Muselisation

Great efforts to the MJ gang for trying so hard to break off from the normal weekend routine at the mj table.
Suggested by AY, this week we headed to Pulau Ubin.

(***The last time I went to Pulau Ubin was many years back when I was still in Poly. My first few experience at Pulau Ubin was pretty bad. Since then I have stop going to that place.***)


Met up with the rest at Daric's place on Saturday morning, waiting for Tze to come pick us up. While trying to overcome the nua feeling in everyone of us, we went for our nasi lemak breakfast at the hawker centre. Then slowly we make our way to the new jetty, however, at this very moment the sky started to drizzle. But that didn't stop us from going.

Believe it or not, it was Daric's virgin trip to Pulau Ubin. Being the noob in the click, he actually wore his all white Addidas leather shoe with a new polo tee. Trust me it was seriously a classic joke of the day.


Check out what the nook wore to Ubin

The trip from mainland to Ubin takes about 10-15 mins. However, for like the first time, half way in the middle of the sea our boat was actually stop by the Coast Guard who then engage in routine checks with us. With that, the entire journey took close to 25 mins to get to Ubin. What a way to start off the trip isn't it.

We hunt for the usual places, Quarry and and Chek Jawa and glad to know that there are actually quite a bit of changes done to the place. However, on the other hand was quite sad about the changes as well. Example, they have now revamp the whole Chek Jawa and you can now walk through the whole place on the broad walks, but think about it again, it is no longer the Chek Jawa that we use to see when we young. The "Natural" feel is gone, and most importantly the wild boar is gone too.

Not forgetting the part where we wash our leg at the drain next to quarry. The water was running out from the quarry via the drain. Gosh! The water was so clear and cooling, but yah we uses the water to wash our leg, hahaha...

















After a hard day of work, we rewarded ourselves with a sumptuous meal. It was really nice and cheap.


Well the day went on fine and smoothly and it was quite enjoyable too. I was particularly please with myself for conquering the up slopes, one after another *phew never knew Keryn could do that. Haha

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24/12/07 - Christmas season to be jolly Fa Lalala lalalala....
It's the favorite festival of mine in the whole year. However, the contradicting was, this time round the feel for Christmas was not as strong as it was the past years. Last year this time, I was happily caroling in the office, but this year I have no mood for all these.
Never the less, I still get to celebrate it with the MJ gang at gang leader's place. It was a simple affair so nothing much to really mention about.



31/01/07 - Everyone else was busy so we are left with only Daric, Tze Min, AiYing and myself to get ready for count down this year. Had dinner at Tony Romas, after which for like the first time we head back to my house to do the countdown instead. With my house not having much entertainment we settle ourselves in with the Wii and the count down programs by Mediacorp.

02/01/08 - Celebrating our first year together. It was a simple affair with both of us being quite broke the whole week. Despite the simpleness it was a nice and enjoyable affair.
It has been a rough time for both of us during this past one year, no one knows this better than our close friends. With both of us being strong headed and stubborn from time to time, we both hope for more peaceful years that are awaiting for us.

To me sometime i feel that having a bf who is not IT savvy is quite an advantage to a certain extend.

Well, first of all at least he will not come here to my blog and see what I have to say, which means I basically can complain about everything about him here. Then again, some might say "you don't need one to be an IT savvy person to come and read your blog, do you." Well that's quite true though, so probably once again it goes back to him as a person who totally have no interest in this sort of stuff and I am quite sure he find blogging stuffs "boh liao". Then again, he is my bf Wyne Ho and not any other normal guy who is on the street.

Another advantage about having a bf who is not IT savvy is probably at least there is an area in this world where I can pin him down. Hey come on this not some SM stuffs, but seriously having a bf like him who basically know pretty much stuffs can be quite an irony from time to time. E.g. there are time where they are certain things which I have been practicing for a long long time, and when he come to learn about it he would probably drop some comment. He being one person who possess a sharp tongue and convincing talking manner by nature, many times never fail to make me doubt my action. So, when the time comes for me to prove my self better in other areas better than him make me feel overwhelm.
I know this sound like a weird relationship, and he probably do not feel it this way. Well, I guess that is just me, everywhere I go and everything I do I never fail to stir the people around me to make ma feel competitive.

Was having a little argument with Wyne earlier on, these little arguments have been getting pretty frequent lately. I have to admit most of the time I am the one who set the forest fire when there were only little sparks. This is probably due to me having too much time which result in me finding trouble with him.

I always tell him, "you don't love me," because very very seldom he will actually take the initiative to say "I Love You" to me or even do something very sweet things for me that will give me a surprise. This bf of mine here is basically someone who is not very romantic, the fact that I have to keep reminding him about the arrival of my birthday and our anniversary regardless of the number of times that I told him before tells it all.

Then again back to those days when I was single, when someone ask me "What kind of guy are you looking for?" My answer never fail to have this "Someone who can stand my temper." I must say I have dated many guys before and someone once told me, "you are an angle on a normal day, but when you are angry you become a scary monster." All along I know I have this severe EQ problem, I tried to correct myself but every time once I am attach, all these virus comes back to me like flu. And it is this very guy, whom until today (coming to a year) is able to tolerate and accept all my bad temper, mood swing and emo days. Just now he finally woke me up when he said, "Do you still dare to say that 'I don't love you' or 'I hate you' when I always have to be the one to 'hong' and say sorry to you no matter I'm at fault or not."

My secondary school's motto "Facta-non-verba" simply means "Deeds not words". His action have loudly say to me that he loves me just that I don't see it. It must be really very blind of me to have miss that. Another person also once told me, "Him being there supporting you financially every month when you meet tight ends, isn't already doing something very sweet for you? Every bf do different sweet action for their gf. For a practical person like Wyne, his sweet action are on those practical stuffs that he do for you and not on those lovey dovey fairy tale stuffs." OMG how true is that, and how much time have I taken to finally realise it.

So dear Psychology friends, please deduce my problem and help dealt with it. I don't blame the cause of all this on my family, although I strongly believe it has got to do with what was going on at home since young. I never fail to appear as a person who is glowing with confidence, however, deep down in me there is this inferiority in me that not many people has unveil, even my close friends. This inferiority is mainly caused by the situation at home, but I shall not elaborate on it. Then again solving this very problem of mine, lies in my very own hand.

Haiz... Keryn.... Keryn... Keryn...

This year for my birthday I had a simple affair, celebrating it with only a few close friends at ECP. We had a small bbq at one of the pavilion not knowing if we will get caught by anyone or not. Heck about what's gonna come we still continue with our little celebration.
Still tired from all the photo taking at Taiwan the MJ gang have shun themselves away from cameras.




Cake from Wyne...


Cookies from Mj gang, first time in my life every had someone baking cookie with me.
The thing was instead of vegetable oil, they actually use vegetable oil with garlic... But it still taste nice~!


Another big present from the Mj gang, a brownie cake.
After this birthday, I think the 3 of them, Daric, Tze and AY can jolly well go be biz partners and open one desert shop.



Other two presents that I got from my two very very best friend and buddy

AY's card is super funny la, but I can't show the inside if not Wyne will murder her for good. And till today I still cant bear to eat that Fairy Lollipop.



And Bryan's card and pressie came a few days after my bday, even though it was still greatly appreciated. I got a teddy bear to hang on my phone last year and this year I got another solid bear. Hahaha... Maybe I'm still the little girl in his heart, Lol~!

Was reading the news about the 5 dragon boaters who gave their live to their passion last week.
Emotions ran across as I was reading the article.

A few years ago, when a friend's friend committed suicide because of a breakup with his girlfriend, it tremble the family and friends terribly. Being the only child in the family the parents only have one another to support on after the death of their son. The father being a novel writer told me friend, "You know in a novel the most beautiful ending is when you are willing to die for your love one, and now my son gave a beautiful ending to his life."

Doing well in a sport requires plenty of passion into it, what's more when you have to fight your way into the national team. For a sportsman nothing has more priority than your love. To me ending your life because of your passion is a beautiful ending for all sportsman.

My condolence to the family and friends of the 5 great ones. Though they are no longer by your side now, but please be happy for them that they die in the arm of their love one.

Receive my result at 20:09:20

Screen Theory - Credit
Journ Ethics - Distinction
Journ Research - PGO
Sociology of Deviance - Credit

With the above, I am officially a GRADUATE!!!!!
Gosh~!!! The result were better than I have predicted!!!! What a big relief