel a slight pinch of unfortunate at all. Lol~!

(***Few days ago I was just telling my father about how much I don't feel like a 22 young adult. These days, everyone around me has already enter the world of career. While the pathetic me is still slogging my way in my academic path. However, frankly speaking I feel like I am still in my 18. Don't tell me to stop deceiving myself, this is just how I feel.***)

By the way, Boston is back~! *Jump to joy Keryn~!*

It's gonna be a quiet and simple Christmas this year, having a simple retro BBQ party with the MJ club's people @ Daric's place. The word party may make you go thinking "How simple can that be??". Well this year there are only gonna be 5 of us at the party, isn't that a real simple one?? The funny thing here is that, as I grow older I seem to enjoy the company of only a few friends. Quantity is no longer an issue here, it's the quality of the session that matters. Or maybe I'm already use to hanging out with only a handful of people. Haha who knows, right? :-)

Anyway, Merry Christmas~!!!

Some photos whoring @ working

2006-11-15T00:08:00.000+08:00

Trying to test the new camera that JunYing has bought haha

This is the birthday boy of the day, Wee Zhong Rui (091106)

Little did we know that he is the son of one of the MP of Ang Mo Kio
So we decided to take photos with him as remembrance

During the photo session with Zhong Rui, some boys from behind shouted "That boy is Ong Teng Chiong grandson". So we were hunting for him and *poof* there he is~!!!

Time off after work, it's time to relax one corner and hangout with the buddies at work.

冰冻三尺非一日之寒

2006-11-03T12:16:00.000+08:00

冰冻三尺非一日之寒，我在中学时常用在文章的一段句子。
这段所讲的就是，冰块会冻到三尺高并不是一天的时间就能造成的。而是经过一段时间才会我们眼前所看到的。
很多时候事情都是慢慢从某件事演变成我们眼前所看到的一切。

最近,我周围发生了一些事情。有些事是对我有正面的影响而另一些却没有。但很不巧的, 我发现这些事都不是一夜之间就会发生的。而是经过一段很长的时间一直都没有人设法去决绝, 事情才会变得越来越严总。无论是在感情上, 或是在样儿育女。

情侣或夫妻间应有市担的沟通与信任。从相逢到相爱到结婚和生儿育女, 这是一段旅程走来不易。所以想一想, 当初为什么要选择对方成为你的总生伴侣呢? 还有这些年来你们一起走过那么长的一段岁月, 这些回忆都只属于你们俩人拥有。既然如此, 为什么还要让一些毫不相干的事或人来影响这段一直以来都那么幸福快乐的旅途呢?

能相识与相爱就是一种缘分。人生的旅途并不是很长, 我们何不学会去放下一切仇恨和抱负,做个更快乐的人呢? 我明白要放下一切并不是很简单, 但如果你不去尝试你有合成知道你是否做得了。人生之故以来不就是要活到老学到老吗? 不只是在课业上我们得不断地向上学习, 生活则学也不例外。

同样的, 父母也得尝试去了解儿女究竟要的是什么。如果你要子女体谅你的处境, 那你也得体谅他们不是吗? 孩子虽然还小, 但他们也有他们自己的烦恼。我们也曾走过这条路, 所以这一切我们都不把它们放在眼里。不过想一想他们也不过是的小孩, 从没体会过这些事情, 那他们有是否知道这些事情到底重要还是不重要呢? 父母不能只是把自己当作大人来教育孩子, 身为父母你们也应该把自己放在孩子们的处境, 唯有这样你才能更了解孩子在想什么。

希望这一段话能帮助到那些正在面对着问题的情侣, 夫妻, 父母与孩子们。Even if you are not facing any problem, I hope the above may serve as an advise or guide for everyone out there. As these are the things that one may face sooner or later.

So to all our there, do take care.

Love,
Keryn

爱

2006-10-29T22:20:00.000+08:00

爱是非常深奥
爱是很不理智
爱会让人变疯
爱是多么可怕
但能爱是甜蜜

小时候的爱是那么的简单
你对我好而我又不讨厌你
那就在一起了
长大后这一切都不以伪然
事情渐渐的都变的很复杂

原本对自己说千万不能再掉进无底洞了,
但最近又好像又查点掉进去.
当他没回我的简讯时我会感到很不开心
这些迹象是在表示着些什么吗? 还是我想太多了?
我真的喜欢上他了吗?
还是只是因为一时新鲜感才会这样呢?
爱盈诠我选乙君, 但乙君又好像遥不可积.
而甲君虽然已表示了心意，但行动与所表示的却不以资.
真是被这些人搞的我团团转.

Eve of Hari Raya

2006-10-24T13:43:00.000+08:00

What can you do on the eve of Hari Raya?

Celebrating friend's birthday at some club? That was what he did.

For me, I threw myself into the crowd at Geyland Serai. The ever so empty carpark at Paya Lebar Singpost was so pack last night. Took a walk down the street flooded with people. Malays are not the only people you can find there, there are so many people from other races just as well. Chinese, Indians, Blangdeshies, Caucasian, Vietnamese, etc, are all the other kind of races you can find there. We call this a multi racial gathering? Isnt this what Singapore's government has always been trying to promote? Learning the culture of your fella Singaporeans. Wait a minute~!!! Before this entry turn out to be a Nation education entry, I think i shall stop here and continue about my experience at Geylang Serai last night.

The thing that I find it very interesting is that, I will never pay a visit to Chinatown on CNY season, yet I will always go to Geylang Serai on Hari Raya season. Totally have no idea why is this so man. Main objectives yesterday was to find good buy and good food.

The crowd was terrible. You basically have to squeeze yourself through the oncoming human traffic. The people there really don't care if they bang onto you or what, they simply use their force to get themselves through the crowds. I remember one incident, when I was walking infront of AY, there was this Malay lady who was walking towards me in the opposite direction. She bang onto me as we were crossing each other's path and know what? The next thing i knew, I was moving back one step to make sure I don't fall. Boy, this is how strong the bang was.

Last night we manage to filled our shopping bags with great deals, bought myself a pair of slippers, two pairs of shades and a watch, total bill for last night was $37.50. Think it was quite worth it because manage to find the pair of slippers that I want and a finally a pair of white color frame shade.

We spent about four hours roaming around the place. Sweat was what accompanied us through the entire shopping trip last night, but felt it was all worth it.

Not forgetting about the foods that we purchase last night as well. The giant version satay, cheesedog and Rumly burger.

Later on we drove off to Tg Rhu to enjoy our aftermath feast there. It's been quite sometimes since I last been there. So does this indicate a good sign? Probably.

We spent about one hour by the road side, enjoying our food and starting take photos on the road. The place was just as quiet, so we are able to have the entire stretch of road to ourselves.

Wonder if there is such a place and if I can do something like this when I am in Australia. Probably this is the beauty of Singapore that has made me wanna stay here.

Some help needed here

2006-10-24T13:36:00.000+08:00

Dear people,

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This survey belong to a close friend of mine, it's some school project thing out there. So your help is needed and will be greatly appreciated.

Thanks a million.

Love,
Keryn

I'm back

2006-10-22T22:02:00.000+08:00

Hey been missing for quite sometime~!

(***First thing before I commence my speech of the day, our website is up~!!! Done by an all girls team, so pls do give us your utmost support by visiting the website @ www.keytotheirhearts.com. Do drop our editor a letter after viewing the website, millions of appreciation to you.***)

Well, I was working hard off stage on my assignments, trails and indulging in my new vcd Princess Hour. The assignments was really terrible, though I haven't handed in all, but at least I have clear one of the major one, Radion & Broadcasting Journ. Slept a total of only 7 hours on both wed and thur and had to work on thur and fri morning. It was really testing my limits.

Had just finish watching my Princess Hour's vcd this afternoon. The show was filled with laughter and emotions, it has been a long time since I had last watch such a touching show. Tears that was accompanied during the time of watching could probably flood my room. Of course, other than crying and laughing with the progression of the show, I had also learned many things from the show just as well. I greatly recommend all girls to catch the show!

Enough of crying and laughing, it's time to go back to work and assignments again. Had 3 assignments to submit this week and I'll be done for the semester.
***To all you out there, TMC kids, good luck to all of you for your exam. Though I won't see you people at the exam hall, but no worry I will meet you people for after exam celebration k. :-)

Found out that 'That' fella's gf came to check out on my friendster page. But it didn't bother me la, just don't understand what she want from me that's all. Probably her bf is preparing for his exam, so she's so bored that she wanna come ka jiao me. Then again, heck her la, don't have that kind of time to go and entertain her. Just let her do what she want. I would rather spend the time meddling with my own stuffs.

A little chinese poem from me:

期盼依旧简单一举
我爱你
何时才会有人感言

Design your own Converse Shoe

2006-10-15T17:26:00.000+08:00

Dom design a very cool pair of my favourite converse high cut shoe for me.
I have attach the design below.
I have also attach a pair that I have design.
Check it out:

A no MJ weekend

2006-10-15T01:59:00.000+08:00

What can two women do when the weekly mj has been cancel??
Roam along Orchard.
Dine at Far East.
Shop for my idea dress.

Hang around at That CD Shop and started the photo ho-ing session.

Headed to Holland for don't know what reason.
Manage to each get ourselves a top each.
Too crowded at Wala so headedfor Breko instead.
Beer simply sucks~!

Men are like...

2006-10-14T17:27:00.000+08:00

Was over at Apple's place last Sunday, this is just what we have spotted behind the door of her bathroom.

Men are like....

1. Men are like Laxatives ...... They irritate the crap out of you.

2. Men are like Bananas ...... The older they get, the less firm they are.

3. Men are like Weather ...... Nothing can be done to change them.

4. Men are like Blenders ...... You need One, but you're not quite sure why.

5. Men are like Chocolate Bars ...... Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips.

6. Men are like Commercials ...... You can't believe a word they say.

7. Men are like Department Stores ...... Their clothes are always 1/2 off.

8. Men are like Government Bonds ...... They take soooooooo long to mature.

9. Men are like Mascara ...... They usually run at the first sign of emotion.

10. Men are like Popcorn ...... They satisfy you, but only for a little while.

11. Men are like Snowstorms ...... You never know when they're coming, how many inches you'll get or how long it will last.

12. Men are like Lava Lamps ...... Fun to look at, but not very bright.

13. Men are like Parking Spots ...... All the good ones are taken, the rest are handicapped.

Just how true are all these?? Well you shall decide this yourself.

Too sick to think of a title

2006-10-13T01:47:00.000+08:00

First thing first~!!!
Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to you
Happy Brithday to Kylie
Happy Birthday to YOU~!!!!!

Happy Birthday my darling Ky, turning 20 years old this. May you be as pretty as ever, and remember to have an enjoyable day.
Catch up with you soon~!!!!

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11/10/06
Woke up with a slight fever and terrible flu. Nevertheless, manage to pull myself out of bed and drag myself to East Coast Pri Sch for the Chinatown trail.

Was the worse trail I had ever done since I have started this job. The students are really very nice and enthu, but sad to say it's the irritating teachers who got on my nerves. Never in my life have I seen such selfish, self-centred, arrogant, snobbish, irresponsible, anyway it's just beyond description from words.

My illness got worse after the trail. But still manage to drag myself out of the house to take photos for my online journalism assignment.

Met a group of very nice boys at the street soccer court near my place. They were very gracious in agreeing to allow me to take of them. Two malay boys even, allow me to took shots of them smoking. While the rest of the chinese boys even help me with the voice recording and video recording. When they were about to start another round of their game, they even offered me to join them in the game, well of course I didn't join them. But it was simply very nice of them. Thank you guys - from Geylang Methodist Secondary School.

My day slightly turn for the better after meeting this group of students.

My day ended with a some sweet and lovely messages from you. Thank you for being there for me, you too must take care and MUST not fall sick. Don't forget that you still have to make up to me for neglecting me these few days, so you must stay healthy to do something for me hehe. ;-P

12/10/06
Stayed at home the entire day to do recording TV & Radio Journalism's assignment 3.
My phone finally rang at 9+, Phil, Daric and AY are going for some tou hua, so they asked me along as well. 上了贼船, after our dao huay water I was being drag to the drian store. Good thing I have a block nose, so it didn't affect me much haha~!!