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It was like decades ago since the last time I step into the Singapore Zoological Garden. The place have change so so much, still there are a few things here and there that didn't really change a lot. Anyway, once we step into the Zoo immediately head towards the animal show place. It was so sweet la, there is this Indian man who actually plan a proposal to his girlfriend during the show and the girlfriend was caught unaware la. So sweet right?



















It was really a great way to enjoy after you finish you exams. It also brings your childhood memories back.






















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(Illustrator: Nicholas Zhang)

End of exam
I declare today the end of my semster and exam. I screw my paper up la huh, I was suppose to do two questions in part A and one question in part B and the entire paper was like 2 hrs la. But I spent like more than and hour doing my part B question that i am only left with slightly less than 50 mins to complete my part A. But again I spent too much time on one question and left with no time for the other question, the worse thing was I didn't even finish the only question I did in part A la. Damn screw up lo, I am sorry for all those not so nice words that I am using, I just can't help it. Anyway the paper is over le la, so don't wanna think about it too much, so I should just sit down and wait for the release of result on 011205.
After the paper, went to the internation paris buffet with the bunch of maddy today as according to plan since last Friday. Had a little conflict with Alvin today, but it's ok now already.
I seriously feel that I am just so sucky at striking a balance between everything. When I was in poly I couldn't do that, that's why everything that i am involved in is like siting on a see-saw. Thinking that the situation will be better since I came to uni but I was wrong. When I was spending too much time with my classmates I neglected Alvin. Since we got back together, I try to spend more time with him but lately I have this feeling that I am like drifting away from my classmates especially with the close ones Mel, Jen, Sam and Nic. I felt that, there are so many things that they are talking about that I don't know just because I was not with them and was spending time with Alvin instead. Everytime they talk about something I felt so lost, it was not like last time when I could understand what they talking about. Whenever they laugh about something that took place when I was not around I felt no where and I had to go ask them about what happen and felt rather stupid la. The other time when I just started school, I was like spending so much time with my frenz that I kinda like neglected Alvin. And we ended up try cooing off for a few weeks. Who can teach me how to strike a better balance? Is it true that you cannot have the best of everything? Haiz~!
Don't worry people, I am fine, just feel like letting out everything that is inside me that's all

Where was I?
Was rather busy lately as I was busy preparing for my exam. Surprise to hear this? No choice, last time when I was in poly I just slack my time away but now i really have to work for it. So what can I do, is just to mug harder because I am slow. Slow in comprehending thing so I will have to spend more time than the others in order to at least get a pass.
Well actually had my first paper today, it was comms. The paper is kinda quite similar to the past year paper. Still I didn't had enough time to finish the entire paper. Saw Shu Yun at the exam venu today, he was actually in the same room as me. Don't wonder we are taking different people, it's just that we happen to be in the same exam room as the room is rather big which is able to contain a lot of people. Yah back to Shu Yun, saw him a few times today, as in face to face contact. But he just see me as a stranger, avoiding eye contact with me and when we have to walk past each other he just turn to his classmate as though he didn't see me. I was rather disappointed with his action la, I mean can't you even smile to one another after breakup, does breakup means the end of your friendship?
Went to Alvin house after having lunch with, felt rather relieve after my comms paper. It seems like three quarter of my load on the shoulder is remove. I went online to find people to talk, and saw Nimin online. So I went to complain to her about Shu Yun's action, but she told me not to blame him because he might be feeling too depress as his mother just past away last Tuesday. I couldn't believe my eyes and I re-read it again, and this time round my tears just roll down my chic uncontrollably. I was sad not because of him but really for the mother. She was really very very nice to me when I was dating her son, and the last time I heard from her she was still fine. It came as a shock to me, I didn't expect that to happen to her. Nimin was looking for me online to break the news to me last week but she just couldn't find me online as I was busy preparing for exam and wasn't online most of the time.
Shu Yun really love his mum alot, I remembered he once told me, he could never imagine and never want to think if his mum were to past away. Because she is just like a support to him, she handles everything in the house, he will just feel very lost without his mother and he is closest to her in the family. They face one another most of the time in the house as the rest of the family members are working whole day. All I can do now is only ask him to take good care of himself and not to think too much.
People please, treasure everyone that is around you, you really don't know what will happen to who when. Things always happen at the most unexpected time.
Take care pals!

Was very very sick the past few days, so didn't came online to blog, anyway there wasn't much things for me to blog either. In this blog I shall just probably blog about what I did these two days bah.

151005
800am - set off from house, and was heading towards Aljunied Cresent area's NTUC and MacDonald's to get foods for the night's steam boat and breakfast.
930am - reach RSYC and was getting all the things in place. Waiting for uncle Benny (the boat man) to arrive before we set off.
1000am - Set off from RSYC, but before we set off for Marina south we park along side a boat outside RSYC marina's to pump disel into the boat. Afterwhich we finally head for Marina south.
1130am - Reach Marina south at about 1130hrs, but my dad head in towards Kallang Basin and he stop somewhere near the Tanjong Rhu's bank, which is like my favorite hangout la.


100pm - It was about this time that we lined up out the Benjamin Shear Bridge awaiting for the time to enter to the bank along Esplandae and Marina Square. Daddy then slowly drive the boat in and there were like so many people on shore looking at us la, the feeling was like so great. For the first time, instead of standing at the breakwater looking at people drive the boat in, I was instead onboard the boat and looking at people on shore. The feeling was really so so so so different. Daddy move the boat in and out along the bank trying to find a place where the water is not so choppy. My siblings and I just get in and out of the water and was sitting at the back platform of the boat, getting ourselves tann, playing with the water and killing our time.
There were so many events going on on shore, there were water ski demo, and they even get to get a ride on the jet ski, banana boat and the power pleasure craft. I was like so enthu about it, but the queue was so so so long that I was just to lazy to go and queue for it la huh. But my chance came when a jet ski came to us to stop us from playing in the water. The guy took me out for a ride, and it was marvellous la. It was really so great that, I will really recommend you to go for a ride if there is an opportunity.
I am just like a lobster now la, so red lo, but everyone was saying that my tann is very nice hehehehe.
Later on it was steamboat and nothing much after that
Head home this morning.

After I got home, I change and was out with AY. Lol, went to Yishun Safra to see Alvin's game. Saw his parents there and we stay until his game was over. Although he didn't really perform up to his normal standard these two days, but hey boy, to me you are seriously the best bowler le, really. :)
Afterwhich AY and I went to Novena Square, went there for shopping but seems like nothing much to shop too. Nevertheless, I still got myself a blouse which cost like 19 bucks and itis really nice la, hehehehe.

It's now 1704, waiting to knock off, so decided to kill a bit of time by blogging.
A little update of what's going these few days.

Friday 071005
Planned for a surprise for Kylie during lunch at NYDC. Adrian was there too, and ya she was caught surprise for the birthday cake that the waiter had bring up to her. After which, we were splitted into two groups, one of which went for the comms lesson and the other went to do shopping instead. Of course I went shopping la, needless to say that and along with me was Xian Dan, PapaJoe and dancing King Jasper. Bought myself a halter top from 'This Fashion' hahaha sounded rather auntie right? No choice la huh, the top actually caught my eyes and seems to be quite nice. I also bought myself a small pouch from 'mlphosis' to replace my currnt brown purse which is like damaging all my cards. Xian dan request to go to Gelare, so we went there, Sam, Nic and Kylie came to meet us after the comms lesson (like what's the use of going different way right? Lol).



Nicole me and Mel

The Birthday Girl
SDU's new poster
Xian Dan and me at Gelare

Saturday 081005
Brought grandma to have breakfast before sending her to Woodlands to meet up with her sibs. After which went home to pick up my mother, sister and brother at home and head to NTUC to get the food for steamboat in the night. Sad to say I couldn't join them for the steamboat la huh. But not to worry la huh, because I was attending Geok's birthday party. Wah her family is like damn happening, it was seriously fun. Ay, HuiHui and her bf Jing Sheng and I went to Isetan Parkway to get a set of sexy lingerie for Geok. Jing Cheng seems to be like more experience than we three girls la.

At Geok's party


Sunday 091005
Went carrefour this morning to buy some things for the boat after which we went to Burger King to have our lunch. Head to RSYC after that, did some repairing there and head home after that.

That's about all for these few days....


人往往都是等到失去了才懂得珍惜.

很多时候我们都会把眼前的一切当作是理所当然, 从来不去在意或理会它存在的价值和意义. 直到有一天当它悄悄的从我们身边离去时, 这才发现它的重要. 冰冻三尺非一日之汗, 事情会发生并不是因为一件或两件事所造成的. 人与人之间往往都是在相处时不信任对方而酿成了两人生活的很不愉快. 试想想假如我们愿意多花一点点的时间去了解对方的一切, 好让自己能相信对方多一点, 那么我们不是能相处的跟融洽了吗? 所谓"和气生材", 富裕的首一条件就是要和大家相处的和和气气, 而富裕并不是钱财的富裕而是健康, 家人, 朋友, 情人和身边所有的一切. 钱财乃是身外之物, 试想有了钱而失去了健康和身边所有的一切那活着还有什么意义呢?
所以我们必须珍惜眼前所有的一切事物或人, 不要到了失去的那一天才来后悔. 因为到了哪个时候一切都会变的太迟了.

Receive a rather weird commend lately from my classmates. They were saying the first impression they had on me was that I appear to look rather fierce, and this definately made me wonder what a drastic change in the first impression I had gave to people over the years. I remember when I was in secondary school, I was always being bully by other people I don't wish to mention the names of the people la huh. Back in those days I always felt so miserable, probably that was what happened that has causes the changes in me over the years. I must admit that I did change to be someone who don't get bully by so easily, because I really hate the feeling of being made use of and got look down by people. People bound to change with a reason and well this is probably the reason for all the changes which I had faced over the years. Something happen between me and mugger today, but I don't wish to go into detail here, as I felt it's rather pointless since everything is over.

Time is always on the move, sometimes it's just slide pass you before you even realise it was there.

Went to Quidam with Nicole and Joel last night, but before that the two of them had dinner at Crystal Jade at Bugsi Junction and I was suppose to go find them when I reached there. Initially I thought the Crystal Jade was located next to the food court, but when I was there, there was no sight of Crystal Jade and I was like pondering where is it so I quickly pick up for the phone and rang AY to see if she knows where is it not. She actualyl directed me to the gourmet area located at level 2 but again Crystal Jade was not in sight and so at this point of time I have got no choice but to call Joel and ask him where is the Crsytal Jade. And finally realise they have actually shifted next to cold storage, so malu right?

Back to the show, it was really a good show which definately worth the 89 bucks which I had paid for, seriously if I had know that the show would have turn out to be so well I seriously don't mind paying more for a better view. The acrobats was all really fantastic, their body were all so flexible and they move were all so smooth. I really will give 4 stars to this show, I am retaining the one star because of the view from my seat.

Part 2
Slept like what 2 am last night, and woke up early in the morning to go have breakfast before we head for RSYC. The wether wasn't very good this morning, there was nothing we could do initially when we were there. Despite that we manage to steam clean the sofas, until a point of time when we could no longer stand the choppiness of the sea that we head towards the land for our lunch. The sun came out after that, so we started to work, got the canvas cover out to wash and many more. It was at about 1+ that my mother came to join us. There is actually this fibre glass dinggi boat attach to the yatch, tooty and I manage to find a plastic paddle and remove the dinggi from the yatch, and we went paddling around the marina as all the other yatch was out for the afternoon. It was really very fun, it was great too though we must appear to be rather stupid. We took some photo, but the photos will be uploaded later on. We were both tanning and washing st the same, it was really a great day.
Went to the cafe for steam boat and barbecue dinner, before we drive home. Poor Ondre only had his dinner at 8+.
I made mugger angry for today, because I forgot to message him early in the morning before I went out and after that, I knew he was very worry. I'm sorry! Don't angry k, pls pls. Give you a small surprise next time k :)

A new member added to the family

If you were thinking who gave birth in the family, then I shall say it's not la huh. Before I continue elabortating I shall talk about what i have done today ok?
Well this afternoon went to watch mugger at his frenly match with NUS which is held at the west coast recreational center. Was rather interesting watching something whic I might be familiar with but at the same time not sure about how the competition is like.
After which went to meet my father and sister at RSYC to have our lunch before we head for Raffles Marina. We actually went there to get our new boat, ok la the boat may not be new as it has been around for more than 10 years already but non the less it's the first time we are getting a yatch. The word excited was written all over my father's face although he was trying damn hard to hide it la huh. We went for a trial cruising before the actual hand over, after which we steer all the way from Raffles Marina to RSYC. Tooty was like videoing recording each and every thing since she got there, and the through out the whole jouney. While on the other hand I was taking photos, but I realise most of the time I was taking photos of the cloud because I think the clouds today looks really nice, bet my father gonna kill me when he saw those photos. Arrive at RSYC at about 7+, then we went to have our dinner as we were all feeling damn hungry la. Ok that's about it for today. Part two of the yatch will be continue tomorrow bah if I have the time and energy after cleaning the yatch. Photos will be uploaded later on when I have uploaded them into my lappie ya. Meanwhile, take care folks!

Saw him today

What about today???
Last night I was doing my doing my Coms Essay until 2+, so this morning when I went to I seriously look like a walking zombie. Initially, I actually don't plan to go for comms lesson in the afternoon one, as I was really too tired to do so already. Went for lunch with the gang at Cafe Cartel, afterwhich, I just walk into the class without knowing it myself. But all these are not the main points. The thing is I don't know why but I kept having this feeling that I will see him today. It's been like 2 months plus almost 3 months since school had started at TMC, I have always been afraid that I might just bump onto him one day, but the feeling that I had experience today was totally a different one. It so happen that my class for coms is designated to be at 02-01 and directly opposite the room are two computer labs, whenever I walked past the rooms I will just turn my head to the room and see if he is inside. But of course he was not there, and I was thinking maybe because my brains are playing with me and I didn't give a damn to the feeling anymore. The lesson again of course again turn out to be rather boring, Nicole, Jasper and I ended up singing and playing inside. Again like any other coms lesson, I just simply can't wait for the arrival of break. When Dr. Nice announce it's break time I just rush all the way out for the break, but due to some dillying dallying here and there everything was drag la huh. Went for break with Nicole and Mel, was walking towards the Old Chang Kee, and suddenly have the urge to buy some fancy necklace so drag Nicole into Sinma, but there was nothing that caught my eye there. And at this point of time Nicole was suggesting to go to the other shop further down at the direction towards TMC, so we walk out of the shop and head for the other shop. It's at this moment, I saw this guy in red polo-tee, I can recognise the back view. It's him, Shu Yun Chris, the guy whom I had been afraid to bump into. Please don't tell me that I might have seen him wrongly, I knew I was right it was him it was really him. At instant moment I saw him I immediately u-turn and walk back without informing Nicole who was like walking infront of me. I don't think he saw me, because his back was facing me when I saw him. For the next 10-20 mins my heart just go beating, and I was trying real hard to recover from shockness. It was until I had make sure that he walked away that I drag Kylie into the shop to get a necklace. After that, whenever someone wearing red walk pass, my focus will turn to the fellow immediately. Be it a girl or a guy, at any distance so long it's within my sight, I will definately turn towards the direction. It's not that I am afraid to see him or I am still thinking, it's just that it definately came as a shock really and I must really say, this guy has already got out from my heart. I have gave up any and every thoughts about him, this guy have hurt me so much so that until a point time where I was very afraid to get into relationship. This guy, it's just not the guy for me.
Despite all the pain I have gone through after the breakup, I must still thank Shu Yun. Why say so, well it was him who make me realise how good my friends are, and it was him who make me so much closer to my family now. I was into depression after the break up and at the same time it was during my final yr in Poly which is also quite a crucial year. It was at that time that, all my friends offer their arms, and shoulder for me to pour out everything that's inside my heart, Linus, Daniel, Samuel, Hzlinah, AiYing and Daric, it's all these people who help me pull through this period of time. Shu Yun also made me understand many things in life, one of which is the quote I use in "the girl" 'you don't need someone else to live your life for, instead live your life for yourself and you will realise how much more a happier person you can be.'