Counting down: 42 days......
Words of jitters are the only things that run across my mind at the reminder of my Australia trip. Problem arising at the 11th hour the last thing that anyone wish to experience. So much for all the early planning, compromising and forgoing certain things which was being plan. I receive some last minute news (which I don't really bother to mention it anymore), got pretty upset upon hitting this hurdle. However, I told myself "this is not going to bring me down, no matter what happen, I am still going to stand strong and make my way there." Let's hope that this matter will be settle as soon as possible.
The thought of going abroad may sound wonderful to some people, but as far as it is in my case things are really different. Emotions are running wild inside me although I have tried my best to portray a beautiful and calm facade. As the date drew nearer the feeling of not wanting to go grew even stronger. No matter how much doubt I have in my choice about going over, as a grown up I know I must be responsibe for my own decision. I kept telling myself "It's only 8 months, and time really do goes by very very fast." It comes to a point, sometime I think I'm like forcing myself to go. But isn't this life?? Many times we just have to give ourselves a slight push. Things may be not turn out to be as bad you thought it should be.
In the meantime, for those who wanna date me out for "hot date" before my departure, I suggest that you should start getting your queue number. Lol, not I thick skin k, but seriously people are all coming in asking for dinner appointment.
Many time when something negative happen, take it as a BLESSING in disguise.
And when things are happening positivly, take it as a BONUS.
The thought of going abroad may sound wonderful to some people, but as far as it is in my case things are really different. Emotions are running wild inside me although I have tried my best to portray a beautiful and calm facade. As the date drew nearer the feeling of not wanting to go grew even stronger. No matter how much doubt I have in my choice about going over, as a grown up I know I must be responsibe for my own decision. I kept telling myself "It's only 8 months, and time really do goes by very very fast." It comes to a point, sometime I think I'm like forcing myself to go. But isn't this life?? Many times we just have to give ourselves a slight push. Things may be not turn out to be as bad you thought it should be.
In the meantime, for those who wanna date me out for "hot date" before my departure, I suggest that you should start getting your queue number. Lol, not I thick skin k, but seriously people are all coming in asking for dinner appointment.
Many time when something negative happen, take it as a BLESSING in disguise.
And when things are happening positivly, take it as a BONUS.
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