Muselisation

Last Friday was the due date for my research essay (last assignment), it is also the last day of my uni life. It seem like it was only yesterday that I went for my first News Feature Writing class and today it's the last Journ Ethic class that I'm attending.

Two and half years went by just like that, without leaving much trace of it. But on a deeper look, many things have change these years.

Tze was asking me "so did you take photo of your school?"
And the sad was, "I didn't! But I did take photo with Melissa and my lecturer."
Tze: "So did you take photo of all the classes that you have use before?"
Me: "No~!"

The thing is, though I'm studying full time, but there is no attachment to the school at all. Instead, it's the classmates and lecturers that I think I will miss most. Especially Sheila and Harry. Class will never be so fun and fulfilling without these two lecturers. Basically these are the only two lecturers that I attended their classes in year 2 & 3.

Sheila is my journ lecturer, she is also the motivator in class who never fail to motivate and encourage us to strive towards our HD!!!! On every first, she will always foresee all of us scoring HD at the end of the course. This is the faith that she always have on us.

As for Harry, he is one soci lectuere whose class is definitely interesting because him as a person. Soci can be quite a boring module from time to time, but it's all the jokes and silly self that make the class a bearable one.

A million thanks to these two lecturers who play such a big role in my uni life.
Sheila and Harry, I love you two~!!!!!

Sadly, this time round I didnt get to snap a shot of Harry. But I did manage to get a photo with Sheila.

Soon, my exam will be coming up next. First paper is on the 30th Oct, bless me with lucks to get pass the semester successfully. :-)

It's sad to learn that your bf doesn't click with your closest best friends.
It's even more sad to learn to accept this fact.
It's even sadder when you have to make a choice btwn them.
But fair enough I was not asked to make a choice btwn them.
I was only asked if I could survive in two terrain.
Still, I find it so difficult to answer this question.
I love my bf very much.
I love my best friends too.
In the past when I was attach, I tend to spend lesser time with my friends.
However, after the break up it was this group of people who stand by me.
From then I told myself I will never repeat the same mistake.
And I will never neglect this group of friends.
I am willing to give up a relationship for my friends.
BUT, it's easier to say than to do it.
Especially, when it's someone you found yourself to have love so much.
For the past few month I tried to juggle btwn my friends and bf.
By doing so I try to let my bf mix with my closest friends.
But 8 mnths into the relationship, things proof my doing all wrong.
My job as a journalist is to try my best to make fair, accurate and balance reporting.
Now I guess, outside school I will also have to learn to be fair and balance my life.
Argh~! Bring work to daily life... KNS....