Muselisation

Last entry of the year, shall update about my life recently and wrap the year up with a nice big ribbon.

Finally move back home yesterday~! The house that I've been staying in for the past 21 years has undergo renovation and it look totally different now. Will upload the fotos the next time round.

Keryn broke from her norm and went clubbing the other day. Sound weird huh? Wondering if you are reading the right blog? Hahaha.... After 22 years of being the guai guai girl that no one has believe in me, I step into Dbl O for the first time 2 days ago. *Surprise *Surprise~!!!!
The trip was suggested by Wyne and we met his two other friends there. Thanks dear for the trip, feel free to ask me along if you going again.
It was a totally different experience from my previous visit to DXO (*Was an invitation to a Bikini show, so not counted. Lol~!). It was a great experience and I definately enjoy myself there~!

It's 2007 in less than 10 hours time. Before the new year came by I already got myself into a stupid confusing situation. Argh~!

New year, new beginning and a new start~! So have you make your New Year Resolution already?

So AY, New year, new beginning, new job contract, new life, new pay when is the new bf coming in???? Hahahaha. 加油加油~!!

***People I have a good friend here, Age: 22 years old, Gender: Female, Ht: 165 cm Wt: Varies(hahaha), Occupation: Physiotherapist, Hobby: Mahjong, Window shopping, etc..... Character: Outer look demure, naive, nonsense, jovial and faithful~!!!!
Anyone interested?????? *** ---> I'm a good friend right? Hahaha

Like I had said this is a one peaceful year, but 2 person make a great step into my life~!
First it was on valentine day that Bryan came in and *poof* a great friend he turn into. This added to my collection of big bunch of very very good friends.

Next, it was Wyne. Had forgotten how this fella drop by, but without mentioning he's definately a gift from god. Till date, only Mel and AY know about whats going on btwn this fella and me. He came in as a normal friend and gradually transform into someone special. Despite his consistent MIA from time to time, but understand that was due to his busy schedule in camp.

With all the public holidays coming to an end, it also mean that, it will be back to full force when I step into the office again. Sian~!!! No more X'mas carols in office~!!!!!

Happy New Year people~!!!!!

It's Christmas once again, time just shoot by like a rocket for the past one year. As the day draw nearer, some memories of last year came floating by just as well. Especially when I see my Nano (a gift from someone last Christmas), which is gonna turn 1 year old in a few days time. Of all the Christmas carols, my favourite had always been Last Christmas, but this year I can really relate to the song espeically well.

Trying to test the new camera that JunYing has bought haha


This is the birthday boy of the day, Wee Zhong Rui (091106)


Little did we know that he is the son of one of the MP of Ang Mo Kio
So we decided to take photos with him as remembrance


During the photo session with Zhong Rui, some boys from behind shouted "That boy is Ong Teng Chiong grandson". So we were hunting for him and *poof* there he is~!!!


Time off after work, it's time to relax one corner and hangout with the buddies at work.

冰冻三尺非一日之寒，我在中学时常用在文章的一段句子。
这段所讲的就是，冰块会冻到三尺高并不是一天的时间就能造成的。而是经过一段时间才会我们眼前所看到的。
很多时候事情都是慢慢从某件事演变成我们眼前所看到的一切。

最近,我周围发生了一些事情。有些事是对我有正面的影响而另一些却没有。但很不巧的, 我发现这些事都不是一夜之间就会发生的。而是经过一段很长的时间一直都没有人设法去决绝, 事情才会变得越来越严总。无论是在感情上, 或是在样儿育女。

情侣或夫妻间应有市担的沟通与信任。从相逢到相爱到结婚和生儿育女, 这是一段旅程走来不易。所以想一想, 当初为什么要选择对方成为你的总生伴侣呢? 还有这些年来你们一起走过那么长的一段岁月, 这些回忆都只属于你们俩人拥有。既然如此, 为什么还要让一些毫不相干的事或人来影响这段一直以来都那么幸福快乐的旅途呢?

能相识与相爱就是一种缘分。人生的旅途并不是很长, 我们何不学会去放下一切仇恨和抱负,做个更快乐的人呢? 我明白要放下一切并不是很简单, 但如果你不去尝试你有合成知道你是否做得了。人生之故以来不就是要活到老学到老吗? 不只是在课业上我们得不断地向上学习, 生活则学也不例外。

同样的, 父母也得尝试去了解儿女究竟要的是什么。如果你要子女体谅你的处境, 那你也得体谅他们不是吗? 孩子虽然还小, 但他们也有他们自己的烦恼。我们也曾走过这条路, 所以这一切我们都不把它们放在眼里。不过想一想他们也不过是的小孩, 从没体会过这些事情, 那他们有是否知道这些事情到底重要还是不重要呢? 父母不能只是把自己当作大人来教育孩子, 身为父母你们也应该把自己放在孩子们的处境, 唯有这样你才能更了解孩子在想什么。

希望这一段话能帮助到那些正在面对着问题的情侣, 夫妻, 父母与孩子们。Even if you are not facing any problem, I hope the above may serve as an advise or guide for everyone out there. As these are the things that one may face sooner or later.

So to all our there, do take care.

Love,
Keryn

爱是非常深奥
爱是很不理智
爱会让人变疯
爱是多么可怕
但能爱是甜蜜

小时候的爱是那么的简单
你对我好而我又不讨厌你
那就在一起了
长大后这一切都不以伪然
事情渐渐的都变的很复杂

原本对自己说千万不能再掉进无底洞了,
但最近又好像又查点掉进去.
当他没回我的简讯时我会感到很不开心
这些迹象是在表示着些什么吗? 还是我想太多了?
我真的喜欢上他了吗?
还是只是因为一时新鲜感才会这样呢?
爱盈诠我选乙君, 但乙君又好像遥不可积.
而甲君虽然已表示了心意，但行动与所表示的却不以资.
真是被这些人搞的我团团转.

What can you do on the eve of Hari Raya?

Celebrating friend's birthday at some club? That was what he did.

For me, I threw myself into the crowd at Geyland Serai. The ever so empty carpark at Paya Lebar Singpost was so pack last night. Took a walk down the street flooded with people. Malays are not the only people you can find there, there are so many people from other races just as well. Chinese, Indians, Blangdeshies, Caucasian, Vietnamese, etc, are all the other kind of races you can find there. We call this a multi racial gathering? Isnt this what Singapore's government has always been trying to promote? Learning the culture of your fella Singaporeans. Wait a minute~!!! Before this entry turn out to be a Nation education entry, I think i shall stop here and continue about my experience at Geylang Serai last night.

The thing that I find it very interesting is that, I will never pay a visit to Chinatown on CNY season, yet I will always go to Geylang Serai on Hari Raya season. Totally have no idea why is this so man. Main objectives yesterday was to find good buy and good food.

The crowd was terrible. You basically have to squeeze yourself through the oncoming human traffic. The people there really don't care if they bang onto you or what, they simply use their force to get themselves through the crowds. I remember one incident, when I was walking infront of AY, there was this Malay lady who was walking towards me in the opposite direction. She bang onto me as we were crossing each other's path and know what? The next thing i knew, I was moving back one step to make sure I don't fall. Boy, this is how strong the bang was.

Last night we manage to filled our shopping bags with great deals, bought myself a pair of slippers, two pairs of shades and a watch, total bill for last night was $37.50. Think it was quite worth it because manage to find the pair of slippers that I want and a finally a pair of white color frame shade.

We spent about four hours roaming around the place. Sweat was what accompanied us through the entire shopping trip last night, but felt it was all worth it.

Not forgetting about the foods that we purchase last night as well. The giant version satay, cheesedog and Rumly burger.

Later on we drove off to Tg Rhu to enjoy our aftermath feast there. It's been quite sometimes since I last been there. So does this indicate a good sign? Probably.

We spent about one hour by the road side, enjoying our food and starting take photos on the road. The place was just as quiet, so we are able to have the entire stretch of road to ourselves.

Wonder if there is such a place and if I can do something like this when I am in Australia. Probably this is the beauty of Singapore that has made me wanna stay here.

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Well, I was working hard off stage on my assignments, trails and indulging in my new vcd Princess Hour. The assignments was really terrible, though I haven't handed in all, but at least I have clear one of the major one, Radion & Broadcasting Journ. Slept a total of only 7 hours on both wed and thur and had to work on thur and fri morning. It was really testing my limits.

Had just finish watching my Princess Hour's vcd this afternoon. The show was filled with laughter and emotions, it has been a long time since I had last watch such a touching show. Tears that was accompanied during the time of watching could probably flood my room. Of course, other than crying and laughing with the progression of the show, I had also learned many things from the show just as well. I greatly recommend all girls to catch the show!

Enough of crying and laughing, it's time to go back to work and assignments again. Had 3 assignments to submit this week and I'll be done for the semester.
***To all you out there, TMC kids, good luck to all of you for your exam. Though I won't see you people at the exam hall, but no worry I will meet you people for after exam celebration k. :-)

Found out that 'That' fella's gf came to check out on my friendster page. But it didn't bother me la, just don't understand what she want from me that's all. Probably her bf is preparing for his exam, so she's so bored that she wanna come ka jiao me. Then again, heck her la, don't have that kind of time to go and entertain her. Just let her do what she want. I would rather spend the time meddling with my own stuffs.

A little chinese poem from me:

期盼依旧 简单一举
我爱你
何时才会 有人感言

Dom design a very cool pair of my favourite converse high cut shoe for me.
I have attach the design below.
I have also attach a pair that I have design.
Check it out:

What can two women do when the weekly mj has been cancel??
Roam along Orchard.
Dine at Far East.
Shop for my idea dress.

Hang around at That CD Shop and started the photo ho-ing session.







Headed to Holland for don't know what reason.
Manage to each get ourselves a top each.
Too crowded at Wala so headedfor Breko instead.
Beer simply sucks~!

Was over at Apple's place last Sunday, this is just what we have spotted behind the door of her bathroom.


Men are like....

1. Men are like Laxatives ...... They irritate the crap out of you.

2. Men are like Bananas ...... The older they get, the less firm they are.

3. Men are like Weather ...... Nothing can be done to change them.

4. Men are like Blenders ...... You need One, but you're not quite sure why.

5. Men are like Chocolate Bars ...... Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips.

6. Men are like Commercials ...... You can't believe a word they say.

7. Men are like Department Stores ...... Their clothes are always 1/2 off.

8. Men are like Government Bonds ...... They take soooooooo long to mature.

9. Men are like Mascara ...... They usually run at the first sign of emotion.

10. Men are like Popcorn ...... They satisfy you, but only for a little while.

11. Men are like Snowstorms ...... You never know when they're coming, how many inches you'll get or how long it will last.

12. Men are like Lava Lamps ...... Fun to look at, but not very bright.

13. Men are like Parking Spots ...... All the good ones are taken, the rest are handicapped.

Just how true are all these?? Well you shall decide this yourself.

First thing first~!!!
Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to you
Happy Brithday to Kylie
Happy Birthday to YOU~!!!!!

Happy Birthday my darling Ky, turning 20 years old this. May you be as pretty as ever, and remember to have an enjoyable day.
Catch up with you soon~!!!!


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11/10/06
Woke up with a slight fever and terrible flu. Nevertheless, manage to pull myself out of bed and drag myself to East Coast Pri Sch for the Chinatown trail.

Was the worse trail I had ever done since I have started this job. The students are really very nice and enthu, but sad to say it's the irritating teachers who got on my nerves. Never in my life have I seen such selfish, self-centred, arrogant, snobbish, irresponsible, anyway it's just beyond description from words.

My illness got worse after the trail. But still manage to drag myself out of the house to take photos for my online journalism assignment.

Met a group of very nice boys at the street soccer court near my place. They were very gracious in agreeing to allow me to take of them. Two malay boys even, allow me to took shots of them smoking. While the rest of the chinese boys even help me with the voice recording and video recording. When they were about to start another round of their game, they even offered me to join them in the game, well of course I didn't join them. But it was simply very nice of them. Thank you guys - from Geylang Methodist Secondary School.

My day slightly turn for the better after meeting this group of students.

My day ended with a some sweet and lovely messages from you. Thank you for being there for me, you too must take care and MUST not fall sick. Don't forget that you still have to make up to me for neglecting me these few days, so you must stay healthy to do something for me hehe. ;-P

12/10/06
Stayed at home the entire day to do recording TV & Radio Journalism's assignment 3.
My phone finally rang at 9+, Phil, Daric and AY are going for some tou hua, so they asked me along as well. 上了贼船, after our dao huay water I was being drag to the drian store. Good thing I have a block nose, so it didn't affect me much haha~!!

忙忙碌碌究竟是为了什么?
难道我们所谓的美丽人生就不过是如此吗?

钱不是万能
但没钱却是
万万都不能

Trust you to think that I am nuts about going gagaing over my lecturer. But seriously, you cannot blame me for allowing something like this to happen, when you have a lecturer like him.

At the mention of the word 'lecturer', image of a 50 years old man with receeding hairline may start floating in your brain. *Poke*Poke* Bursting all the ugly images for you. This lecturer that we are talking about here is barely 30 years old.

A man who spent his childhood in a kampong somewhere in Yio Chu Kang, grew up to be a Master student majoring in Sociology and teaching Sociology of Children.

What is it about this man, that makes me wanna mention him in my blog? Well, close friends would probably had already heard about him from me numerous time. He is just like a big walking joke, that you will understand only when you see him.

This little boy in the skin of a big man is just one of the most interesting and shy lecturer that I have came across in my life so far. Everyone agrees to the fact that he is really cute and can be quite dump in class sometimes. Apart from that dummy impression that he never fail to give people, he is indeed a man of knowledge. Jen & I had labelled him as The knowledgable kampong boy. It is only when attending his class, that you will question yourself 'how a person like him still exist in this world?'

Sad to say that this coming Saturday will be the last time I will ever get a chance to attend his class. Nevertheless, for sure, I will never fail to remember this lecturer and all his classic moments for life.

- On the very first lesson, he actually blush when he realised that I was starring at him when he was giving lecture. But come on, not about the fact that I am hum sup, but who do not look at the lecturer when he or she is talking?

- He actually wore his top inside out without realising it. He actually try to make a lame joke out of it when Ken finally expose his clumsiness to him. He was saying something like, "I thought I could make the headline for fashion today." And he actually blame Apple and me for laughing at him and not telling him about it.

- It was a hazy week and many people fell sick during that particular week due to the haze. He was late for class for the first time since the semester had started. He walked into the class and say, "I am sick, I cannot teach." It totally sounds like a little boy throwing tantrum.

- He was giving lecture during one of his last few lessons. In the beginning of the class he was telling us that he is not going to talk too loud because he have to save his voice for the afternoon class. However, as the lecture proceed his volume seems to grew as the time tick by. When he finally realise that he was talking too loudly, he actually talk to himself, "Ok cool down cool down."

- Getting him to reply your email during time of emergency, such as assignments due, is the most torturous thing one could experience. Living in the 21st century, he is a living evidence of human in Singapore who still uses a dial up at home. Not the fact that I am laughing at him but it is really unbelievable.

While going for class on a Saturday morning seems like a chore, it was with a lecturer like him that spikes up the morning and make you wants to go for his class.

可恶的烟雾迷漫着我们美丽的夜空.
最新的空气污染指数: 140

烟雾啊烟雾, 你什么时候才舍得回家?
你害到大家都被病魔产生.
行行好吧, 赶快回家找你家人去吧.

已经很久都没用华文来 blog 了. 既然今天有时间, 那我就来写些东西吧.

"等久就有", 一句我们经常都再用的话.
但是等久了就一定会有吗?

我发现, 随着我们一年一年的长大, 烦恼却越来越多, 而不明白的事也越来越多.
也许这只是我个人的看法.

"长大后要做什么???" 虽然我已经二十二岁了, 而且周围的朋友都开始步入社会了. 但这个问题还是在我脑海里复线着.

我不想 我不想 不想长大~!!!!!!

如果你在想我究竟在传达什么讯息, 讲真的其实我也不太懂.
也许今天我所说的都是为了要说些东西而说的吧.

Been more than a week since I have last blog.

Well during this one week, I was basically rushing for my soci assignment and went for a short getaway to Genting.

Singapore Idol's result was release on mon, and Hady was announce the winner, well to me I think it was more than fair enough because Hady truthfully did perform better than Jonathon on the night. However, I felt that they are both very different kind of person. While Hady seems more like an individualist, on the other hand Jonathon shines brighter than Hady when performing with a group of people or with a band. But as far as this competition is in concern, it's all about individual.

Sneak into the central library at NUS on tue with Jen, manage to fish out some useful references that has aided me much on the assignment. Manage to handed it in on thur, and of course I have to thanks and apologise to Harry. I have been bugging him from time to time regarding the project.

Went to did think tank programe at Qiaonan Primary School today. Many people might not know this, actually I was from Qiaonan Primary School when I was in pri 1 and 2. However, due to certain unforeseen circumstance I was transfer to Aljunied Primary School at pri 3, this is also the place where I met AY again after graduated from K2. Back to track, the feel I had today was really funny. After more than a decade I am back to the school again, but this time round I am back with a different status. In the past I enter the school gate as a student, but this time round I enter the school gate as a teacher. The main structure of the school was still there, and there are slight changes here and there. But I can still remember the two classes that I was studied in and the light blue uniform that I was once in. Everything seems to be so familiar yet so distant.

Celebrated with AY's bday in the evening, met the gang up in the evening at city hall and we went to Ding Tai Feng for dinner, the birthday girl gave us a treat. Haha... Geok parted with us after the dinner, because she was not feeling too well and was too tired from work. So the remaining 4 of us took a short walk over to Chijmes's Irish Bar for a drink. It was a quiet celebration we had for her this year as compare to last year. Guess after turning 21, everyone just wish to quiet down and have simple celebration.

Next, was to looking forward to my MJ Club's Genting retreat. More details and photo will be disclose in the next entry.

This week was a funfilling and wonderful week.
Earlier this week I met up with Andy and he brought me to Sentosa's Tg beach, where his dragon boat club kept their Outrigged Canoe (OC). Was there to try out on the new water sport, the OC. It was very very fun, it's the combination of a K boat using the dragon boat's paddle. It was not as unstable as K because of the 'hama' (not sure if that's how you spell it) that was supporting the boat, which prevent the canoeist to capsize.
Went through a lot of hassle in order to try out on the canoe, but guess everything was worth it.

Thur and Fri was as usual, doing trails but at a new location, Kampong Glam. Had a great partner for both days and most importantly, the students were just as great.

The highlight of the week was Saturday, through out the entire I was waiting for this day to arrive for only one reason. And that was because, I am meeting my canoe polo team mates for a gathering by the pool side at SP. Went for Harry's lesson as per normal, but try my best to leave as soon as his class ended. Head for SP by bus 106, the very same bus that I always took to school when I was in year 1. The very same route that the bus was taking, but so many things and buildings that we pass by along the way have change.
Finally arrive at the bus stop at Dover station after a bus ride of about 20-30 mins. Took a slow walk from the bus stop to the swimming pool, recollecting all the memories that I once had at the place. Walked pass the convention hall, the very place where I attended my convocation. Met Ah Hong, my senior, along the way, he have change a lot as well, looking so mature in his shirt and pants. Soon I was going up the flight of long staircase where it lead to food court 5, as I was walking up the flight of stairs I could hear people should from the pool and I'm sure there is an on going game. Walking into the swimming pool area, I was first greeted by my girls team who were sitting at the audience gallery as per usual. I simply misses wach and everyone so much. All the faces who were once so close to me, helping me to hang on out there in the game. Change into my singlet and short, waiting for the guys to finish their games before we took out turn into the pool. Saw CQ and gang, went to them. They are the guys who are one batch more senior than me. Sometime things are really so interesting, I seem to be closer to this bunch of guys as compare to the guys from my batch, neither do I have any idea why is this so. Of course people like, Kenneth, Heng Foo and Andrew were there as well.
Finally it's our turn to play a game against the current senior girls, on my side I have all the alumnis who were my closest SPG teammates as well, Wei Ning, Ting Yi, Candice, Wen Qi and Me. While gearing up, I stretch out my hand to reach for a life vest and only to realise that, "Hey it's No. 4 and that's my number~!" All the feelings and emotions simply run across me.
It's been a long time, since all of us played together as a team. However, all our 'codes' and 'formation' and 'way of communication' during the game still remain. And I suppose this is what we term as team spirit.

131 Big D Cover 我进去 Giao 进 跟 推 Charge

Been slacking the past few days and really concentrating on my Radio Broadcast assignment, it was suppose to be due today, so started to rush last night.

Woke up early in the morning, dragging my feet to airport. Not that I don't like doing airport trails, it's just that there are too many restrictions and not really free to roam around the place.

Am suppose to take the CHIJ (TP) girls for today, felt normal in morning, no special feeling. Felt a little scare, because for like the first time, I am taking secondary school students to do Airport trail and the questions seem quite difficult.

Finally the time come to pick the girls up at about 8:30, they seem quite well and were rather enthu about today's trail. Went through all the stations with the girls smoothly, and was going at quite fast pace today. For like the first time, since I have started doing trail, I completed all the questions to all the stations. The credit goes to the wonderful bunch of girls. Thanks to their co-operation and this has definately aided me in carrying out the trail smoothly.

This group of girls really brighten up my day. I was like feeling so tired this morning even before the trail started, but it was this group of girls who make up feel so awake. I felt so much like a part of them. They are all so young and so full of energy, make me feel like going back to 13 years old again. Did a lot of silly things with the girls today, like racing to see who reach the destination first and etc.

Thank you girls for making my day such a wonderful one~!

Sometime, it's really all these things that makes me love my job so much.
I have always wonder what does passion means and how it feels like when people say they have a passion for doing that thing. Now I finally understand this word 'Passion'.

Was talking to Wei Ning earlier on, and realise time have really pass very fast and many things have change.

Was asking her just now about how was her recent Annual Canoe Polo Championship was. Heard from someone that this year she is not playing for SP and had join Gracie's team (NP allumni) instead, and well ya they cling the 2006 Gold medal. However, WN was reflecting that she did not really enjoy the game very much because there is a lack of the "play until die" feeling. The team was too strong and winning seems like a flip of the finger. So I was asking her, it's the kind of feeling we had when we were playing for SP in the past right and she answer "Yea man." This remind me of my conversation with Chen Qing few days back, we were talking about how much we misses those days when we play polo in SP. Those were the best time we all once had shared them together. From my conversation with CQ and WN I can really sense that just like they are missing our teams, fellow teammates, trainings and competition that we fought together.

What will my poly days be like without these bunch of people? How will Keryn be like without going through all these hardship with these peoples?

There is a saying, "It's through the hardship that make a person a tougher one." And I totally agree with this sentence.

SPG:
My 3 best captains: Cheryl, Wei Ning, Ting Yi
My best partner for zone-ing: Wen Qi
My best team mates: Yue Zhen, Candice
Our best Keepers: He Shang, Serene

SPCT:
My best instructors: Wei Keong, Heng Foo, Hong Fan, Kenneth, Walter, Jacky, Jackson, Ah Bang

Over at kallang side I have my all time and best shi fu, Algene. It's through all his tough trainings, sometime harsh remarks that drives me to be a 'motor' sprinter.

Of course credit will go to other Seniors, batch mates, and Juniors as well.
And not forgetting my coaches, David Tang (Kallang), Colombo (Kallang) and Shaun (Polo).

Thank you people, thanks a million~!

Had just revamp the interface of Jaeworld. I have actually change the background to white color, hoping to give an overall cleaner look. Hope you ppl out there feels comfortable with this new look of Jaeworld.
Started doing this since last night, and had finally finish. Do drop comments to tell me how you feel about this new interface....

Good day ppl~!

To me it's non other than seeing the happy face on the students.

Was doing the Sentosa mega race today, was suppose to have a partner with me at my station. However, due to some discrepancy in admin side, I end up handling the 40 students from Yishun Sec and the station all by myself. What makes the situation worse was that the bus uncle who was suppose to ferry my school is so attitude la. When I ask for a mic from him so that I could talk to the students in the bus, he was like so reluctant to reply me. Guess he must have misjudge my ability base on my petite frame and thinks that he could put some air on me, anyway I can't be bother with him too. Sometime I really felt lucky that, I was born with a naturally loud voice especially after I took up this job. So I simply raise my voice a little and this was good enough to deliver all the important information to the students on the bus. I must say the students are definately a great bunch, they really cooperate with me while I was talking. They also help me carry all the sutffs to the station, it's really very nice of them.

Sadly my station is located at the giant compass at Sentosa whic is situated right infront of the Merlion. There was no shade and the sun was shinning so strongly today. There is no way I could hide from the sun, but thanks to the cap that Ken has lent to me, it's really helps alot.

My day at the station was quite bad, and there are simply too many things that screwed up. After the race ended, I had to rush all the way up to join Ken and Charlette to rush back to the ferry terminal.

It was definately a very tiring day! However, it was the feedback from my students which make me feel that, all the tiring stuffs and all the screwed up thing that I have gone through is all worth it. Although only two groups from my school got into the Top 20 and won the trophy, but the entire bunch of 40 students who represented their school was so grateful to me and was telling me "thank you", "I will miss you", "teacher we love you so much" and showing me appreciation through all their smily faces. I got some very interesting feedback from the students today, one of the question in the feedback form goes something like this:
Which station do you enjoy the most?
And the interesting answer I got was:
"The compass station, because the instructor very cute."
Undeniable that I do felt quite flatter and happy, haha. But seriously this group of students are really very nice and cute. They really make me change my views on taking secondary school of today.

I never had the practice of going up the bus after every trail to say good bye to the students, however, today was an exceptional. I actually request from the teacher to go up the bus to say thank you and bid farewell to the students.

***Yishun Secondary you guys rockz~!***

Upon receiving the offer letter from monash regarding success application to on campus transfer, my emotions goes hay wire.
Isnt this what I have been waiting for since the day I was enorolled into the school? Isnt this the day that I have been waiting since the year began? But why are the feeling inside me jumping here and there?
Apart of me is feel so happy that they have accepted and what's more they actually offer us to go to Causfield, after submitting the application, both Pearly and myself was so worry that they may not accept us. Another part of me is feeling dead sad, upon receiving this offer letter simply means that my departure date is drawing near. Many time while looking at my grandmother, my dog, my family, Aiying, Daric, TMC kids or many many more other people I cant help but feel that the tears are filling my eyes and may just give way anytime. When colleagues from Zenitant talk or ask about my departure stuffs I started feeling sad as well. I cant bear to leave each and everyone and everything here, but I keep telling myself, leaving is only for my own good and time passes by veyr fast, I will be back in no time.

Milton I am so sorry for canceling our date today.
Been rushing for all my assignments and been working these few days, so I just wish to stay out from places where there is a lot of people, I really hope you can understand. I will see you soon k, let's go to some interesting places instead.

I was being kaypo and went to visit "his" & "her" friendster's page just now. However, this time round the feeling was no longer the same. I don't feel anything at all, it was like numb and I really mean it. Does this mean I am getting over it? But if I am getting over it, why am I still so kaypo about their life?

Wasn't really doing well for the exercises in Radion and TV journ class. Sometime I really had problem comprehending what Rohani wants us to do, while other time I simply have problem coordinating what I am thinking in words that I am suppose to present. This is definately not the Keryn who was once the best presenter in class, where has the full of confident, not scare of anything and best at smoking Keryn gone to?
I miss the old Keryn who talk like nobody's business and whose brain is working so fast.

Right now trying hard to organise the 11 people gathering, really had a bit of problem trying to gather all 11 of us. I know it's difficult to accomodate to everyone, but still I will try my best, because like I said this is this gathering for all 11. It would definately defeat the purpose is someone is gonna be absent right?

It was just another boring day. Woke up at about 10:50 (*pause for a moment, a strench of durian coming out from the kitchen... Argh~!!! I am choking from it), I remember it because I saw the time on my handphone that was by the side of my bed. Went to class early today so as to meet up the girls for the project discussion. Only Mel and me turn up in the end, Averil had to rush for assignment that is to be due tomorrow, and as for Big Liz had no idea whether she is even coming for lesson or not. Melissa confided in me over some personal problem that had arise lately, and rest assure girl what ever you have done are what I could have done too if i were to be in the same situation. Anyway was done with the assignments dicussion and decided to take a walk but was back in class for lesson in a short while. Everything in class today was the same as any other.

After Sheila ended her class, Mel and I were waiting for Pearly and her group memebers to finish their discussion before we head home. In the mid of meeting, suddenly my phone rang, "it's the TMC ringtone, could it be Melissa?" Took out my phone and only to realise that it's Nicole, I have not seen this woman for ages. She happen to be meeting her 5 at Cityhall and decided to give us a visit. After putting down the phone, I jump up and start packing my things, dragging Melissa along with me to wait for Nicole at the school's staircase. Really misses this girl so much. Dress in a red Zara top and her jeans, she looks wonderful as usual. Spent a little time with her while waiting for Nick and Sam to come out from class, we had our little girlie catch up sessions. After a long wait, Nicole decided to make a move as her friend has already reach. Hope to see the girl soon.

Feeling so tired as I was walking home from the train station, along with me its the heavy laptop and text book that probably shorten my height by a bit more. Now you people understand why I am so short le ba.

Nothing much to do and was surfing around and bump into Bryan's blog on Friendster. All the post were posted like one year ago, and it was all reflections about his trip to Mount Kinnabaru. It was really interesting to read the blog about someone else's blog know what they were doing exactly one year ago. Found a phrase inside that is so true and I had the same sendiments all along, " You Never Walk Alone". This was what I kepting drilling into my brain after the breakup. "I am never alone because I have all my wonderful friends around. I don't need the special someone in my life to be happy."

With this I would like to thank all the people who are there for me these 8 mnths. Always there for me when I most needed someone, to fill my life with wonderful events and to be the special people in my life.

AiYing - You never fail to be there for me no matter what happen. Thanks for your shoulder, your time and all advices.

Daric - Always there to fill my life with laughter, nonsense, activities and encouragements. Thanks for everything papa pimp.

Kylie - Bitching incorporation~! The girl who never fail to filled my life with more and more new things in life. Thanks to my beloved girlfriend.

Melissa - Rabbit Princess live up to her name, always showering me with love, care and concern. Never fail to date me out for girlie chats. Thanks my dear little girl.

Jenny - My shopping kaki, never fail to enjoy each and every shopping seesions. It's always enjoyable to make ourselves pretty together. Thanks girlie, for all the pillow and beauty session.

Milton - Dating will never be the same without you. Interesting dating venues and all the things we did together. Thanks for all the wonderful dates and consistent showering of love.

Jeremy - My nightlife buddy, though it's been quite long since I last seen you. Thanks for spending all the quiet night either at supper or by the windy beach with me. Thanks Jem.

Vincent - He came into my life just when it was at it's lowest point. Showering me with endless lovey dovey messages and sweetness is what this guys is best at. Though he is far from me, but he never fail to make me feel sugar coated. Thanks Boston dear.

Bryan - A simple message on Valentine's day makes my day a happy one. Thanks to this guy who made my day a different one from what I thought it would be. Thank you Silly Old Turtle~!

Of course there are many more like Joel, Apple, Angela, Nor, and many many more. Thanks to all you people out there for the things you have done for me all these time. Love you people all~!
It's been quite sometime since I have written such a long blog, sorry for making you people tired. Take care people~!

We are made in Singapore~!!!

Ah Ken 爷爷 always say "Keryn, she don't like children one la," or "Dont let the kids get near r, or she'll turn violent." However, my current job may make you think otherwise.

Last Friday (110806), I was at Esplanade taking another round of my job. This time round it's a group of P4 kids from Qi Fa Primary School. I must really say this, this is the best group of kids that I had ever taken since I started on this job. These kids are even better than my other students from Maris Stella or even Fairfield Methodist. I did not have to raise my voice or shout at them, and they are so obedient through out the entire trail. One of the guy from the class even perform his singing to his classmates when I request for a performance from them. They are just so cute.....
Well I guess the kids likes me pretty much too, hehehe I am not being thick skin here k.... During our free time the kids were like asking me to go to their school and be their teachers, and well guess this was a great compliment for me from these kids.

Here are some of the photos that I have took of them during the trail:

They are just so excited about the Banana leaves, and ya the kids was asked to blow some music from the banana leaves. Apperently there was only this malay boy from the class who was able to do it.


The future Singpore Idol. So ppl do take note of this face say about 8 years later, kkkk...


What is a day of work without these kids~!!!!

Had a 2nd round of celebration for Daric on the eve of National Day. While everyone was cramping at Esplanade to watch the firework, the few of us decided to head for Sentosa's Palawan Beach and have an evening pinic.

The 5 of us of us are not beach fanatics so we end up spending close to 45 mins spinning around the island just to look for the carpark to the beach. Come to think of it now, it's quite a funny sight actually. Two cars tagging closely to one another, and when the car leading lost it's way we have to park side by side to discuss on where to head.

It's been a long time since we have organise something like that. Thanks to the food prepared by Daric and Tze Min, sandwiches, hotdog buns and RED WINE~!@!! My mother prepared us some fried bee hoon and mix vegs to go with, of course some tidbits to go along with.




The two jokers~!


Birthday boy and his girl~!

Birthday boy enjoying his fried bee hoon


Come have some red wine to fulfill this night

After some food and red wine, we decided to get our butt off the sand and get involved in some ball games. Initially we were playing monkey, but Daric and Kheng was so into the game that the both of them end up passing the ball to one another only. So we switch to playing beach soccer instead, it's the game of the girls vs the guys. And eventually the guys won the game at 3:2, but the girls are good too k...


The so call 'Charlie Angels'



After spending a short evening at the beach, we head to Daric's place for another night of mahjong game as we have always do....

Had a surprise party for Daric last week (050806). It was held at BBQ pit at Tze Min's place. Although it was just the few of us, but it was really enjoyable, nice and simple.
Am a little quite busy and a bit lazy to do a collage these few days, so will just show you some of the fotos that was taken there. Will find time to do up a nice one for u k, Daric....


The birthday boy, arriving surprisingly




Birthday Boy receiving all his funny funny Birthday pressies....




Strawberry Short cake from BAKERZIN


Finally Presenting the group of us~!!!

Lao had a shock out of his life when he spotted the a story book written bu Hillary Clinton in my car this afternoon. The first thing he said was, "Huh serious ah, Keryn this is you book ah??? You really reading this book ah?"
"What's wrong", I replied. I continued, "I know this is so not my kind of book la, but do you have to like react so big??"
"But like one month ago you are still reading that bimbotic book and now you are reading about this woman who is like so garang one," said Joel.

Well the first thing was, in the past you could hardly even see Keryn finish reading an entire story book. But now things are different.
This made me realise that people change from time to time without you yourself even realising it. People can change over the shortest period of time that you can imagine it to be.
Recently, Keryn has been doing a lot of things that not only puzzled the people around her but at the same time are things that she thinks its so amusing.

What are the changes you have seen in yourself this few months??? Are you changing in the direction that you had all along yearn for?

Am officially out of one job today and with this I am left with two jobs. Work work work, study study study, play play play, these are the things that surround my life these few months.

Before I go on I wanna congrat Xiao Wei and her husband for their new born baby girl on the 1st Aug. Xiao Wei 做妈妈了~!!!!!!!

Went back to HSBC yday to meet up with the ex colleagues and friends. There were so many new and unfamiliar faces. The places no longer look like the place that I was once so family with, and the place where I once work so hard at. Really miss Herni, Yani, Nor, Angela, Ying Jia and the rest alot. Those were the days when I really enjoy and love my job so much.

Although I've been pretty tired these few days, but have been thinking about an issue. "What is life all about??? What do I really want from my life???"
Everyone seems to know what sort of job they want in the future and have a rough idea about what they will be doing, except me~! I seem to be the only one who have no idea what I wanna do in the future. I am kinda like just taking a step at a time and not looking ahead. Am I taking the dangerous path???
Everyday, we work so hard. Be it in workplace or in school, we strive to do our best to reach the top. But is that really all you want in life?

Sometime looking at the kids that I took for trails, I really envy them. All they have to worry about are only their school works. The older we grow, the more things that we have to take into consideration, be it financially, academically, and etc.

Just came back from Batam.....
Swimming, snorkeling, massage, eating, fish feeding, and of course not forgetting the interaction session with the dolphines.
The dolphines interacting session was the best part of the this trip, and this will definately leave a concrete mark in my memory.

School just started for two week and at the same time was busy working, these are the reason why I have not been blogging for like quite sometime.

Work was great, although I am scare of kids. But spending time with all this pri and sec school children are are great. Especially those pri school kids, they are really so innocent and so cute. These guys have really make me change my views on kids.

Got my result for last sem like 1 week before school start and am really contented with this sem's result, manage to do better than last sem and I expect for nothing more. Let's hope for a better semester ahead and work hard to achieve better result.

(Silly Bryan, I know you will be reading this.......
Silly SILLY silly Silly~!!!!!!)
Hahahaha

Was out for a Social Study trail with the students of Yishun Pri Sch today.
For like the first time, since I have taken up this job, I had to go to the school and take school bus with the kids to the place where we are suppose to conduct our trails.
It was so exciting and interesting, many time alot of memories were also drawn back to when I was young. The things they do, the tidbits they brought along, the topics that they talk about, the way they disturb their friends, their excitement for the excursion on the bus and etc, are all the things that I once had done with my friends back in primary school days. Now thinking back I really miss those days.
In order to make their life easier, teachers always like to put naughty students infront so that the teacher can monitor them. When I was young I have no idea how effective this method is, it was after I took up this job that I realise that by adopting this method it actually makes my job on controlling the students slightly easier.
All the things that I see in them seems to happen to me only yesterday, but coming back to the real world, it's been more than 10 years already.
Time waits for no man, and its indeed true~!

Was at the supermarket with my grandma getting some fruits and rubbish.
As i was approaching the counter i saw an old lady staring in blank, wondering if she was in the queue i stare at her for a while. Guess she sense my presence, so she turn and look at me. For a moment I think she look kinda familiar to me.
At this very moment, my grandmother who wasw standing behind me was talking aloud in hokkien, "Hey auntie ah!". At this very instant moment, someone surface from my memory. My babysitter. The lady who see grow up.
When was the last time i saw this lady??? More than 10 years ago i guess. She appear to be in a smaller build, or maybe I am the one who have grow up and feel that she look smaller?

Salute, cheers and applause to the 5 teams who has performed at the 2nd revival round of SuperBand tonight.

They have definately done their best and put in all they can into tonight's performance. I agree to one the comment made by one of the judges Xu Huan Liang, "我会希望今晚所有的组合都能进入下一圈".

Personally I felt that, tonight seem more like a final rather than a revival round.

*Cheers to Qi-Nobe
*Cheers to Summer Breeze
*Cheers to 迷路宾
*Cheers to Juz-B
*Cheers to Amber

Teams eliminated tonight are:
1) Amber
2) Qi-Nobe
3) Summer Breeze
4) Juz-B

Congrats to 迷路宾~!!!!!!!!

Participants: Joel, Jasper, Jenny, Apple and ME~!!!
Date of event: 28, 29 & 30 June 2006
Venue: K.L., Federal Hotel

Stories/Scandals involved:
1) The ultimate couple of the nights, Papajoe and Apple (*We so so so so wanted to just ask Jasp chew to join Jen and me in our room and and leave this other two ppl in the next. They simply can't have enough of one another.)
2) The effect of the double boil Black Chicken Soup (*It was after consuming the tasty Black Chicken Soup accompany by Ginseng that transform papajoe into the energiser who lame and produce nonsense for the rest of the day and even the next day.)
3) The noisy pair, Joel and Keryn (*These two talk and talk and talk non stop when they were on the bus, and not forgtetting that the volumn was not very low too. Topics from personal stuffs, to each other's, to scandals of the gang and condemning of some other ppl. The conversation were also accompanied by loud laughter every now and then. The entire bus was flooded with their noise.)
4) Story of TMC kid's Journey to the West (*Will cover this in my blog very very soon. After reading the story you will understand how terrible papajoe got after the Black Chicken soup, and how much we had to bear Hahahahahaha~! Just jk la huh lao pa)

Munching delicious foods, doing endless shopping, watching cheap movie and enjoying heaven like massage are the stuffs we did in K.L.
We are just like little Kings and Tai tais when we are there. Just look at the way we eat, the way we shop and the way we enjoy our massage, it explains everything.

Foods:
Delifrance Meal (The only and one great disappointment we had)
Roadside stalls (Claypot rice, 菜心, 花雕鸡, Stinray, Vinegar pork and ice-kacang)
Breakfast at Hotel's restaurant
HongKong restaurant (Kai lan, 点心, 烧辣面, 海鲜面 & 黑鸡汤.)
Roadside stalls again (Lala (some shell food and not the girl in our class), Lemon Chicken, Hot plate toufu, Mix veg and Sweet and sour pork.)
***Love eating with this group of ppl, because veg is a must to everyone~!!!

Shopping:
This was a total madness, we shop for hours on the 2nd day and until a point of time where we seriously lost touch with time. Time really passes very fast when we were doing our shopping and we seem to have insufficient time~!!! This is where the ultimate girls power came out, I have the say the guys really took their hat off us during this particular event. Just Sungei Wang (one of the shopping centre there that sells cheap stuffs) alone we spent almost more than half of our money there. The things were like so cheap, and most of it you cannot find them in Singapore. On the 2nd day we went to Time Square, the shops there are very familiar to us, as most of the shops there are available in Singapore as well. Of course they do have special discounts as well. We simply grab a items and call it a day as we have to rush back to the hotel for the bus.

It was through this trip that I learnt so many more things about these peoples and views and opinions changes as well.
The guys:
Jasper Chew, really commandable. Up la Jasper Chew~! He was totally impressive. Street smart he is and of course gentleman.
PapaJoe, never had imagine him to be a blur blur guy. This trip has made me see another side of him, of course it's not something bad la. He is also one great chatting partner. Someone whom u find no difficulty pouring your woes and thoughts to and of course he is also willing to share everything with you.
The girls:
Jenny, Announce her to be the real and ultimate tai-tai. Shall present her the slash and crown. She can really shop and walk. Enjoying her life is a her forte. Exactly the kinda of live that all of us yearn for man~!!!
Apple, really live up to her status as the president of the Tai-tais club~!
***Girls, the pillow talks were great~!!!!

Am now so looking forward to the next trip with you ppl again.

Just finish watching the result of the superband for this week.
I'm really work up for a reason, because my favourite band 迷路宾 is out.

Firstly it was Juz-B then follow by Qi-Nobe and now 迷路宾. Is this a singing competition or a man hunt competition?? Sometime I really wonder.
It was very very obvious that SOUL can sing for nuts, undeniable fact that they can really dance well, but is that all they ask for in this competition? If this is the case then might as well convert this into some dancing competition like the America's "So you think you can dance".

Talk about market value.
Agree that SOUL comes with an "ALMOST" full package of a boy band, but there are already so many similar boy band out there (for instance N-SYNC, BackStreet Boy, 5566, ENERGY, etc) that is similar to the route that SOUL is taking. But what are the end result of this boy band???

I remember months back, before this competition hit off, almost everyone around me were like so enthu about this programme and so can't wait for this to take place. In the end what hppen??? Firstly, the programme itself does not meet up with the expectation that we have set for it base on the advertisement. Secondly, it was the disappointment that we got from the result of show again and again. Thirdly, the judges are obviously not professional at all. That 周崇庆 especially, trying hard to be like the judges in Japan's 超级变变变, apart from that his comments are obviously not professional at all. It seems like he was commenting the performance of the team base on the look of the members and the dressing of the team members.

It's the 2nd revival round next week, band participating in this round will be Amber, Summer Breeze, Juz-B, Qi-Nobe and 迷路宾. It's really hard to anticipate who will win next week as I feel that all the band that have chance to win are in it, such as Juz-B, Qi-Nobe and 迷路宾. So just have to wait for next week's result. No matter what the result is, I still think it's super disappointing as the other two good band will still be eliminated.

The usual four (jian, rendell, AY & me) meet up again

It's also the day where the FIFA World Cup kick off

This time round we decided to have dinner at Fisherman's Village, @ the western food restaurant we always patronise.
Not only was it the kick off of the World Cup, but it was also the last edpisop of the Channel 8's 9 o'clock show, the one starring Fann Wong Edmund Chen and Chen Han Wei.
Was really surprise that all four of us are like so into this show and don't wish to miss out the last part, so wanting to know who Fann will choose eventually.
Panicky we were as the time draw nearer, thinking here and there and everywhere on what is the best solution that we all can catch the show.
There was a TV on top of the bar counter at the restaurant but it was showing channel 5 and we were all wondering if we can request the ppl there to change the channel, but no one dare to approach the ppl there and ask.
Finally, at the very last 15 mins to 9, Jian can no longer take it so he decided to walk up to the waiter and ask. Customer is always right~!!! Thanks to the rule, and we are watching the show at the bar top.
The ending was a little unexpected though but of course it's a good one that everyone is satisfy with the situation.
A good story line and a suspense ending do keep audience follow up on the serials day after day.

***Realising that the four of us had never taken any group shots or individual shots together before, I decided to bring my digi cam along on this meeting.
Sadly, again we did not take foto but alright la I manage to catch two shots of the food and drinks hahahaha......





After the show we decided to take a walk along Pasir Ris park where Jian say there is a haunted spot, so grab all our courage we decided to take a walk to the location.
Upon reaching the place, the deep down feeling starts to change as well. The entrance of the place was quite dark dimly lighted with the street lamps. As we enter the so call gate, the feeling became stronger, and when we finally see the tower it was another type of feeling altogether. The strange thing was that, before reaching the tower the entire place was quite dark, however, when we saw the tower the tower look so bright and the sky is so clear and pink. This time round all of us were feeling scare so we decided to make a U-turn and give this one a miss.
After we walk out from the entrance, Jian started to tell us about a story on his experience here the last time round when he came with his friends.
"The last time round I came with 3 other friends, and only two of them went up the tower to take a look, the other two of us just wait downstairs with the bicycle. After a while my the other two friends, ran down from the tower and out of the place frantically asking us to leave the place. Afterwhich, we head back to our chalet and there was when they told us what they saw just now. They were saying that they saw this giant 7-legged spider (they were telling me that, it was rumour that when you see a 7-legged spider that means something misfortune is gonna happen) with a female head and long hair. The very next day, the two guys fell very sick with fevers, but luckily not severe happen to them and they recover after a few days."

2nd time of the month, something happen to me while driving.

Mel will be leaving for Shanghai tonight. So we decided to have her birthday dinner at the airport and at the same time send her off.
Was looking for a lot when we arrive at the airport's carpak, when a car just came out suddenly and i brush through the car and of course I shouted.
There is a small dent on the driver side of the car, but it was bad enough to have see the inner bar poping out.
But no worry I am fine, just trying to recover from shock that's all.

Today just happen to be not a very good day, so many things are like happening today.
Again like I always say, let's hope for a better tomorrow.

***MELISSA, enjoy yourself at ShangHai yayayaya~!***

Derren Teo sent me a cute song just now, here is the lyrics:

You're my hunny bun, sugar plum, pumpy upmpy umpkin.
You're my sweetie pie.

You're my cuppy cake,gumdrop,shygumsshmigums pure,
The apple of my eye!

And I love you so, and I want you to know that i'll always be right here.

And I love to sing this song to you,
Because you are so dear!

Get the song from me if u wish to listen to it.

Keryn's narcissism is reacting once again~!!!!



Sorry la, ppl but i just cant have enuff of myself.... But don't think it the wrong way k~!! Hehe

Hey hey, EXAM IS OVER~!!!!!!
Now i am so excited about the KL trip, apart from the shopping spree there, more like I will be able to go on a holiday.

Ok that's all I wanna say today Lol~!

The most scary thing about a person is that, the person is able to lie to you blatantly.

Let me tell you a story:

A was attach to C on the same day after A had broke up with B.

During the break up, A said to B: "I will not be attach in the near future. I mean yes, eventually I will get attach again, but that will be something that is 2-3 years down the road."

Very unwillingly B agree to the breakup. At this point of time, B was totally unaware of anything about C and had no idea that A was actually once again attach.

Few weeks went by, B went to A's house to collect all the personal belongings that was left there during their courtship days. B return the ring that A had given on their first 100 days.

"You should give this to the person who is going to walk down the aisle with you, and obviously I am not this person" B said.

"But this kind thing very hard to say one what, one day this ring may come back to you again," replied A.

"Till then, we'll see how," said B.

Chinese lunar New Year was round the corner at that point of time.

At this very moment, everyone including B had this thinking that, B was the one to be blame for having this relationship to come to an end. B had always turn out to be a rather strong headed and stubborn person. In the eye of everyone, A was just the nicest person on earth who is always giving way to the partner and is willing to do anything for the partner.

On the eve of CNY, A and B was talking through the MSN.

"My friend said I am a much happier person after the breakup," said A.

Upon hearing this, B turn fuious and replied: "Your friends are really great wind surfers, if that's what they have really said to you."

"Why do you said that about my friends," exclaimed.

"Isnt that the case?" B continued: "Last time when we were together, they said things like they envy you much because you have such a good girlfriend. And that they always view the both of us as model couple."

A went all quiet.

B continued: "Instead of trying to help ease the pain on the wound, they are rubbing salt on the wound. What 'GOOD' friends they really are!!!!"

A argued: "That's not what they meant can, and can you please stop saying bad things about my friend?"

"Woah~! When did you become so protective over your friends?" said B.

"You think your friends are any better," said A.

"Well at least they are the one who are always there for me when something happened, and they never try to rub salt upon the matters. All they do was just to console and stand by my side. Even M (someone among B's friend who dislike A to the max) said nothing about the matter and just console me" argued B.

"Yah they console you, you have no idea what they have said to me," exclaimed me.

"Tell me, what have they said to you" B ask angrily.

After a long pause, A replied: "Forget about it, I don't want to say."

After the fierce conversation, B immediately deleted A from the MSN list.

B has went to check with all the friends who have contacts with A, be in MSN or through sms, to see what have they said to A. However, no one has made any comment or remark to A after the break up. To a point of time, B was wondering if the friends are keeping from or is it A the one that is trying to make up a story.

To B's shock one day while browsing through the friendster page of A, to realise that A was attach to C. This is when B realise that, A was the one lying all these while. At the very moment B felt that it's so vicious of A to wanting to break up B with all the friends. Making B lose trust with all the friend.

With this, B slowly dug out more secrets that was with intentionally or unintentionally make known to her. The more B found out the more sad B got.

It was until a few days ago that B found out when A was attch to C, immediately B felt so disgusted by all the words that A had said.

On one hand A was already attach and on the other hand A was trying to false hope into B's mind. This is so saddening.

Imagine how scary can it be to be trusting someone whom have been lying and keeping something from you, yet making the whole world feel that someone is so nice and so sweet to you.

It was another emo night.
Tears fill my eyes once again after it has dried up for so many months.
Once again he was floating up and running across my mind. I know many would tell me that "He is not worth you wasting your brain cells" or "Think of this kind of bastard for what?" Then again, who can control what images emerge from the brain. Of course, there must be a reason that trigger images t emerge. But I will never put the blame on the person because it was due to my emotional level being low that causes me to think more.

Just now when we were at KTV, Daric was like asking me "So when are you going to have a bf?" This question sound so familiar. I think he asked the same question more than a year ago before I was attached. However, I was sure that my answers were different. I was like telling him I don't have the courage and am scare to step into another relationship now.
***With this I will want to apologise to Zhi Xian and Wei Jian. You guys know why I am saying this to you and I am sure both of you will be able to find someone better than me out there.***

*Pat Keryn on the shoulder
*Shout @ Keryn "Everything is gonna turn out well"

Almost got into an accident just now, it was really a close one. I was going at relatively high speed, when the traffice light suddenly turn amber and the taxi right infront of me step on brake. I can actually see another car from the blind spot mirror on my left, I have no idea why I didnt step hard on the brake pedal and instead I turn the stirring wheel to the left and beat the red light. Thanks to the intergreen period, if not I would have been hit by the car that is doing a right turning. I was really lucky to have escape~!

A series of 21st birthday came lining up...
First it was Dan's on the 27th May, I'm sorry my dear I cant celebrate your birthday with you. But I guess you were busy with your camp stuffs as well, and as for your present will pass to you the nex time we meet up k (Hahaha this is to ensure I will meet up with you pretty soon~!!).

After which it was Tze Min's which falls on the 1st of June.
We celebrated on the Saturday before her birthday, we were at the Zoo. Enjoying our KFC, Ben&Jerry's and of course not forgetting the sinful chocolate cake from Awfully Chocolate.
I must priase Daric for his great effort (although he leak out a few details that she shouldn't have know) for making his girl such a happy girl.


Afterwhich, it was non other than our Rabbit Princess, MELISSA...... 9th June
Though it was a bit sad that it falls during the exam period, but never the less she have really spend her day fruitfully.
Early in the morning about 10+ on that very morning, she called me and ask me out to study, but I was still in bed so I rejected her.
Eventually, I still make my way to meet her and XD after running the errands.
Surprise her with two slices of mango cake and a Snow White balloon that make noise when you shake it. Happy as she is, she shake her way home with the balloon.


Looking at how happy these ppl have celebrated their 21st birthday, a slight drop of envy runs down me. I don't even dare to think about everything that happen on my 21st birthday, because it simply reminds me of some unhappy things that I will not wish to think about.
Everything that has happened seems like a nightmare, and I have no idea why is this so. Then again, I'm glad everything is over.

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Was talking to Wei Li the other, and some sense strucks me.

As our age increase with time, the difficulty of finding someone whom we can trust seems to grow as well. He was saying that, hope to find a gf who does not choose him because he is a doctor but because she love him. How much can we trust the people around us?
I remeber during the old good days when we were young, so long as you call yoursellf my friend and i consider you my friend then we are good friends. That's just how easily we can get friends and how we stay true as friends, isnt it? Now, whenever someone walk up to you and wants to befriend you, I bet you must be thinking "what is this fellow up to" or "what he/she wants from me?"
You may not thought about this, but I have realise nowadays when I take an initiative to make friend with someone it usually comes with a reason behind it. It may be reason like I need someone to go lunch with because I don't want to be alone or simply I think you are really smart and you may help me.
Not only do we find it difficult to trust people, but at the same time it's also difficult for us to get people to trust us.
Someone once told me, we should not trust people too readily, not even the one who lies beside you every night. Back then I don't believe and I don't really understand what this fellow is trying to say. Now I am starting to comprehend what this fellow is trying to convey to me.

Let this post be a serious one and send some sense to you people.

With reference to my question posted on 22 May,

"If every morning you were to receive a sum of $86 400, how are you going to spend it??Bear this in mind, you are not able to bring whatever that is left unspend at the end of the day over to the next day. As another sum of $86 400 will be given to you the next morning."

Explanation:
Each and everyone of us are very rich people every morning the moment we open our eyes. Because we are given 86 400 seconds to do everything and anything.
Base on the answers I have receive from some people such as papajoe, Qing Wen and AY. I can see that these people are finding ways and means to spend whatever they have. (Right Click + Encoding + More + Unicode (UTF 8))
一寸光阴一寸金 寸金难买寸光阴. All the time you have are all the properties you have as a person, we should make use of all the time we have on useful things. Do not waste your time on unnecessarily. :-)

Hope there is some enlightenment out there, if you don't understand what I am trying to bring across just come to me and I will explain it verbally.

Finally done with the final assignment of the semester, but this also means exam is drawing near.

****Sinful~!!!!! Went shopping again today, bought a lot of nonsense. Time to stop all these shoppings before I become too broke for the KL trip.
Know what???? The Great Singapore Sale is going to start TOMORROW~!@!! Yet I cannot go for shopping, how Ironic this can be man~! Never mind I shall continue to work hard, so that when I get my next pay I am still in time for the GSS.

Oh yah GIRLS, the Great Singapore Sale is gonna be there for the next 8 weeks. Grab all you can~!!!!!!!

A question to everyone out there

If every morning you were to receive a sum of $86 400, how are you going to spend it??
Bear this in mind, you are not able to bring whatever that is left unspend at the end of the day over to the next day. As another sum of $86 400 will be given to you the next morning.

Do think carefully about this. Hope to receive interesting answers. :)

Cheers~!

Two mountain turtles from a wulu province of Chinatown made their first trip to Little India after doing threading.
Initial intention was to walk to Tekka Mall, but realised we are miles from it and Mustafa seems to be just a few hundred metres away from us so we decided to alter our destination.
"Did you realise it doesn't smell that bad inside here?" I said (I must explain this is not a racist remark, it's just the psychological impression that was inside us and again like I said we are two MOUNTAIN TURTLES).
"Yah yah yah, I realise that too," replied XD.

What are we doing there, since we do not really have a good impression about the place,
XD wanna get herself a electric curler and also both of us are intending to look for a web cam.

We comb the level 1 and 2 of the first building that we step into and realise we could not find the things that we are looking for. So we decided to just grab someone and ask for direction, guess what the people there all look so unfriendly and unapproachable. But when we found the courage to ask, it wasn't that bad after all.
Went to the next building and it was so difficult to locate the B2, we had to walk from one end to the other end of the builing just to have access to B2.
Can you believe it?? We have to walk to and fro the ends of the building just to get two items!!!! Freak~!!! We were damn tired when we finally got the stuffs and drag our feets to the bus stop la.... But hey~!!! I finally step into Little India~!

Finally got the fone that I have been waiting for and what's more the color is so cool.

Went to Bras Basar Complex and to find out that they only sell Nokia phones there, so took a walk to Suntec hoping to see the new color that was launch yesterday. Only to bump into a stupid salesman who give a stupid attitude, is that the way you are suppose to treat your customers??? In a fit of anger i slam the whole stack of Straits Time on the table to prove to him that I am not mad about saying there is a Maroon color V3i.

Smart owl to give Starhub a call to check out which outlet have the color that I want.
Voom~! off we flew to PS immediately after we hang up the call. Can you believe it?? I actually spent less than 10 mins at the retail shop to wait for my turn. The sales girl Audrey was really a nice lady, who went all out just to show me the Maroon color set. This is just the kind of customer service that we are all looking for isnt it?
*(Define a good customer service provider. Ans: Someone who is willing to share all his/her knowledge or view about a particular product that you are both talking about. In addition this person doesnt mind if he/she cling the sales after the long conversation, and continue to smile to you even when you say you need to consider first.)

Got myself another tankini top.
Goodness time for me to stop all this swim wear shoppings already...

Does this means that I am stupid???

How true is this man???

Your IQ Is 95

Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average Your Verbal Intelligence is Below Average Your Mathematical Intelligence is Genius Your General Knowledge is Above Average

Your Fortune Is

If you run into your ex on the street, just shift into reverse and keep going.

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路上行人欲断魂
借问酒家何处有
牧童摇指杏花村

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Went RSYC with my whole family today and it was like for the first time Ondre was allow to join, excited he is just like everyone of us.
Bought him an Mac ice-cream cone before we head for RSYC, he finish one entire cone all by himself and like he always does go snatch other ppl's.
Ondre did some stuns today that almost freak all of us out.
Thinking that this stupid dog is so timid so daddy dare him to jump from the boat onto the platform and who knows he really did. However, with the short legs and overweight body that he have he ended up in the water instead. What was worse was that, he got stuck under the platform, and went missing under the platform for almost a min. All of us were like so panic la, Tooty jump into the water immediately to try pull him out. Finally, manage to pull him out and thanks to uncle John (Owner of the Cover Girl boat beside us) who help to get this fat dog out of the water.
Like he always did, he caught the attention of everyone who was there. One moment everyone was panic and worry about him and in the next moment everyone was laughing at him. This really is a stupid dog~!!!!!

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Was at NUS Talent Quest '06 with Jim and AY.
It was pretty cool though the sound system and organising of the entire event was not really well done. But with the appearance of Zhang Dong Liang, I suddenly felt that my $10 was all worth it.
In the goody bag was a free pen and note pad, the three of us actually sign autograph on one another's note pad. Remind you of those autograph book we exchange in primary school ya!
Jim was sick and AY was tired from project so we just went for supper at West Coast Mac and head home after that.