End of exam
I declare today the end of my semster and exam. I screw my paper up la huh, I was suppose to do two questions in part A and one question in part B and the entire paper was like 2 hrs la. But I spent like more than and hour doing my part B question that i am only left with slightly less than 50 mins to complete my part A. But again I spent too much time on one question and left with no time for the other question, the worse thing was I didn't even finish the only question I did in part A la. Damn screw up lo, I am sorry for all those not so nice words that I am using, I just can't help it. Anyway the paper is over le la, so don't wanna think about it too much, so I should just sit down and wait for the release of result on 011205.
After the paper, went to the internation paris buffet with the bunch of maddy today as according to plan since last Friday. Had a little conflict with Alvin today, but it's ok now already.
I seriously feel that I am just so sucky at striking a balance between everything. When I was in poly I couldn't do that, that's why everything that i am involved in is like siting on a see-saw. Thinking that the situation will be better since I came to uni but I was wrong. When I was spending too much time with my classmates I neglected Alvin. Since we got back together, I try to spend more time with him but lately I have this feeling that I am like drifting away from my classmates especially with the close ones Mel, Jen, Sam and Nic. I felt that, there are so many things that they are talking about that I don't know just because I was not with them and was spending time with Alvin instead. Everytime they talk about something I felt so lost, it was not like last time when I could understand what they talking about. Whenever they laugh about something that took place when I was not around I felt no where and I had to go ask them about what happen and felt rather stupid la. The other time when I just started school, I was like spending so much time with my frenz that I kinda like neglected Alvin. And we ended up try cooing off for a few weeks. Who can teach me how to strike a better balance? Is it true that you cannot have the best of everything? Haiz~!
Don't worry people, I am fine, just feel like letting out everything that is inside me that's all
I declare today the end of my semster and exam. I screw my paper up la huh, I was suppose to do two questions in part A and one question in part B and the entire paper was like 2 hrs la. But I spent like more than and hour doing my part B question that i am only left with slightly less than 50 mins to complete my part A. But again I spent too much time on one question and left with no time for the other question, the worse thing was I didn't even finish the only question I did in part A la. Damn screw up lo, I am sorry for all those not so nice words that I am using, I just can't help it. Anyway the paper is over le la, so don't wanna think about it too much, so I should just sit down and wait for the release of result on 011205.
After the paper, went to the internation paris buffet with the bunch of maddy today as according to plan since last Friday. Had a little conflict with Alvin today, but it's ok now already.
I seriously feel that I am just so sucky at striking a balance between everything. When I was in poly I couldn't do that, that's why everything that i am involved in is like siting on a see-saw. Thinking that the situation will be better since I came to uni but I was wrong. When I was spending too much time with my classmates I neglected Alvin. Since we got back together, I try to spend more time with him but lately I have this feeling that I am like drifting away from my classmates especially with the close ones Mel, Jen, Sam and Nic. I felt that, there are so many things that they are talking about that I don't know just because I was not with them and was spending time with Alvin instead. Everytime they talk about something I felt so lost, it was not like last time when I could understand what they talking about. Whenever they laugh about something that took place when I was not around I felt no where and I had to go ask them about what happen and felt rather stupid la. The other time when I just started school, I was like spending so much time with my frenz that I kinda like neglected Alvin. And we ended up try cooing off for a few weeks. Who can teach me how to strike a better balance? Is it true that you cannot have the best of everything? Haiz~!
Don't worry people, I am fine, just feel like letting out everything that is inside me that's all
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