Muselisation

It's the work of mother nature for dogs to go after cats and cats after rats.
However, something that caught my attention last night drew my curiosity to 'How the world is changing in to'.

Was driving out from the car park after my Media Law class, the girl who was suppose to be on the phone with her phone suddenly shouted.

Melissa: KERYN BE CAREFUL, GOT CAT!
Keryn: Where Where?
Melissa: Can't you see the cat jumping??
Keryn: NO!

So I continue driving and drove into the back alley, it was at this very moment I saw the "Jumping Cat" that Melissa was talking about. It puzzled me initially, cats are meant to be very elegant, gentle and careful animal. But this very jumping cat that I saw was like jumping and running here and there as though it went crazy, it didn't even care if I was driving towards it, it just ran towards my direction and I had to jam break to avoid hitting it. On a closer, chills run down my spine. I saw a rats biting tightly on the hind legs of the cat, no matter how the cat jump, run or shake the rat just won't let go.

Gosh~, what is the world coming to? Are all the nature cycle going reverse now?
While I was relating the incident to Wyne last night, this suddenly reminds me of "What goes around, comes around".

Got some feedback from people around me saying that my blog is very emo.... Really ma??? Hehehe.... Ok I will try lesser of those emo stuff ya.





Sometime I'm really curious about what sort of impression do I leave in other people's mind...


My father always call me a bimbo and my boyfriend call me a dumbo.... So what's your point of view???





Was out with AY, Rendell and his gf last night. We had a steamboat dinner at the golden mile complex. Never fail to love having steamboat there, despite the MSG effect that will react afterwards. The couple decided to give up on their movie and hang out with us at the Starbucks instead. It was such a boring night that AY started her stupid idea of filling the empty bottle with torn napkins, Paige was slightly more creative with the napkins as she started her origami session with those napkins and our dearest uncle Rendell just continue being an Ah Pek with the papers.











Lazing the Saturday off isn't a bad idea too. Sometime life is too hectic and moving at a fast pace that we should sometime just slow down and take a breather....



2 more days to go and he will be back...... Excited I am, of course, but the other part of me felt otherwise. I have no idea what I can do for him for his belated birthday celebration other than the very nice chocolate cake that I have order for him...




Sorry for posting this simply so boring entry.... Felt that I need to write something, however, my mind is not in the right state to arrange what I wanna write....

A short conversation with an online friend recently make me feel how superficial a person can be sometime.

Sometime you just simply feel like talking to someone and yet there are no familiar names on the list that you could approach, so you just have to turn to someone whom you either have not talk to for a long time or simply a normal online's hi bye friend......

From my list I decided to pick up this friend whom I use to talk to quite frequently. It started off with him asking me out for dinner and to catch up over the dinner. However, to my disappointment the conversation or should I say the things that he talk about are beyond the content which I even wants to indulge in. To a certain extend I felt that I'm being caught in the situation of harassment and molestation (***I'm sorry people, I don't feel like elaborating what are the details of the conversation. Come to me if you wants to know the detail of the conversation.***). This may sound a little exaggerating but that's just how I felt. After reasoning out and speaking my mind off to the fellow, the person's reply was "Since you don't want to do anything, then what for we meet for dinner?" Can you believe??? Someone at his age can actually say something so childish??? OMG~!!!

Must a girl and a guy must always have something more than just mere friends? Why must there always be some motive behind when a guy is nice to a girl?

Within one month I have already been to the airport like 4 times already. First, was sending my sister off. Follow by my own departure to Aussie and my sudden return to Singapore. The fourth time was yesterday. I was there to send off the "little boy" for his India trip.

Three months from his ORD he was being arrowed to make a trip down to India, replacing his OC. He is going away for like 20 days~!!!! Which is like 2.5 times more as compared to my 8 days at Aussie. What make the whole situation worse is the fact that he won't be able to call and sms me. Although today is only the first day that he is away but I already feeling like so lost, totally have no interest in doing anything. (***Mr. Ho, now I totally understand how you felt during my stay in Aussie***)

I have not been feeling well since my return, my fever never seem to subside. Feeling so lethargic and don't feel like getting out of bed. Hope this will go off soon as I have tonnes of books to read and be prepare for my classes.

It's a lonely night for some reason..... Sister in faraway Tasmania, boyfriend in India, father out at the yacht club chilling out with his khakis, mother out for her weekly singing class and my brother~!!!! Away for his orientation camp..... It's been a long time since my Friday night has been such a quiet one.....

A little surprise to those who are still unaware of my return. Ya, I am back at Singapore and am not going back to Australia.

Question mark circulating above your head now???
For this period of time, please just spare me from all the "why"...... I've seriously been flooded with too many questions that I got so irritated and started telling people off. (***For those whom have kena the telling off by me, I wanna apologise... You know who you are.... But I'm sorry, I'm still not in the mood to say anything yet.***)

Touch down on Singapore last Wednesday, been days since I'm back..... I'm still feeling very very strange..... Probably still not in the right state of mind yet, but I don't have much time to tune myself back to the right channel. I seriously don't know whats wrong with me, I think if this pursue, I may have to patronise a psychiatrist in no time.

XD I miss you~!!!! Was just telling Wyne how much I miss you, lacking a shopping khaki and a library hunting khaki..... I almost tear, but luckily he change topic and put a stop to my watery eyes......

Take a glimpse at my last entry, its been more than a month since I have last drop my words here. What was busy with this one month??? You people must be thinking I busy preparing for Australia, but you guys are all wrong. Neither was I busy with works. Guess I was busy spending as much time as I could with him, friends and family. Comparatively I wasn't even in the mood to actually prepare for my departure.

Many people envy me having the chance to pursue my studies abroad, but to me this is just the beginning of another headache. It's definitely not easy to send two daughters studying abroad at the same time. Other than then financial part, emotion plays a big role in it too. Can you imagine the amount of load that are acting on my father's shoulder now. What's more, he is not any young chap out there who has all the energy and time. He is getting older with clock ticking by, and each time the load just double up on him. This is how great my father as a man is. He would rather clinch his teeth tightly and support us all the way.

Ask me if I'm excited about going over to Australia?? Totally no~!! Not even when I have touch down. This is my forth day in Melbourne and I'm already thinking about going home. The first day when I got here, it was really disastrous. The motel that the school had arrange for me was like hell that I was only in there for two hours and I had to called the whole to see who can take me in. Thanks to Ben, if not I would probably be in the mental hospital by now, this is no kidding matter. You can ask my two friends Ben and XD to verify for me. Even my father could not stand the place, the next day when he arrive in Melbourne at the very same motel, he was there for barley one hour and was already heading towards the city to look for a hotel instead. Will upload the photos of the motel when my father sent them to me.

The place that I am stepping on right now definitely appear to be more scary than I thought it was. Call it the cultural shock, I seriously prefer Singapore more. Not trying to boot lick LKY or trying to act patriotic but I seriously love Singapore more than I use to after these few days.

Go ahead and call me bimbo or lousy for all you want, I just can't wait to go back and be the princess at home and the "xiao nu ren" of my boyfriend. Chinese always says, "Yao deng dao shi qu le cai dong de zhen xi." How true is this statement man! As usual never fail to have doubt in chinese idioms who can really bring out your utmost feelings.

Think I've gotta stop here, having a severe headach right now. Not really in a good state to think about more. Will update you people more about my life when I've time k~!