My new occupation as a juggler
It's sad to learn that your bf doesn't click with your closest best friends.
It's even more sad to learn to accept this fact.
It's even sadder when you have to make a choice btwn them.
But fair enough I was not asked to make a choice btwn them.
I was only asked if I could survive in two terrain.
Still, I find it so difficult to answer this question.
I love my bf very much.
I love my best friends too.
In the past when I was attach, I tend to spend lesser time with my friends.
However, after the break up it was this group of people who stand by me.
From then I told myself I will never repeat the same mistake.
And I will never neglect this group of friends.
I am willing to give up a relationship for my friends.
BUT, it's easier to say than to do it.
Especially, when it's someone you found yourself to have love so much.
For the past few month I tried to juggle btwn my friends and bf.
By doing so I try to let my bf mix with my closest friends.
But 8 mnths into the relationship, things proof my doing all wrong.
My job as a journalist is to try my best to make fair, accurate and balance reporting.
Now I guess, outside school I will also have to learn to be fair and balance my life.
Argh~! Bring work to daily life... KNS....
It's even more sad to learn to accept this fact.
It's even sadder when you have to make a choice btwn them.
But fair enough I was not asked to make a choice btwn them.
I was only asked if I could survive in two terrain.
Still, I find it so difficult to answer this question.
I love my bf very much.
I love my best friends too.
In the past when I was attach, I tend to spend lesser time with my friends.
However, after the break up it was this group of people who stand by me.
From then I told myself I will never repeat the same mistake.
And I will never neglect this group of friends.
I am willing to give up a relationship for my friends.
BUT, it's easier to say than to do it.
Especially, when it's someone you found yourself to have love so much.
For the past few month I tried to juggle btwn my friends and bf.
By doing so I try to let my bf mix with my closest friends.
But 8 mnths into the relationship, things proof my doing all wrong.
My job as a journalist is to try my best to make fair, accurate and balance reporting.
Now I guess, outside school I will also have to learn to be fair and balance my life.
Argh~! Bring work to daily life... KNS....
October 16, 2007 11:18 AM
hey ger,
don't worry so much la. balance is important, but many things need time to change too! if you're very stressed, must go retail therapy la!
:P
October 16, 2007 11:51 AM
Thanks Papa Joe, but I'm a poor scholar who has no $$$ for retail theraphy now!
Come to think of it, seems like it's been a long time since we get pocket money from you huh! Haha
October 17, 2007 9:25 PM
hmmm... it is quite a problem when your bf doesn't mix with your friends... i always think that 2 persons together, will want to accept each other. and a person is not a single unit, a person is connected to family, friends and society. but that said, not everybody can mix well with everybody. if it's because of differences in culture then i don't think it's a big issue. if not, then...
i don't think a person who loves and thinks for you will want you to be in a tight spot, and seperate you from your friends. going along this, i hope things will turn out fine for you. =)
October 20, 2007 1:51 AM
Hey Bing thanks girl, I agree with what you say. That's why im glad that at least i was not left in a tight spot to make a choice. Rather I have to learn to live with them seperately.