Muselisation

It was just another lazy working day, though it was only the mid week but it seem like a lazy Fri, well guess that's because it a PH tmr.

Decided to head out for lunch at Raffle City, because Rachel decided to buy an early gift for Todd's wife (she's going to pop her son out this sat).


(***Flowers Flowers Flowers***)

After Rach and I went separate directions to get our own things I bump into the 3 babes from Taxi Design, not that they do the designing for the taxis in Singapore, but rather that's the name of their company. Anyway so much for saying again and again that we should meet for lunch, I actually bump into them having lunch. So hey girls! We must really keep our words and meet up someday k! Lol~!


***Dewi, Me, Jacquie & Judy***

Earlier this morning, Rach handed a Todd a pay cheque from the First Media Design School. He was overwhelm, trust me! He was so excited that he keep insisting that we should take a photo of the cheque and a photo of him with the cheque. Well, like what he say, this is the first time someone actually wrote a cheque "Payable: Active Channel Pte Ltd", so I guess as a boss it always feel excited to get your first pay cheque from client.


***The excited boss with his first pay cheque***

Let me tell you something very stupid that I have done, I went to purchase the mob TV package yesterday for one month!

I swear, my boss gonna kill me if he finds out about it.

Anyway, ya after I bought the package, I have almost immediate access to the channel programs. So I was happily looking out for local productions that I have either miss it on the linear TV or programs that I have no chance to watch it at all.

So the first show that I hit on was the 迷你摆家乐, or the Mini Home Survivor, if that's what they call it on the TV la. Anyway and ya I was there to catch up on those episodes that I have miss out on. Simply love this production by MediaCorp, although it's a pretty much imitation concept from ABC's Extreme Makeover Home Edition, but it definitely quench my thirst for interior designing programs.

After which, I move on to A Wedding Affair, and OMG looking at those lovey dovey couples out there. I am like so so so so motivated and tempted to get marry also la. But for me, all I can do is to sigh~!!! A long and winding SIGGGHHHH~! Lol~! ***Stress Wyne!***Stress Wyne!!!***

Ok jokes aside, but those couples are really very loving. I was sent to be in envious mode when they talk about how their prospective husband proposed to them! As every close souls out there knows that I have the most unromantic man on earth as my gigolo bf, I was so envy with these girls to a extend that, I was thinking "Will I end up being the one who have to propose to him, instead of him doing it for me?" Ya ya, he is not that bad, he is still very sweet and on high alert for situation awareness. But..... how much do you really want to expect from someone, who doesn't even bother to remember his gf's birthday, even for the very first time they are spending it together? ***I am not complaining!***

Of course, from the show it was pretty obvious that not every couple is as perfect as you think they are. There bound to have flaws in everyone, its just a matter of whether it is presented right in the eyes of everyone, or very beautifully cover up by those involved.

Nevertheless, I still do think that, being able to tie the knot with the love of your life is really something very sweet.

After watching the entire season, I have this crazy idea about my own wedding. Although I know it's sort of way too early to think about something like that, but I do find it a very fun thing to do. Maybe that's why since young I have always dream about helping other people in their wedding.

Anyway, a dream is just a dream. When the sun says Hello! to me in the morning, I still have to get my butt off the bed and go to work!

This is one thing that I must tell all girls out there man!!!

The next time when you girls want to sell anything online, and if the transaction is to be done on deliver by hand then please make sure that you have someone going with you to meet the other party.

At this moment you must be thinking I kena rob or what, but let me tell you that is not la k. Something more er...... I can't find a right word to fit it in, anyway ya it was just an incident that really got me into a frighten mode?

Just 1 month after I bought the HTC phone, I sort of decided that, you know although I am much better than Wyne Ho in terms of computer stuff but still deep down I am not that sort of techy. So I decided to get rid of that phone before the price of it drop, and I posted it on my ebay account to sell it off. The response was pretty well I must admit, and I manage to sell it off like even before the bid was over.

So happily, I went to meet this Indian guy to pass him the phone and collect my money. I was so so so so wrong to think that, everything was just over like that. And OMG, minutes after I left the place, the guy message me, asking for the receipts of the phone purchase and blah blah blah. So ok, I mean I didn't know I have to pass him the receipt for it was my time selling mobile phone online. Well, so I told "Ya ok but let me go back and look for it first". And know what? for the next few days the guy was like sending me SMS to remind me about the receipt and other cheesy stuffs. The worse was when he send me an email telling me I am so pretty and it would be his pleasure to see me again, hope that I have a sober weekend yadah yadah.... I'm sorry I'm not being racist here, but I seriously don't feel complimented at all!! On the contrary, I suddenly like feel so scare to meet this person again la. And to think that my gigolo bf can tell me stuff like, "So you telling me this to make me feel jealous??? HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! AH NEH!!!" Like WTF la, to have this kind of bf, cannot make it!

So now, I have to come up with stupid excuse like telling him I'm away for urgent business trip and that I will get my "husband" to mail him the receipt instead. Trust me, the tone of his reply email change 180°.

When I told AY about this, she was like laughing her head off, telling me "You always attract the wrong kind! HAHAHAHA!"

What a bf and best friend I have!

Just few days back when I was feeling very down over some stupid issue, all these were to pretty obvious to people who were on my msn list, because everything there just sounded so piss and fierce. Aaron came to IM me on the msn and tell me that I am very hardcore. Having no idea what he was talking about, so I didn't' really bother with me and eventually showed me a picture from pon and zi which I think is super funny. (**Yah and that explains when I got the picture from for my previous entry**)



The very next day I actually went to the site and have a look at the other pictures that were available in the gallery.

Know what????
The funny thing was when I was going through every single picture available there, there were like so many pictures inside that resemble so much of Wyne and me.


This is true, this is what always happen when I talk to him....


Figure out who is which?


Talking to him makes me puke blood all the time!


Wyne is a potential gigolo


I'm sorry my dear, I've done my best!


This only happen when he need me to write his assignment for him...

When I show these pictures to him, he was laughing away saying that "They are so like us la"...

Anyway people the website is www.ponandzi.com do spend sometime there and spot the resembling picture.

Sometime its sad how people who are close to you actually make fun of your sad and miserable life.

On my side, for the past 2 years, apart from academic results nothing has been really going well for me.

Incident that happen a year ago has cause great impact to my life and me as a person. Confidence and patience have been greatly hit.

Upon graduation, and finally settle down with a job. I thought everything will be finally settle into place. Never did I over estimate my judgment on how I see people and a seriously back stab. 1 month and 1 week into the job, I was finally ask to leave, because my boss thinks that I am incompetence and I am always on the wrong frequency with her. With that I took my leave and accepted a job offer that has been offered to me by someone whom I merely spoke to for 5 mins.

Right now at this job, everything seems to going fine, although I still screw up from time to time but at least and finally I understand what is require of me and what I am doing.
When all these things are taking place, I actually stumble upon something that was happening right behind my back. From a close friend I get to know that, close friends are betting right behind my back about how long I am going to stay in this job. When I found about this, I was pretty much dumb founded and had no absolute idea how to react.

There were many times in my previous job that I have to hold back my tears and even swallow them. Being accuse for stuffs that I have totally no idea about. I have always been having this bad temper personality, but right at this very first job, never for a single time have I ever lost my temper or anything. I don't expect people around me to know about all these things, and all I seek for are understandings from close ones. And I definitely know that, people are there right behind me criticizing and making loads and loads about my personality. I told myself never to be bother with these people, and I didn't even bother to seek for their understanding in the situation. But what I think that is ridiculous is having your close, people who see you through your good and bad days and people whom you from time to time will seek comfort in to do shits behind you. When I found out about this, I felt so betrayed and disappointed. This feeling is 10 time more hurtful than when I was being back-stabbed by someone whom I only know for 1 month plus.

So can you please tell me, am I really that terrible as a person to deserve something like that?

It's been about a month since I got into this new job of mine. Feeling of it? Up and down.

Many times during the job I felt like giving up, but eventually I still pick myself up and move on. There were many rocks that I have bang myself against during this period of time, and finally come to realize that I'm not cut out to be a creative director.

On top of all these I'm glad that I have a great bunch of supporters behind me pushing me to move forward.

Am on MC today, according to the doc Im down with gastric flu, which is totally something new for me. Although I'm on MC but my computer and mobile is still on full working mode. Imagine! When I was resting, my phone will start ringing and I had to jump out of the bed to not miss the call. Either that or when I hear the "Ding" sound on my laptop, it means email is coming again and I need to get to work! Haha, when thinking about this I wonder if it's good or bad.