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Shits happen everywhere
(This picture was highly dedicated to me by Aaron)
Sometime its sad how people who are close to you actually make fun of your sad and miserable life.
On my side, for the past 2 years, apart from academic results nothing has been really going well for me.
Incident that happen a year ago has cause great impact to my life and me as a person. Confidence and patience have been greatly hit.
Upon graduation, and finally settle down with a job. I thought everything will be finally settle into place. Never did I over estimate my judgment on how I see people and a seriously back stab. 1 month and 1 week into the job, I was finally ask to leave, because my boss thinks that I am incompetence and I am always on the wrong frequency with her. With that I took my leave and accepted a job offer that has been offered to me by someone whom I merely spoke to for 5 mins.
Right now at this job, everything seems to going fine, although I still screw up from time to time but at least and finally I understand what is require of me and what I am doing.
When all these things are taking place, I actually stumble upon something that was happening right behind my back. From a close friend I get to know that, close friends are betting right behind my back about how long I am going to stay in this job. When I found about this, I was pretty much dumb founded and had no absolute idea how to react.
There were many times in my previous job that I have to hold back my tears and even swallow them. Being accuse for stuffs that I have totally no idea about. I have always been having this bad temper personality, but right at this very first job, never for a single time have I ever lost my temper or anything. I don't expect people around me to know about all these things, and all I seek for are understandings from close ones. And I definitely know that, people are there right behind me criticizing and making loads and loads about my personality. I told myself never to be bother with these people, and I didn't even bother to seek for their understanding in the situation. But what I think that is ridiculous is having your close, people who see you through your good and bad days and people whom you from time to time will seek comfort in to do shits behind you. When I found out about this, I felt so betrayed and disappointed. This feeling is 10 time more hurtful than when I was being back-stabbed by someone whom I only know for 1 month plus.
So can you please tell me, am I really that terrible as a person to deserve something like that?
Stepping into the other world
It's been about a month since I got into this new job of mine. Feeling of it? Up and down.
Many times during the job I felt like giving up, but eventually I still pick myself up and move on. There were many rocks that I have bang myself against during this period of time, and finally come to realize that I'm not cut out to be a creative director.
On top of all these I'm glad that I have a great bunch of supporters behind me pushing me to move forward.
Am on MC today, according to the doc Im down with gastric flu, which is totally something new for me. Although I'm on MC but my computer and mobile is still on full working mode. Imagine! When I was resting, my phone will start ringing and I had to jump out of the bed to not miss the call. Either that or when I hear the "Ding" sound on my laptop, it means email is coming again and I need to get to work! Haha, when thinking about this I wonder if it's good or bad.
Many times during the job I felt like giving up, but eventually I still pick myself up and move on. There were many rocks that I have bang myself against during this period of time, and finally come to realize that I'm not cut out to be a creative director.
On top of all these I'm glad that I have a great bunch of supporters behind me pushing me to move forward.
Am on MC today, according to the doc Im down with gastric flu, which is totally something new for me. Although I'm on MC but my computer and mobile is still on full working mode. Imagine! When I was resting, my phone will start ringing and I had to jump out of the bed to not miss the call. Either that or when I hear the "Ding" sound on my laptop, it means email is coming again and I need to get to work! Haha, when thinking about this I wonder if it's good or bad.
PPJ's departure to a better furture
Yesterday, Wyne and I was at the airport to send PPJ off for Melb. The very same day on the Chinese calendar last year, I was also at the airport, and at that time it was PPJ who was the one sending me off. It's amazing how fast time has fly. Same day, same reason but the crowd was different.
This time round there wasn't many people there to send him off, just some very close friends of his. His family members, 4 other guys whom I presume to be his army friends, Ky and Gillian, and Wyne and me. It was a simple farewell to him, and there was no TEARS (maybe because Mel was not around). But I have to be frank, there was sadness, the thought of someone so close is leaving send the tears filling up my eyes. But I had to control myself, because I had to know that its for his good and he's just away for a year. And its also probably because I'm sort of use to this "sending close one off" procedure, Hahaha!
PPJ you have to take good care of yourself there ya! And don't 乱乱来啊！Lol!
This time round there wasn't many people there to send him off, just some very close friends of his. His family members, 4 other guys whom I presume to be his army friends, Ky and Gillian, and Wyne and me. It was a simple farewell to him, and there was no TEARS (maybe because Mel was not around). But I have to be frank, there was sadness, the thought of someone so close is leaving send the tears filling up my eyes. But I had to control myself, because I had to know that its for his good and he's just away for a year. And its also probably because I'm sort of use to this "sending close one off" procedure, Hahaha!
PPJ you have to take good care of yourself there ya! And don't 乱乱来啊！Lol!
A day at Ubin
Great efforts to the MJ gang for trying so hard to break off from the normal weekend routine at the mj table.
Suggested by AY, this week we headed to Pulau Ubin.
(***The last time I went to Pulau Ubin was many years back when I was still in Poly. My first few experience at Pulau Ubin was pretty bad. Since then I have stop going to that place.***)
Met up with the rest at Daric's place on Saturday morning, waiting for Tze to come pick us up. While trying to overcome the nua feeling in everyone of us, we went for our nasi lemak breakfast at the hawker centre. Then slowly we make our way to the new jetty, however, at this very moment the sky started to drizzle. But that didn't stop us from going.
Believe it or not, it was Daric's virgin trip to Pulau Ubin. Being the noob in the click, he actually wore his all white Addidas leather shoe with a new polo tee. Trust me it was seriously a classic joke of the day.
Check out what the nook wore to Ubin
The trip from mainland to Ubin takes about 10-15 mins. However, for like the first time, half way in the middle of the sea our boat was actually stop by the Coast Guard who then engage in routine checks with us. With that, the entire journey took close to 25 mins to get to Ubin. What a way to start off the trip isn't it.
We hunt for the usual places, Quarry and and Chek Jawa and glad to know that there are actually quite a bit of changes done to the place. However, on the other hand was quite sad about the changes as well. Example, they have now revamp the whole Chek Jawa and you can now walk through the whole place on the broad walks, but think about it again, it is no longer the Chek Jawa that we use to see when we young. The "Natural" feel is gone, and most importantly the wild boar is gone too.
Not forgetting the part where we wash our leg at the drain next to quarry. The water was running out from the quarry via the drain. Gosh! The water was so clear and cooling, but yah we uses the water to wash our leg, hahaha...
After a hard day of work, we rewarded ourselves with a sumptuous meal. It was really nice and cheap.
Well the day went on fine and smoothly and it was quite enjoyable too. I was particularly please with myself for conquering the up slopes, one after another *phew never knew Keryn could do that. Haha
Suggested by AY, this week we headed to Pulau Ubin.
(***The last time I went to Pulau Ubin was many years back when I was still in Poly. My first few experience at Pulau Ubin was pretty bad. Since then I have stop going to that place.***)
Met up with the rest at Daric's place on Saturday morning, waiting for Tze to come pick us up. While trying to overcome the nua feeling in everyone of us, we went for our nasi lemak breakfast at the hawker centre. Then slowly we make our way to the new jetty, however, at this very moment the sky started to drizzle. But that didn't stop us from going.
Believe it or not, it was Daric's virgin trip to Pulau Ubin. Being the noob in the click, he actually wore his all white Addidas leather shoe with a new polo tee. Trust me it was seriously a classic joke of the day.
Check out what the nook wore to Ubin
The trip from mainland to Ubin takes about 10-15 mins. However, for like the first time, half way in the middle of the sea our boat was actually stop by the Coast Guard who then engage in routine checks with us. With that, the entire journey took close to 25 mins to get to Ubin. What a way to start off the trip isn't it.
We hunt for the usual places, Quarry and and Chek Jawa and glad to know that there are actually quite a bit of changes done to the place. However, on the other hand was quite sad about the changes as well. Example, they have now revamp the whole Chek Jawa and you can now walk through the whole place on the broad walks, but think about it again, it is no longer the Chek Jawa that we use to see when we young. The "Natural" feel is gone, and most importantly the wild boar is gone too.
Not forgetting the part where we wash our leg at the drain next to quarry. The water was running out from the quarry via the drain. Gosh! The water was so clear and cooling, but yah we uses the water to wash our leg, hahaha...
After a hard day of work, we rewarded ourselves with a sumptuous meal. It was really nice and cheap.
Well the day went on fine and smoothly and it was quite enjoyable too. I was particularly please with myself for conquering the up slopes, one after another *phew never knew Keryn could do that. Haha
The Eventful Week
24/12/07 - Christmas season to be jolly Fa Lalala lalalala....
It's the favorite festival of mine in the whole year. However, the contradicting was, this time round the feel for Christmas was not as strong as it was the past years. Last year this time, I was happily caroling in the office, but this year I have no mood for all these.
Never the less, I still get to celebrate it with the MJ gang at gang leader's place. It was a simple affair so nothing much to really mention about.
31/01/07 - Everyone else was busy so we are left with only Daric, Tze Min, AiYing and myself to get ready for count down this year. Had dinner at Tony Romas, after which for like the first time we head back to my house to do the countdown instead. With my house not having much entertainment we settle ourselves in with the Wii and the count down programs by Mediacorp.
02/01/08 - Celebrating our first year together. It was a simple affair with both of us being quite broke the whole week. Despite the simpleness it was a nice and enjoyable affair.
It has been a rough time for both of us during this past one year, no one knows this better than our close friends. With both of us being strong headed and stubborn from time to time, we both hope for more peaceful years that are awaiting for us.
It's the favorite festival of mine in the whole year. However, the contradicting was, this time round the feel for Christmas was not as strong as it was the past years. Last year this time, I was happily caroling in the office, but this year I have no mood for all these.
Never the less, I still get to celebrate it with the MJ gang at gang leader's place. It was a simple affair so nothing much to really mention about.
31/01/07 - Everyone else was busy so we are left with only Daric, Tze Min, AiYing and myself to get ready for count down this year. Had dinner at Tony Romas, after which for like the first time we head back to my house to do the countdown instead. With my house not having much entertainment we settle ourselves in with the Wii and the count down programs by Mediacorp.
02/01/08 - Celebrating our first year together. It was a simple affair with both of us being quite broke the whole week. Despite the simpleness it was a nice and enjoyable affair.
It has been a rough time for both of us during this past one year, no one knows this better than our close friends. With both of us being strong headed and stubborn from time to time, we both hope for more peaceful years that are awaiting for us.
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